pairings ; lohen x reader
synopsis ;
There's a murderer in your Church, who so graciously enjoys watching your misery as you clean up his messes in the early morning. You think it's punishment from Lord Barbatos for your rogue thoughts.
You soon find out God had never played a part in your story at all.
notes ; this fic is heavily inspired by @ megu_gnsn on tiktok, all art credits to them. enjoy c:
tags + warnings ; yandere lohen | lohen has a god complex (a mini one-he wants you to plead to him and not barbatos lol) | the kof is lowkey corrupted af | possibly OOC lohen | written before lohen release | AFAB reader | graphic descriptions | violence | possessive lohen | explicit | decapitation | gore | religious imagery | stalking | teasing | sadomasochistic lohen | reader is a nun | predator/prey | power imbalance
word count ; 6.6k
The pews were doused in red again.
Tear drops of coal-speckled ruby, dotted along the mahogany surface and soaked into the plush velvet kneelers. As if a man who drooled, exhaled, and weeped blood had welcomed himself into the house of the Anemo Archon and perched upon the very pew you were forced to scrub down relentlessly.
It was just your luck, really. Said man was no stranger to your church, though he never visited often; only when he was sure you were growing too comfortable and beginning to think perhaps he'd left for good.
He never did.
The first time it happened, you'd been mortified. It was a gorgeous, spring morning, and you'd entered the Church of Favonius with your head held high, cheeks sun-kissed and glowy like your content smile. You carried pages of the day's scripture readings, neatly organised into their respective orders, and ended with them scattered messily across the floor, swiftly forgotten.
Who could blame you when you were greeted with the sight your heart lurched at, and had you screaming til you were breathless?
It had been the third row from the front, and the second-to-last seat away from where you stood rock-solid in the aisle. Your eyes were puffy and as red as the blood splattered across the wooden seating and the grand marble tiles.
No amount of comforting from your fellow sisters would've expelled the morbid memory now engraved into your brain. They'd arrived moments after in a panicked frenzy upon hearing your scream to find you sobbing on the floor, your beloved scriptures in disarray around your kneeling figure, and your hand pressed so tightly to your mouth you were surprised your shock hadn't suffocated you.
They'd all paled even greater than you had when their eyes followed your shaky pointing.
The second time was the 48th day following; the morning of Mondstadt's Ludi Harpastum Festival. You'd screamed until your voice was hoarse, but you didn't fall to your knees this time. You'd also clung onto your scriptures (granted they were squeezed between your fingertips until they were practically unreadable), which had been such a pain to clear up last time. You were sure there was a little more blood than last time.
By the third and fourth, you didn't scream, but you still cried. You'd wondered what you did to deserve this; if perhaps you hadn't prayed the night before correctly, or had said something wrong to the other nuns, or thought something mean about the irritating man who lingered in Mondstadt's centre and always had something inappropriate to say to you and your lady friends.
You couldn't help the attacks from feeling personal—you were always the one to discover them. So, you were extra grateful and loving when you bowed your head at night, and you were careful with your words around your sisters, and you bit your tongue, averted your gaze and walked a little faster past the man in the centre.
It had worked, thankfully—until it hadn't, and three months had passed before the pew was red again. You didn't scream, didn't cry, and most certainly didn't ruin your scriptures this time. Instead, you'd stood numbly, expression remarkably blank, because you'd already known it was coming. You'd smelt the tangy, putrid stench the moment you'd stepped through the doors to the grandiose halls of the Church of Favonius; tasted the iron on your tongue until you felt like you were going to choke on it; noticed the atmosphere shift as if the Devil was having fun breaching the limits of where he didn't belong.
You'd informed the Knights stationed outside the entrance with only a couple of shaky breaths, and had even fought back the bile in your throat to help mop the floors of the grime afterwards.
Everybody questioned it, but nothing seemed to change. Seamus Pegg had issued wanted posters to be plastered across the city at every turn, but they'd only lasted for a day. There had been rumours of blackmail and deceit among the Church, and when Seamus had been questioned on the topic, he'd excused it as not wanting to dissuade the community from the safety of the House of Barbatos, and—more importantly—a job for the Knights of Favonius to handle. And so, it was kept quiet, a burden for the nuns and priests to bear alone.
But you were terrified. All of you were. You could tell by the way voices shook during readings; how many twitched and twiddled their thumbs anxiously, keeping their hands to themselves instead of holding their guests and each other welcomingly; and nobody ever held eye contact any longer than necessary.
That was exactly why you were here now, alone in the cathedral and running on a fraction of the sleep you deserve, with a blood-soaked rag clenched within your fist and an undeterrable will to rid the bench of its gore before anybody else entered the hall. You'd been dismissed as an incredibly committed member of the monasticism for your early arrivals, which you were happy with as long as it meant your brothers and sisters could sleep a little more peacefully at night. In their eyes, the stone-hearted monster hadn't struck the Church in six months; now a phantom memory that you'd heard a few of the priests remark as a 'plague sent by Lord Barbatos, as punishment for our sins'.
Only you were aware that this was now his seventh morning in a row of defiling your Lord's name. A week straight. He'd never left his gifts so commonly before, and you would've wondered why if it weren't for fear of driving yourself crazy.
Frankly, it might've already been too late. You certainly felt crazy, with the way you spent your mornings frequently cleaning blood off the pews of Mondstadt's holiest venue rather than spreading teachings of joy and freedom of your faith to the citizens who needed it. Your fear had swiftly morphed into anger the longer the recurring nightmare continued, for all you could think now was how badly you wanted this villain to be caught and brought to justice under scrutiny of your trustworthy Knights of Favonius.
Perhaps that could be accompanied by a stern talking to of your own—you're sure Lord Barbatos wouldn't mind in this case.
Honestly, you weren't even supposed to know what the scent of blood sourced from the corpse of Archons knows what smells like!
And you certainly weren't supposed to be kneeling to anything other than your Lord; with a concoction of gore and soap trickling down the narrow bridge of your fingers and between your veins pulsing with life, as you rub and wipe and wash and cleanse the wood, up and down and round and round and round until—
"Are you trying to scrub a hole through that seat?"
You shoot backwards, ankle slipping from your control and knocking the soapy bucket to your right across the blood-dazzled marble. The alarm ignites your nerves; gasp robbing the breath from your lips as you quickly whip your head towards the knight you recognised well. He lingers in the aisle, and seems partly amused by your shock.
Lohen of the Fifth Company of the Knights of Favonius. A man of countless victories, fearsome bloodlust and an unjust, unchangeable loyalty to Mondstadt—a man you'd heard to most definitely stay away from. You clear your throat as the hem of your tunic soaks in your mess.
