devil on your back

“Doesn’t matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.”

[teamlockwood]

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Kayla Ewell and Michael Trevino at the Children Mending Hearts 6th Annual Fundraiser

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Unsent || Blondie

Logan: You're beautiful.

[allie-polanski]

Good, then you’re all mine.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Sounds good to me.

[allie-polanski]

I would be better if you are free this weekend?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

I'm free.

[allie-polanski]

How are you?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

I'm good. What about you?

[leoxjones]

Job hunting’s tiring. Haven’t had one for about six or seven months now, but I’ll be alright. Break might be needed sometime soon before graduation.

Yourself?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Was lucky enough to get help from my dad with my job. He's got connections.

Alright. Kinda just waiting for graduation.

[allie-polanski]

Should do it more often.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

I'll make sure to remember that.

[leoxjones]

You’re welcome.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

What's up with you?

[allie-polanski]

Showing off?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Maybe.

[leoxjones]

Impressed.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

--Thanks?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

While you weren’t in a relationship, right?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Yes.

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

Committed the trouble I’ve caused.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Slept with someone I wasn't with? Once or twice.

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

Have you ever done it?

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Done what?

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

Unlike someone, I have an extremely clean image I’ll like to keep.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

No one has to know if you don't tell them, Apple. You can keep your clean reputation. Besides, sleeping with one person you're not dating doesn't make you any different. We all make mistakes and do stupid things from time to time.

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

I don’t exactly like someone anymore, it’s in-between. And going to you isn’t that much of a smart idea because we’ve had.. a thing, but I’m not too bothered by it. I’m not talking to Tony. Out of anger, honestly. Annoyance, as well. I can’t go into detail with why because it has something to do with his personal life, but I..—- m—..ingled around with someone else to fully drop whatever happened? Which probably didn’t mean anything because she’s best friends with someone who doesn’t have a care in the world. Literally, all jokes aside. But I’m also not disappointed in myself because I’m not engaged in a relationship. Haven’t since you.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

Hooking up with someone isn't out of the ordinary, Apple. Everyone does it, every teenager does it. No need to feel disappointed in yourself. Take a step back and do what you feel is right.

[applethefruitx]

p r i v a t e ;

[applethefruitx]

Kind of disappointed with myself.

[logankarofsky-hummel]

..why?