About 5 months ago I discussed my interest in chastity with my boyfriend down the pub. This is something I had wanted to do for a long time but felt nervous about. Also, if I had a wank and thought about chastity, Iād cum and suddenly my interest would disappear. On that night, he loved the idea of chastity, it intrigued him and here we are. This weekend has felt like a turning point for our chastity journey and I wanted to see what is different between now and then.
When we started out, he thought things would work by me not being locked up at night, which I was fine with because back then if I wanted to sneak off to pleasure myself, I would do that and not feel guilty. I wrote here when we reached 11 days locked, he used the prostate massager on me and then we fucked. Despite everything feeling great, I said I felt that I really needed to cum and then he let me, which at the time was fantastic, but the moment I came the atmosphere changed and all interest in chastity went out the window for at least a week, with the device being slung in a drawer.Ā
The intensity of our chastity has waxed and waned, but itās less elastic every time and weāre moving towards more chastity all the time. After about 3 months of chastity, his interest in me being locked 24/7 was moving from kinky chat to something more real and he was gaining confidence in controlling my cock and my orgasms. While we had another break when we went on holiday, it was at his insistence that I was locked back up as soon as we got home and the pattern of being locked as much as possible continued, with the lengths between release growing longer. It was during one of these lock ups that his teasing of my cage and balls made me ejaculate in the cage; the jury is out on whether I had a full orgasm or a ruined orgasm, but it got into his head the seed that if I can ejaculate from him teasing my cage for some time, then letting meĀ orgasm in the normal blowjob/handjob way might not need to be such a concern.Ā
Another holiday came, I was unlocked and in five days, we had sex just once. Later, we discussed this and the general feeling was that more chastity was the answer; instead of being something we do in fits and starts, this was something we should be doing all the time, because it enhances our sex life.
And thatās where we are today. Over this weekend, I said how I kept wondering when Iād be released from the device, when my other half reiterated that he wants me to be locked up all the time, that to expect to be unlocked is something weāve moved on from. Yes, there will be orgasms, but he wants that to be his decision, not to some pre-ordained plan where I have input. Last night, as I bought him to climax, there was a pleasing familiarity to things. Instead of us both cumming and me rolling over to sleep, I really wanted to make him cum and I enjoyed the feeling of still feeling sexually charged after he was spent. Itās a total reversal of our life before chastity and heās progressed to being able to cum and not feeling any guilt at all when I donāt.
Weāve both had subtle psychological changes through chastity; I have slowly but surely given up trying to control the situation and my keyholder has realised he enjoys the control aspect of it. Things have slotted into place - which led to me wondering how far weāre going to go into this; will we go permanent, or will I be orgasm free for months at a time? Will I get to wank myself off again? But that doesnāt matter because itās not really my decision any more. Iāve given away that stuff and whatever happens, happens.Ā
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