"Sir Lohen! Archons, you scared the life out of me! Forgive me, I... I was cleaning, and I guess I didn't hear the door open. Or close. I apologise." You must've looked foolishly ridiculous as you bow your head to the wet floors, the epitome of embarrassment which only seemed to amplify in the presence of a Vice Captain. "Is there anything I can help you with—"
You choke on your words when you notice Lohen, eyebrow raised and head tilted, curiously observing the pew beside you. Oh. Oh, no no no.
"Should I be asking you that?"
You stand in a hurry, gathering your tunic from the puddle and positioning yourself to block it from his view. You're grateful when he's distracted easily and his eyes abruptly begin following you like steel to a magnet, even if it does make your skin crawl. Lohen naturally exuded that effect, you imagine, since if it were anybody else, you would've approached with haste and taken their hand to lead them away from the brutal scene. You were supposed to be a guardian, after all.
Instead, you hover awkwardly in place, rag still clutched in the hand you kept rooted behind your back, because getting closer to the man you'd been warned about seemed like an invitation for trouble. You had enough of that in your life already.
"It isn't what it looks like, Sir Lohen, I swear. Father Pegg likes to paint, you see, and sometimes he gets these creative visions—like last night! A masterpiece, really, if he'd actually managed to keep his pigment on the canvas..." Lohen takes a step towards you, and you despise how it automatically has your words trailing off, point escaping you in the caution.
You hardly imagined Seamus ever having the time to pick up a paintbrush; unfortunately, it was too late for take-backs now.
There's an odd expression on Lohen's face—one that exhibits a mixture of amusement, intrigue and pity all in one, and compliments royal indigo swirled with rich magenta in the eyes currently staring you down. Then, he laughs.
"Miss [name], I can assure you I've won enough battles in my lifetime to recognise the splatter of blood shed when I see it." He speaks it like he's boasting. (Inwardly, you wonder how that's anything to be proud of, even if he is a knight. You also wonder how he knows your name.) "I take it he's returned, then."
You have the defensive urge to inquire who he means, though it hits you rather embarrassingly that, ah, of course, he is a Knight of Favonius, and they, bar the members of the Church, were the only citizens of Mondstadt who knew of the recurring vandalism. You nod your head, pressing your lips into a thin line.
"This is the seventh morning in a row that Devil has pulled this stunt." Lohen clicks his tongue in pity.
"Poor thing. You've been sitting here cleaning it all by yourself? Where are the other nuns?" Your eyebrows furrow when his tone portrays itself as demeaning you, but you excuse it as poor social skills. You'd heard of Lohen spending a lot more time on the battlefield than actually conversing with real humans.
"They don't arrive until seven, Sir."
"What makes you different?"
You don't respond. How in Tevyat were you meant to? You really didn't have a direct answer; you'd reasoned it down to a request from both Barbatos and your heart, yet now it seemed a little silly to admit that to Lohen for some reason. Luckily, he speaks for you, smiling so sweetly you could've been fooled to believe that the rumours of ruthless murder and endless carnage were only ever that—rumours.
"Kindness, [name]. You're too kind. It'll get you eaten one day." He scolds, running his gaze down, then up your figure as if he were the one who wanted to carry out that promise. He then hums thoughtfully. "Though I suppose that's your job, isn't it? To reassure? To please?"
"More so to teach, if anything." You correct, though you can't help but feel it falls on deaf ears as Lohen suddenly busies himself with studying the intricate architecture, bejewelled with sapphire and diamonds, arching above your heads like he's bored.
You'd never pictured a man like Lohen to be the religious type. It made it all the more confusing and difficult to work out why exactly he was here, though, of course, you'd never openly judge. "May I inquire why you're here, Sir Lohen?"
He sighs dramatically, shoulders slouched and eyebrows raised, his lips twitching down into a pitiful frown. Then, his eyes are back on you, and they don't leave for a second. "I have a problem, [name]. Truthfully, it's chewing me from the inside-out, and it's the worst. The Church is good for this stuff, right? I know I have these issues because of bottling them up, avoiding them, yada yada, I just..." He cocks his head to the side, though it's nothing innocent. "...I don't want you to gain a different impression of me."
Lohen slumps onto the pew dejectedly within a hairs breadth of the blood splatter, and your gaze switches between both him and the grime in apprehension. Did it not bother him? You must've been gawking, because the pout that had originally taunted you shamelessly swiftly converts to a wicked grin. His teeth sink into his bottom lip as he scrutinises you for all your worth; your fear feeling rather like a meal to him than an opportunity for reassurance.
You look at the clock. Ten minutes before Father Pegg and your sisters were due to arrive. You then look at the mess on the pew, and now the floor as well. Archons, you really were in over your head. There'd be no time to finish your cleaning and indulge the knight in his evident need for confession.
You wanted your heart to ache; to leap forward and snatch the misery from Lohen's, because that was your job. You didn't want anyone to suffer. And if Lohen's problem was significant enough to drag him away from his knightly duties all the way to the Church, then naturally, you should be jumping at the chance to aid him.
This was exactly why you felt guilt—since despite all this, even if it was small, there still lingered a nagging, unavoidable and annoying inkling of doubt for his true intentions.
And nuns should never doubt.
You finally look at Lohen, inhale deeply, and force the polite smile you'd rehearsed for situations exactly like this.
"If there is anything you need the Church to hear, we will always listen. Just because you are a Knight does not make you any less welcome in the Lord's home. I can't imagine we'd see you any differently than we do now, Sir Lohen."
He regards you with a soft smile, wrecked with pity and an unfamiliar stare of adoration, as if you're the equivalent to watching tiny puppies play. Why was he looking at you like that?
"You think it's because I'm a knight?"
"What else?" He snickers while you frown.
"Never mind. You're a pretty liar, [name]."
"What—?"
"Alright!" You think you'll develop whiplash from the speed Lohen shoots to his feet, clapping his hands together in satisfaction. You almost slip as you stumble a few steps away in a panic. Lohen cocks his head towards the gore. "I can see you have business to attend to in the mean time, so I'll come back later and take you up on your promise then. I won't judge upon whatever reason you have to sacrifice your happiness for your colleagues, but for the sake of your health, I promise I'll have this personally investigated and closed."
"You will?" Your voice is shaky with a mix of skepticism and hope.
"Mm-hmm! You won't have to worry about it anymore, Miss [name]. I swear."
