I need to rant..
Honestly feels like nothing is going right for me at the moment and holy fuck is it getting me down. Genuinly didnt know where to post this and I dont expect anyone to read it but I need to get it out.
My private instagram that helps boost my onlyfans keeps getting taken down because jealous models keep taking down my page, which in effect is fucking up the sales I'm getting because twitter isnt as good advertising wise and that's the money I'm living off at the moment because the job I have lined up has been messing me around for atleast two months.
I have also been reminded how easily replaceable I am. You can think someone is genuine and nice and next thing you know they're a stranger. Been so many fucking times I've been talking to someone nice and it's like they change their mind about me over night and lose complete interest. Part of me thinks I should just start being a cunt so then my feelings stop getting fucked around constantly. All I want is someone who has genuine love for me and who wants to care for me but right now I never see that happening, all of my relationships have been a shit show so why should I ever expect anything different? I'll always love too hard and care too much and I'll always get myself fucked over.
Rant over\
