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: very personal

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i don’t feel good again :*

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What if I grew fins and could swim miles even though I can’t swim now?

There is an orangey red & yellow globe looking at me. It looks like a sunset but it’s not the sun.

Do you think my hair looks okay today?

What dumb thing do you think is gonna happen tomorrow? I hate this question but I love to hate it.

I love Eric Andre in concept and I’m attracted to him when he’s dystopian Eric in the 4th season but if I knew him I don’t know if I would like him. I could see him getting on my nerves sometimes.

What if my mom comes in here and smells grass?

I can’t think of a single thing I’m upset about.

What is that noise? (The one in my head.)

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(I have a secret crush on a blonde blonde crystal clear boy I work with)

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I’m sad and I don’t know why

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i keep having vividly surreal dreams that are making me nostalgic & it’s sitting uncomfortably inside me like a brick. i keep remembering them and freezing. what’s it like to be okay again?

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i had a dream about him the night before last. it was tangible, it felt nice, it was warm, i feel uncomfortable, i feel content, i feel horny, i miss it and i don’t, i want it with someone else, i want it only with him forever, i want to be wrapped up and so enthralled in the emotions that i can’t think of anything else, i want it to be hard to breath because i’m so happy and so deep in the feeling of longing and loving and being one with you.

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Not doing okay

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my mom is sick

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listening to hannah montana and getting really sad because it just didn’t work out

being alone with your thoughts for too long and getting dizzy

getting new earrings but never wearing them

when you say you’re going to stay friends but you don’t

getting so high you puke all over your bathroom but still feel like you’re floating

lying to your parents about where you are and who you’re with, not because you need to but because you want to

one time i ate half a pie and another time i didn’t eat anything

my cutest bra is itchy and my ugliest bra is too big. i wear them both

i miss the sensation

what do you think miley cyrus is doing right now?

i have a hickey on my neck and i don’t want it to go away

‘love is bigger than us’ nothing is bigger than us

i don’t like most days

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NASAL CONGESTION COUGH ACHEY BODY SORE THROAT INFECTED EYE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I think I have a crush on a 19 yr old

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those post uploading a propic of fb nerves lol

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Trying to articulate a thought I had in the shower last night: if you love someone in one moment you love them forever. Time is infinite, people are temporary, feelings are fleeting, memories are ingrained in life forever whether they come to you or not. They still happened, they were still real, you still felt heaven or hell or sunflowers in the single moment and it lasts forever. If you love someone you love them always ?

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boys frustrate me 2 no end. I don’t need u 2 rescue me I don’t need u to pity me I don’t need u to feel like u have to save me at any moment. I am whole without u I am healthy alone I can look after myself, stop “being nice” stop playing the hero card, leave me alone. I can take care of myself.

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there is enough shit in my purse rn that if my parents opened it and saw what was in there I'd get sent away to b reformed.merry christmas!

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a cool thing is when ur hooking up w a boy and it's going slow and you touch his d and his eyes get really wide and he is truly enthralled by you

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tryna not be stressed today but it's a hundred degrees n I'm wearing pants with cum on them even tho I tried to wash it all off n I have to go to the bathroom n I can't remember the last time I washed my hair ?