Lohen clamps an enclosed fist over his heart—the Knights of Favonius' gesture of loyalty. You would've argued against the hassle, though realistically, it was a hassle worth taking if it meant the perpetrator would finally be caught. Lohen was certainly more than capable enough of tracking someone down (you almost felt sorry for the culprit for having such a terrifying knight on their trail now), and your shoulders tense a little less when hearing the promise.
"If—" You tense again. "—you're the nun to hear my confession when I'm back. Only you. I've got a tight schedule so I can't tell you exactly when that will be. But I'll make time. Promise me you'll be here?"
"Of course I'll be here. Where else would I be?" You attempt a joke to lighten the intoxicating tension overwhelming your senses, Lohen's sly fox-like eyes not helping in easing the promise that seemed a little too intimate than allowed.
"Attagirl. I'll catch you later then, dovey!" You linger idly beside the pew, watching Lohen saunter down the aisle with a spring in his step and far too happy a melody on his tongue. He throws a hand up, index finger extended to catch your attention one final time.
"Just a heads up—it'll probably take me at least a month to handle it, since I won't be in Mondstadt. Useless business trips and all that. If this idiot is anything unoriginal, you can expect him to follow the pattern and return tonight. Maybe he enjoys testing the limits, huh? I'll request guards to station the entrance overnight. Good luck with the service!"
You don't see Lohen again after he slips through the exit of the Church of Favonius.
. * , ' * .
You were smothered with a concoction of emotions for the rest of the day.
After Lohen's departure, you'd stood rather numb in place, almost still enough for someone to mistake your figure for one of the holy stone depictions scattered around Mondstadt. An entire month? You'd always tried your best to root gratefulness in your blood; to be thankful for what you're provided with, as that is the Lord's will.
And it wasn't that you weren't so incredibly appreciative of Lohen's gesture. He'd sacrificed his own precious time to investigate a wanted criminal and personally see to it that they atone for their sins, all to guide you and the Church from misery.
You were grateful—but you also weren't sure just how much longer of it you could take.
When your sisters and the priests had trickled in one by one, with not a word to say about the pew so clean it practically sparkled, you'd almost cried. It was pitiful. You were much stronger than this, and you weren't going to let it get you down again.
Even if it did suck a little soul from your belief in Lord Barbatos. It still felt as though He was punishing you, after all.
The service had progressed beautifully as usual, a perfect transition to the sunny afternoon which kissed your cheeks with soft breeze and warm rays of golden hue, yet it might as well have been a foggy, miserable storm with the way you couldn't bare to lift a smile to your lips. At least then the weather would've matched the turmoil your thoughts had created in your mind. They swirled in circles as if they were caught in a makeshift tornado, crashing down and destroying what little remnants of hope remained like a merciless tsunami the later into the day it got.
By evening, you sulked over your dinner, head and heart pounding twice as violently. At some point during the day, you'd realised something vital in Lohen's final words.
'If this idiot is anything unoriginal, you can expect him to follow the pattern and return tonight.'
You'd heard Lohen was crafty and careless, but you'd also heard he was rarely ever incorrect in his assumptions based on his targets. Once, he'd even cleared the entire southern border of Wolvendom of a pesky tribe of hilichurls that adventurers had been tracking for months. They were almost as shady as Lohen, sentient enough to hit the road often enough they'd keep hunters off their tails. Nobody knew exactly where they'd head to next—except the Vice Captain, who refused to share his secret knowledge and claimed the bonus consolation prize because he'd been 'bored'.
At least, so you've heard.
It was admirable in a way that had the hairs stand on the nape of your neck. The Knights of Favonius were so frighteningly brave—it was an utter shame they'd unfortunately proven so useless when it came to matters of the Church.
This was why you'd ultimately come to the conclusion that the solution had to fall into your own hands.
With Lohen, the more capable of the Knights apparently, away on expedition for at least a month, you saw no other choice than to at least explore the minute hint you'd been accidentally given. Besides, you wouldn't be entirely alone, and back-up would be called the moment you caught the Devil.
Lohen had said he'd request overnight guards!
Which was odd because—as silvery moonlight blanketed the cool concrete steps to the magnificent oak doors of the Church of Favonius, and your boots stifled pebbles beneath their soles with every slowing step you took—you didn't see anybody shielding the entrance.
The surroundings were deathly silent, in fact. Perhaps he'd forgotten.
For a moment, you're about to turn around. To abandon ship and run with your tail tucked between your legs before you could meet a grisly untimely doom. It was the sensible choice.
It didn't help that you weren't a quitter. It also didn't help when something crystal or porcelain smashes ahead of you from inside the Church's lobby; barely audible behind the thick walls but undeniably broken.
For the first time since you enrolled in the monasticism, you feel a sickly urge to curse. This was real. This was happening, and you needed to run and alert the guards, alert anyone, just run, run, run—
The door is slightly ajar.
It catches your eye the moment the universe realises you don't want it to. And this time, you do curse, even if it is feeble and mumbled under your breath, because your feet move before your head has a chance to stop them, and your heart beats a little faster the closer you approach the open door, a wordless invitation to quench curiosity.
Your fingers curl around the wooden frame, as silent as you've ever been; an attempt at evading the Reaper of Death, because if you were careful, you'd be able to spy a face detailed enough to describe to the Knights, and escape with your life still intact afterwards. That was all you needed, you remind yourself, as you pry the door to.
Inside, the Church feels otherworldly. It's unfamiliar and hellish, drowning in ink-black darkness without the warmth of the aureate chandeliers decorated with candles to guide the way. You'd always hated the dark. There's no love in the hall at night; no joy and no hope, freedom squashed between the fingertips of the void, stomped beneath the boot of the moonbeams which bore down onto the marble tiles, offering irritatingly minimal light for its extravagance. You regret to admit even the presence of Lord Barbatos himself appears to be lacking. You swallow a solid lump in your throat before you can choke.
You discern no evidence of broken shards scattered across the floors, much to your horror. Had your mind played tricks on you? No, surely not—you knew what you'd heard. But then, what had broken? And where was it?
Unfortunately, you don't have time to dwell on it further when your squinting eyes spot something far more troublesome in the dark. You wordlessly battle blurry vision when your body considers passing out.
There, beneath the arches bejewelled with sapphire and diamonds, perched a hunched figure, lifeless and still, upon the third pew from the front, second seat from the left. They were barely visible within the shadows, yet real enough to rob your heart of its ability to pump blood, and your lungs of their capacity to expand. Your body runs cold; ice cold, like an anaesthetic breaching the nerves from the nape of your neck, to the bridges of your fingers, and to the tips of your toes. You don't breathe; don't blink; don't move for fear of being heard, until by some miracle, the moonlight beams a little brighter on the individual, and the safety lock on your senses clicks off, refusing to release fire so soon because that head of earthy mint-green locks is frighteningly similar to—
"Lohen?" You feel as though your voice has sliced something invisible in the atmosphere of the aisle.
