to be like water, moving and growing, carving. powerful but soft. lingering in pools, carving canyons, rippling and shining in the sun. ancient and ephemeral 〰️ who do I want to be, who have I been, who am I now. not about doing, or having, but being. still a dreamer, but harnessing my dreams. ________ some notes on turning thirty. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ in the last few weeks I’ve driven solo across the country, camped in woods and cabins and seen the most surreal heavens and earth. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ reflecting on the last decade... I don’t always love who I have been. anxious, depressed, ADD, lonely, unreliable. I’ve learned I have an autoimmune disease that’s really knocked me out for a few years. I’m grateful for so many quiet, patient advocates who’ve walked with me. I still can be these things, but I’m learning how to be at peace, ebbing and flowing as I do, and so grateful for the current flow. _________⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ if you’re this far... thank you. I also want to share that we have moved to Vermont ! Colin... my badass glaciologist husband... will be a Professor at Dartmouth beginning next year. rocks and earth and water and flow forever and ever. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ______ specific love to the village for crying, laughing, giving me life lately. these and many others ! @colinrmeyer @aduckatheart @instant_classic_ @mthermoncliodog @katieernes @wildfolkstudio @leahmramirez @abigail.bergen @stephdinius @srdinius and the most sharing positive community, forever indebted to you. @frolicandflow @autoimmunepaleo @kait.hurley @aliveintegrativehealth @emilyst.john ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ (at Mammoth Hot Springs) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn2RWOyBhBa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xitxuxba4q3r
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