"Hmm? Miss [name]?" Yet again, your feet move first, with a speed your mind doesn't find reason to complain about by the time it's caught up. You hurry down the aisle, only stopping to tentatively peer over at the man still concealed in the shadows. Your chest rises and falls with the urgency of a hunted prey, and you don't need the light to recognise the hint of a smirk in Lohen's tone. "Oh! It is you!"
"Are you hurt? Did you catch him? Something smashed, did you hear it too—?" Your inquiries spill from your lips like water from a broken dam, unfiltered by your desperation and embarrassing you foolishly when the glint of a silver rosary, tangled between digits clasped together, causes you to falter mid-sentence. You gasp, fingers pressing to your lips in a manner of horrific disbelief, because you, a nun of the Church, had interrupted a guest from the midst of their prayers.
You'd never broken such a rule before, and even in the absurdity of the situation, rules still applied.
"Sir Lohen, please forgive me. I didn't realise you were—" Argent streams pour through the windows and pool at your feet, and you can just about catch Lohen's eyes regarding you from behind his fists, accompanied by the soft smirk you already knew was there. The rosary entangled within his palms is an Anemo sigil embalmed with teal crystals, attached to a woven chain of mauve beads that dip and hang between the veins painted beneath his skin. Something stains Lohen's hands the longer you stare, though you look away when he clears his throat. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be ridiculous, [name]. I was only testing something out, anyway." His voice is uncharacteristically low, like he wanted to suit the aesthetic of the setting purposefully. You regain some missing remnants of your confidence as you linger in the aisle, taking a moment to control your breathing when you realise Lohen isn't the threat you'd imagined his shadow to be. You can't help but be drawn to the rosary again. It looks so perfectly natural in the fingers of a boastful murderer, and it sends your mind spiralling in confusion, because such juxtaposition shouldn't exist in the real world.
"Are you a follower of the Lord, Sir?" He scoffs behind his hands softly, like your question is amusing.
"Somewhat. Your God teaches ideas of freedom. I like to be free. I have a different opinion on such things I deem my own, though. Why should they be free while under my scrutiny? You get it?" You want to say no; that for someone who studies and teaches complicated holy scriptures daily, you'd never encountered something quite as cryptic as Lohen. Surely he'd mean his belongings; but then that would also mean they are inanimate objects, so how in Tevyat would they be free anyway?
He must've comprehended your confusion, perhaps from the way your lips twitched into an unpleasant frown, because he speaks again before you do. "Never mind. You'll understand soon enough. For now, I rather enjoy your naivety."
Lohen stretches languidly like a cat across the pew, unashamed to flaunt himself while your cheeks burn, because you'd then noticed he'd rid himself of his armour and instead lounged in his dress shirt like he were at home. To make matters worse, he'd taken the liberty of undoing the top three buttons (at least you assumed it was three, it wasn't like you were actually looking!), graciously exposing the bare expanse of his collarbone and sternum to virgin eyes.
He was littered in scars, some small and light where they'd faded with time, and some large and disturbingly new, still tainted with dried blood around the borders. You knew you shouldn't look any longer, even if a little part of you wanted to.
It's when your eyes pull away up to his face, that the blood floods from your cheeks and your heart misses a crucial beat.
In this position, the moon casts directly upon his face, and what was once clouded in darkness now illuminates and presents a vibrant, alarmingly fresh stripe of crimson across his cheek. Lohen was a fiend for battle—you knew this, and that's why you wouldn't have doubted the knight of his intentions once again because of a silly mishap on his face, had he not adjusted his grip on the cursed rosary and drawn your attention to the hands doused in matching blood.
Or brazenly revealed the human head on the pew beside him now he wasn't hunched forward, a stream of gore from where the rest of its body should've been splashing to the tiles and decorating them with droplets exactly like the ones you'd grown used to cleaning in the morning.
Archons above, have mercy.
You were speechless; afraid that if you tried to speak, bile would be the only thing to come out. You stumble away a single step, nausea spreading like wildfire and causing your vision to spin. It's only when you hiccup loudly through a sob that you realise you're crying.
"Oh? Is there a problem?" Lohen's grin is something of pure evil, too inhuman for man. "You told me so sweetly earlier that I'd always be welcome in the Church. That's still the case, right?"
Wicked teeth stretch wider, showcasing the fangs you wonder have ripped out necks.
And to your horror, he stands.
. * , ' * .
"What have you done?" Your voice trembles, unapologetically terrified of the man mere metres away. It's so heart-achingly adorable, Lohen's sure he feels his cock twitch.
He was already undeniably worked up the moment he'd seen the first tear trickle down your ghostly cheeks, yet for his ears to be blessed with the sound of your sweet voice, vulnerable and pleading for him to say something, anything that indicated it wasn't real—ah, that was true pleasure.
He stalks you like the prey you are, taking a step forward for every one you took back. Honestly, he was surprised (and a little disappointed) you hadn't attempted to run. He was a sucker for the chase—that much was known by everybody who'd heard of the man—yet here you stood, eyes gorgeously glossy and a pitiful tremble in your bottom lip, not retreating just yet like you were attempting to defend your territory.
Lohen supposed this was your home, after all. He'd intruded, of course, to achieve your attention. Countless times by now, in fact. He could argue that the pay off was well worth it. He tuts once, purses his lips to feign innocence, and smoothly curls his fingers into the scalp of the decapitated head, lifting it to present it to you fully and relishing in the way your face contorts into something of pure terror.
"What, this? Come on, don't tell me you don't recognise him. Take a good look, pretty." Oh, how beautifully you were obeying, fighting the urge to turn your gaze away completely as you study the displayed head through tears. The addictive realisation blossoms across your cheeks, shifts like a roaring fire in your eye, a drug for Lohen to soak up whole. "That's it, baby. You know him, don't you?"
He watches you with the manner of a hawk as your lips part and close like a fish out of water, yet no words come out. Now, it seems as though you find it easier to look at the damned head than Lohen himself as you fight to keep your expression steady, fixing him with a glare of tearful repulsion. It's adorable.
"Now, now, don't give me that look." Lohen's tone reeks of condescension and an eerie lust for humiliation. "This man caused you so much trouble, did he not? Disgusting behaviour, really—who even gave him the impression that lurking around Mondstadt's centre and preying on the poor, helpless women just trying to get on with their days was a good look?"
You must not have realised he was cornering you, based on the way your eyes shoot as wide as china saucers, until your back hits solid wall; a lost little doe, paralysed by the oncoming headlights. Lohen thinks he'd love to see you as roadkill. "I mean, God, the way he looked at you, [name]. It was so... so animalistic. Like he'd ravage you alive. Who in their right mind would ever believe that's an okay way to think?" He tilts his head, tongue running across his bottom lip.
"And the things he said, hah!" He laughs maniacally, unhinged and shameless but incredibly strained, like something had pained him detrimentally but he'd rather bleed out than establish weakness openly. "He's lucky I ended things for him nicely. You probably would've preferred for me to drag it out, huh? I know you've fantasised about it before in that pretty little head. Don't be too disappointed in me, angel."
The head crashes to the floor with a sickening splat when Lohen releases his hold, admiring the strength you had to still look at him while he approaches. His other hand lifts up; two fingers playfully tap the supple flesh of your cheek twice, leaving behind a generous coating of the dead man's blood. You flinch like a bunny in a trap, too stunned to push him away. Your nose scrunches with the gory stench so close, and Lohen disregards the temptation to smother your face in it entirely until you pass out.
"If it makes you feel better, this scumbag had no family, no friends, no nothing. It's the first thing I check. Nobody will even notice he's gone!" He's perfectly sincere, until his teeth sink into his bottom lip and he stifles a laugh behind a poorly mannered snort. "Well, besides you and me, I guess."
"There is something disturbingly wrong with you, Sir Lohen." His eyes burn a hole through your skull, surprised you'd found your will for speech.
"You still call me Sir. Cute." He only studies you for a moment, eyes devilishly narrow and smirk ghostly, haunting the crevices of his lips, before he pulls away from you abruptly, kicks the skull on the floor further down the aisle and relishes in the way you squeeze your eyes shut to avoid it. "Every man who yearns for confession has something wrong with them, though, otherwise why would they feel the need to confess? Surely you know this?"
He's not surprised when you don't reply.
Again, you don't make any move to run. It's like he'd glued you to the quartz pillar; a mere bystander to observe his gruesome antics.
"Also, if you're confused, I lied about the mission away. I know, it's abhorrently cruel of me and definitely not something to land me in the Lord's good books, and I promise I won't ever lie to you again. You see, I had a little extra time tonight, and thought what better way than to spend it confessing after I promised you I would. So this—" He jerks his head towards the grime splattered across the floor. "—is my confession. It's funny that you showed up when you did to hear it. Must be Barbatos' will, huh?"
"Never speak to me of the Lord's will. You are of the Devil's spawn, you monster!" Oh. There it is. The growing sparks of a raging inferno as it's taunted and teased by sticks and paper and unkind words. Lohen always knew you had it in you; it was exactly what had caught his attention in the first place.
Sweet, docile Sister [name] of the Church of Favonius—the one with the most inappropriate thoughts and needs of them all.
The one Lohen needed to see broken.
"And you aren't?"
"What do you mean?" You were exquisite with such steadfast determination, fists clenched to your side like you were ready to swing no matter how much your voice shook with trepidation.
"Come now. I already said I know about what you'd wanted to do to that man. I'm sure that couldn't have been the only case, baby. I mean, look—you still haven't bothered to wipe that blood from your cheek."
Surprisingly, you still don't, sniffling a pathetic sob when he reminds you it's there. You bristle as Lohen turns to you fully. "And you don't run. Why is that?"
"You'd catch me." Your throat bobs.
"True." His smile is wickedly proud.
"Are you going to kill me?"
"No."
You blink, tongue pressing into the side of your blood-stained cheek while your eyes dart between left and right like you're weighing up options. "Then I'll report you to the Knights of Favonius and have you rot away for your crimes."
Lohen's laughter is explosive and immediate. "Go ahead. You think I don't have everyone in that damn institution wrapped around my finger? They are terrified of me, [name]. Terrified of what I do to our enemies, and what I could do to them. Terrified in exactly the way you are, though arguably not as sweet. Were you really stupid enough to believe the Knights hadn't been able to find a conclusion for your Church's mysterious killer?"
Lohen thinks you're about to burst into tears again by the way you squeeze your eyes shut like you had done before, and he's gutted when you don't. He thinks nothing would've satisfied him more than pushing you over that edge continuously; enough so to produce a pond of salty fluid for him to lap up to quench his thirst.
You shake your head as he nods his. "Oh, they knew. They just didn't care as long as I ordered them not to."
It finally looks as though you've snapped—tipped over the brink of exhaustion into pure delusion now as you wail and fall to your knees, soaking your tunic in the stream left behind from where the human head had skidded across the floor. You don't seem to care about it anymore, though, as you kneel before Lohen like he was your God instead.
He has to admit he much prefers it like this. You look divine from this view; he ponders if it's worth having the image painted and hung as the centrepiece of the Church of Favonius, a flawless example to your fellow sisters and believers on the right way to pray and beg.
And if he took you home with him, he'd undoubtedly wake up to the real thing every day. How poetic.
He nudges your chin up with his boot, humming in satisfaction when there is little resistance on your part. Blue and magenta meet your gaze, holding you captive within a silent dare to move.
You don't.
He absorbs the dark circles beneath your eyes; smiles because he knows he's the cause of your sleepless nights. He loves you tired enough to have your brain short circuiting. It makes you easy. Pliable. His.
He hums, crouching down to level his face with yours; brutal in the way his hand reaches out to cup your cheek, messily smearing the blood with his thumb across your skin until he's content with his artwork—the shape of a love heart, imprinted on your flesh like a tattoo.
And while admiring your hopeless despair, he speaks with heavy-weighted truth and deathly promise.
"Forgive me, Lord Barbatos. I'll have to take from you what's yours tonight. If she was ever yours to begin with."
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FREAKY LOHEN! whose unbearable, savage stamina was not content to waste precious hours on bathing himself with the impure blood of the foes he had ruthlessly slaughtered in his typical maniacal fashion, but rather reserved that particular endurance for the personal matters of intimacy. The length of his exhilarating adrenaline will determine the extent of the numerous rounds of sexual activity he can engage in without tiring. The average number of sessions he never counted was up to five or six times in a single night, but when he was rarely feeling particularly mellow, the only merciful limit he imposed on himself was one or two times. He took pleasure in the way your broadened eyes gaped at him with a mixture of surprise and disbelief, your inviting mouth hanging open in a circular O shape whenever he was quick to rush for another round after finishing a toe-curling, creamy climax. His cocky smile mocked your overstimulated state; his empty red eyes were half-lidded with dark satisfaction. "Oh? Fuuuckkk… Clenching me like a dirty little slut… You thought we were done, sweet thing? Ohohoho, I'm not even beyond satisfied yet, hmm? You can take it. FUCK! Grrr…Haaa… You will take it." Those last words of his taunting tone had driven his hardened pinkish tip further into your quivering core, having your shaking hips maintained in his relentless grip, while he giggled enticingly at your helpless state.
FREAKY LOHEN! whose body, carved from sinewy muscle and smooth, is ornamented with various persistent battle scars derived from his many conquests on the battlefield, or rather, in his typical language, his "casual" encounters with unwilling foes for a spectacle of barbaric bloodshed. He carried those old wounds like trophies of his prowess, like a stark reminder that he may be a mortal being, but as long as he doesn't yield to the inevitability of death, the crazier he is to crave the thrill of self-torment. However, ever since you entered his life, he wants nothing more than your pretty hands scratching his battle-scarred back, wanting to feel the firmness of your fingernails digging through his skin until it seeps with small streaks of blood. Or better yet, have your hesitant hand strike his face, leaving a red imprint of your touch on his cheek until it slowly swells into a bruise while he gradually forms a proud smirk, with his tongue thrust on the flesh of his cheek. "Baby, that's it?" he laughed, the sound rumbling in his stomach that delivers a shaking sensation through your vibrating cunt as his cock keeps plugged inside of you. "Barely felt anything, like a kitty scratch," he taunted, cocking his head to the side. This encouraged you to deliver another slap on the other side of his face with more force, watching his face rock to the side and a noticeable string of blood dripping on his nose. He licked the blood off his upper lip, a wicked glint in his eyes as he whispered, "Oh, now we're talking."
FREAKY LOHEN! is a lover whose trust in you is unwavering in several aspects. He had good faith in your capacity to lawfully devote yourself to him, both emotionally and physically. Unfortunately, not when it comes to certain individuals who may pose a threat to seek your hand behind his unsuspecting back. He is aware of the expanding attraction circling around you like unwanted pests daring to be squashed by his foot; none of his threatening gestures or cold stares were sufficient enough to deter them. There was one solution he had in mind to ensure a clear, harrowing message was sent to those individuals who dared to encroach on his territory. At the Favonius Keep, somewhere secluded, was where most of the knights who joined the long-running expedition were stationed, and it was the perfect opportunity for a spectacular show for these weary knights. You hid your face, flushed with embarrassment and arousal, having your hands uselessly find grip on the edge of a wooden crate and facing your arched back to him as Lohen steadied your shaking hips with firm hands while his cock continued to abuse the poor hole in a relentless rhythm that sent you going back and forth in a dizzying haze of pleasure and pain. You attempted to lower your moans, aware of the other knights nearby, but your lover lifted your face from behind and whispered in your ear. "Lower your moans again, and I'll send the knights here to have a little audience for our performance," he threatened playfully, his breath hot against your skin. "You don't want that, do you? Hmm?" he pouted, sending a sharp thrust that made you gasp in surprise and whine in pleasure. "Nooo… No… Haaahh…" Lohen giggled mischievously, his fingers trailing down your spine, watching you squirm under his teasing touch. "That's what I thought," he murmured, his voice low and seductive. "A little preview wouldn't hurt, but if someone had balls to witness you like this, I might have to get a little more creative with my threats," he chuckled, his eyes gleaming with mischief.
That visual of lohen mocking your moans hasn't left my mind since yesterday 💀💀 legit woke up thinking about it. The menace would do it mainly when he has you in a position where you can't fight him about it, preferably if his mouth is right besides your ear... or maybe not! give him a good slap or punch to shut him up if it really upsets you!
He needs to be put down posthaste! Preferably mauled by all of us.
You're sooo right, he'd preferably do it when he has the upper hand!! Maybe he has you on your stomach or just too sensitive to fight back- that's when he strikes! He keeps using that stupid high pitched voice right beside your ear so you can hear every time he repeats what you say.. "ohh too deep!" "No more, please!" "Ah, ahh!" And he'd laugh every single time- that laugh he does that borders on a growl.
If you find the strength in yourself to fight back he'd LOVE it, crack his nose with your elbow and get him to back off for a second- when he comes back with even more fervor to push you down and use you.. your scratches are met with cruel bites, kicks met with bruising grips and he even put you in a choking headlock before resuming fucking you.
more than sex it just looks like two animals fighting tooth and nail, eventually he wins though.. he's not a vice captain for nothing!
By the end you'd both be covered in bruises and scratches, you're pretty sure you broke his nose and he definitely almost dislocated your shoulder twice.. but it felt so good you can't help but go back to him each time, even if you act like you don't like it, you both know
lohen + overstimulation. with how those tears look so pretty running down your chin and the faraway look in your eyes gives him the same rush as the surging adrenaline on the battlefieldー how could he not indulge? how could he not toy with your nerves and push the limits of your pleasure?
lohen + restraints but not in the conventional way. just a drop of potent muscle relaxant in your tea. just enough so he could enjoy the way your eyes dilate and shake when your body refuses to listen to your brain, and he's the only one who can grant you euphoria... either by pleasure or pain; whichever drives you over the edge.
lohen + sex marathon, because this psychopathic killer rabbit's stamina doesn't just end when he no longer wields his weapons. what better way to spend his rare day off than being rewarded with the erotic squelches of your tight pussy and your choked moans? not even a good vintage bottle of dandelion wine compares with how good it feels to lose himself in your sweet whimpers and the way your nails draw blood onto his skin.
The sky is casted in hues of blood red and grey skies. usually, for vampires like yourself, this is a clear indicator for when it is time to feed.
Like most humans who celebrate their holidays in Dornman port which were usually filled with festive activities and flowers arranged in a long array near the locals houses are now empty with no soul in sight. Except for the knights stationed around the area for any unusual activity.
You're starving and jittery with nerves. Color is practically drained from your face with impatient anticipation as you scratch the floors desperately calling out for your lover, Lohen.
Which also happened to be the Vice Captain of the Knights of Favonius. Very fitting huh?
He sighs weary and somewhat annoyed when he enters his office— shuts the door and sauntered over to the area you were busy writhing in.
"Heightened senses and arousal huh, darlin’?" his voice is sweet and patient, like dewy honey on spring day.
Lohen crouches and frowns at your sorry state, his hand automatically rubbing soft circles into your back and your spine arches a bit from the affection. 'Like a cat' Lohen thinks.
"The townsfolk don't know you're here love. It's just you and me, you are safe." he assures you, lifting your chin with his entire hand and squeezed your cheeks playfully.
Your pupils are dilated with only one thing in mind— to consume the person in front of you.
He tuts at the noticeable symptoms beginning to show and carries you to place your trembling body on the bed, "There, there.. now, what does my sweetheart want?" he waits for an answer.
The aura of authority he sometimes had was attractive to you but intimidating to others. Lucky you.
A small shiver ran down your spine when your lover traces a finger down your neck and feels your pulse there. It's quickening by the second.
"Looks like you're about to devour me! Not that I mind.." Lohen's smile is dangerous when he sits in front of you, slowly unbuttoning his upper shirt to reveal creamy soft skin littered with the previous hickeys you've bitten into his collarbones the week before.
He opens himself up to you, sliding his shirt down so slow like he's seducing you. His knowing smile and narrow hips make him all too appealing. You didn't realize you were drooling when sizing him down.
He laughs airily, "Ah, that look.. is really.. turning me on." he whispers and crawls forward, trapping you between his thighs and squeezes you. "Why're you so hesitant my love? Do you want to feed off of someone else?" he inquires thoughtfully, noticing your hesitance to bite him.
"W-what? No.. No please." you clutch his arm and lean into his body, pressing your face into his neck. Lohen nods in understanding, petting your hair back softly.
"Thought so." he pulls back to cup your cheek— drawing you close until your nose hits his warm pulse point.
"C'mon.. drink up. I know you wanna.." he softly coaxes you like some forbidden fruit on a tree. Lohen's body is sturdy but incredibly warm, so flushed down his neck and chest that you couldn't help but kiss the soft skin under his ear.
You felt him shiver and chuckle at the feeling of your long fangs shyly poking the skin, not yet piercing it. Lohen hums as if to say 'yes just fucking bite me already' and you don't make him wait any longer— sinking your canines into the juncture of his shoulder.
Lohen jolts, "Oh f-fuck.. mgh.." his fingers curl into your hair, pressing your teeth further into his flesh. You suck greedily, feral and animalistic as you grip his waist tight.
"Yeah.. just like that. Y-you're sucking me well.." you growl into his skin and finish drinking your fill, licking the purplish red puncture wound to seal his skin safely with your saliva (it had natural healing properties).
When you look at him, he's completely debauched. Eyes rolled back to his head and mouth curved with a smile from the pleasurable shock. And then.. you look down, his erection is cutely poking your thigh. Oh.
He lets out a giggle when you blush flustered.
Lohen then grips your face between his fingers, though it was more with lustful authority now.
When Lohen's finished with all of his excruciatingly long Vice Captain duties, the first thing he plans to do is remove all the heavy clothing off himself and collapse face first on his bed.
But whaddya know? You were there too, already sleeping on his pillows like you owned it. He assumes you've been waiting for him but fell asleep before he could make it home.
Lohen blinks tiredly and takes a moment to just stare at your body in his bed. His brain almost short circuiting when he sees your bare legs barely covered. His blanket is right there!
Yeah, he'll talk to you about that later.
He begins to strip off his coat and armor and belt and whatever that was in the way which eventually left him clad only in a thin night shirt and boxers.
He says nothing when approaching you and silently adjusts himself behind you so he could wrap an arm around your waist and press his face into the warm skin of your nape.
You always smell so good in his sheets, all pliant and pretty. He wishes moments like this could last at least half the time he had on the daily.
His scent practically engulfs you, exuding faintly of patchouli and mint along with the summer heat that clung to his skin all day.. this manages to pull you further into the soft embrace of slumber.
He relishes in the simple comfort you gave him during the long nights he was particularly exhausted in. The steady breathing of your chest which he tries to match with, his legs interlocking themselves under yours automatically and his front pressed flush against your back to protect you from whatever lurks in the darkness of this room.
Soft and safe, that is what he likes to feel when he's done with Captain duties. This was much better than hugging a pillow.
Lohen curls closer— as close as his body will allow it, all lean muscle and limbs around yours like vines wrapped around a strong pillar. To him, you were something similar to that.
Someone who didn't see him as manic or impulsive. But as someone capable of being thoroughly loved and understood.
Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but to Lohen? You're definitely somebody worth fighting for.
YANDERE LOHEN X (GENDER NEUTRAL) READER ON THEIR PERIOD
❥ tw: lohen is his own trigger warning. if you're a regular yan reader or just scrolling thru the lohen tag i think you know what you're getting into. reader is afab but gender neutral cuz im nonbinary and need more gender neutral fics that are actually gender neutral. lowercase intended. disgusting perverted lohen. reader lowk matches his freak but not entirely. male masturbation. period sex. fingering. light bondage. oral. blood kink. riding. switch lohen. no use of y/n or name. no ai was used in the making of this fic fuck ai and don't put my work into ai. i dont think im writing smut like this again cuz im asexual lmao so enjoy this.
❥ a/n: that first general yandere lohen hcs post did pretty well. so here's a follow up. it's not exactly a part two but it can be connected. also ik my posts have been slower and slower and that's bc in january i made the decision to go back to school.. and i got a 4.0 gpa (which is really funny bc. by day i am an academic weapon. and by night i'm a filthy yandere gooner... es em ache.) which is good but god does it take up SO much time. wish i had the time (and motivation) 2 write more <3
lohen loves blood.
blood represents the most vulnerable part of a person. when you are cut or scarred, broken and in need of assistance, your blood is what's exposed. when you are in danger, bleeding is your body's way of showing that it's reaching its breaking point. when you are embarrassed and flustered, your blood rushes to your face. it's the vulnerability of blood that lohen finds attractive. when he's in a fight and his opponent's blood begins to slather the field, his bloodthirst only spikes. when he notices his blood on his clothes or dripping out of his skin, he takes a moment to admire it. he sees it as a sign that his battle is just getting started.
but he especially loves blood when it's yours.
when you got an accidental paper cut while sorting through the knights of favonius's paperwork, lohen offered to suck on it. initially, he told you it's to "dull the pain" and he "saw it in a handbook once" but in reality, it's simply because the taste of your blood turns him on.
it was so intimate, how he carefully guided your finger to his mouth and swirled his tongue around your wound as he sucked it dry. when he was done, he reluctantly released your finger and casually walked away to deal with his very obvious boner. (he even began to sneak into your office late at night and sharpen the edges of your papers and desk to increase the chances of an injury he can "help" you with again.)
he figured that would be the peak of his encounters with your blood. until he looked through your laundry, as he usually does, and noticed blood stains on your underwear. that was new. and it wasn't like the usual blood he sees in his every day life. this was different. this was your menstrual blood.
his pants never felt so tight in his life. the thought of blood coming out of your uterus made him crave you even more than he already did. it was blood that will come out no matter what you do, with no way of preventing it other than pregnancy. and it happened every month? and you got cramps, which gave you near-excruciating pain besides the bleeding? what a gold mine for lohen.
he studied the color, taste, and scent of your blood harder than he ever studied one of the knights' handbooks. his tongue explored your blood-stained underwear and he rubbed the excess blood over his sensitive, leaking tip. a light pink mixture of his precum with your blood was a sight so enthralling to him, it kept him jerking off all night. the only reason he stopped was because your taste faded away and was replaced by his sloppy, clearly feral saliva that seeped into the fabric of your underwear. by morning, his body was sore and there was sweat dripping down from his neck all the way down to his overstimulated cock.
and that was all before he officially started dating you. and fucking you.
when you began your relationship, you'd immediately go to him for help when your cramps weren't very kind to you. and like the good boyfriend he is, he told you everything will be okay as he held you in his lap and massaged your stomach area to relieve the ache. but you wouldn't mind if his hands drifted down a bit, right? when his fingers reached under your pants and between your folds, you couldn't help but let out a moan and grind into his fingers. like the good boyfriend he is, he made you feel pleasure to drown out the pain. but as enticing as your pleasure sounds, he still likes to see you in pain. he lifted his fingers out of your pants before you finished, just because he loves to see you whining in frustration. the way you look at him all flustered from his teasing is enough to make him cum in his pants. he licked his fingers clean afterwards, letting you know how good you taste before he left you to your own devices.
but he knew you'd get back at him for that.
that same day, before you both went to sleep, you casually mentioned that your cramps were starting to flare up again. but he knew you were lying. he knew how to read you and memorized your body language, so he could always tell when you were actually in pain. but he decided to humor you anyway. he gave you a fake pout, pulling your body closer to his and lightly teasing you with a: "come on, a little tummy ache shouldn't get you down. but i know you must be in a lot of pain. is there anything i can do to help you?"
(he really enjoyed seeing you in pain, actually. he loved when you were on your period. especially because he could always tell in advance. he tracked your cycle in his head, so there was not a single month where he missed it. not only because he is sexually into your pain, but he enjoys the dependency you have on him. you always need his help to feel better. he brings you the food and cuddles you ask for. he's more than excited to use his tongue to help you clean up if you ever bled through your pants or bedsheets. you're just so cute when you rely on him. and even cuter when he denies you. he joyfully watches how you cry in pain or struggle to walk without him. he still helps you in the end because he cares about you, but he stops to enjoy the pathetic sight of your neediness for at least a few minutes.)
when he asked if you needed any assistance with your cramps, he didn't expect you to take your pants off to reveal that you weren't wearing underwear... or a pad. (he did expect that, actually. he could smell his favorite scent from a mile away.) his erection didn't take much time to grow, especially when you took his pants off as well and slowly began to warm him up by running your finger across his length. teasing him by moving as slow as possible with only one finger, the normally confident lohen was groaning under your touch. as much as you wanted to tease him and then edge him for as long as possible, you wanted to get straight to business. you lowered your bloody cunt over his throbbing cock and he tried with all his might not to tilt his head back onto the pillows, despite the overwhelming pleasure he felt in that moment. he couldn't look away. he couldn't miss a single second of the sight of you coating his dick in red. with the smell of iron, sweat, and precum in the room filling his senses to a state of euphoria... until you pulled yourself off of him before he could cum. just as a little revenge for what he did to you earlier that day.
upon realizing your plan, lohen grabbed you and pinned you back to the bed before you could leave him blue balled. but he wasn't mad at you. in fact, he was fired up. he loved a good little back-and-forth, and he refused to lose.
after rummaging through the bedside drawer, lohen found his favorite rope that he uses on you regularly. he tied your hands together in a knot, in a way that would hurt you the more you moved. so all you needed to do was sit still and be good for him while his mouth lowered to your needy arousal.
starting with some small kitten licks to your clit, he looked up for your reaction. frustrated and impatient.. just as he likes it. after teasing you for what felt like an eternity, the speed of his tongue finally increased. he spread your thighs apart for better access, and sloppily lapped up your cunt and swallowed as much of your blood as he could. you were squirming in pleasure with no way to move without irritating your tied wrists more than they already were. you were at his mercy, with no way to escape from the warmth of his curious tongue.
but there is nothing lohen loves more than the feeling of you tugging on his hair when he eats you out. so he reluctantly saved you from your wrist pain, untying you and leading you to tug on his hair and bury his head further into your cunt. his lustful eyes didn't look away from yours once. even as he used his fingers to spread your folds apart and suck the bud in between, he was still looking up at you. your blood tastes sweet, but the sight of your composure crumbling on his mouth is just as sweet. squirming, moaning, and quickly reaching your climax because of his skillful tongue.
he humped the blood-stained bedsheets underneath him, not only getting off on the feeling of your blood in his mouth, but the stains he rubbed his dick against would've been enough for him to quench his thirst of you. and it was. he came easily, leaving his thick ropes of cum to mix alongside your stains on the sheets.
as he came, the vibrations of his moans grew in intensity against your puffy clit. it pushed you further and further to finishing with him. but when lohen felt your thighs begin to twitch around him, his mouth immediately left your arousal.
you left him without finishing, now he'll leave you without finishing (with a shit-eating grin on his mouth, which was still stained with your blood.)
MDNI Tws: afab!reader, knife play, blood play, period sex, killing mentions, lowkey yandere. Not proofread; written before his release
Sfw:
- Lohen is like an outdoor cat; he brings little trinkets and such from his battles back home to you. Fight with a ruin guard? He brought home its core. Fight with a human? Sometimes jewelry, sometimes maybe something a little more sinister…
- If you pay enough attention to what’s going on around you you’ll notice that nobody has tried to suit you since he’s become apart of your life. He totally doesn’t threaten anyone who comes close to you; no not at all (sarcasm.) He won’t cut you off from your friends or family, he’s not that mean. But he will kill off anybody who wants to pursue you romantically or at least beat them until they’re nearly on deaths door.
Nsfw:
- You can tell this little freak is sadomasochistic; because when it comes to sex with Lohen things can get a little more animalistic. Biting and scratching each other ‘till one of you bleeds. Don’t worry he’ll kiss or suck on each of your new markings during it. He loves choking you and being on the receiving end. Same goes for hair pulling as well.
- He loves and i mean loves knifeplay. He’ll slowly drag his blade lower and lower down your body; all the while slitting the fabric of your clothes right off of you. With a feather like touch he will use the blade to dance around your clit. Enough to scare you but not enough to hurt you. If you’ve been enough of a brat that night; Lohen will make you fuck the handle instead of his cock that night. He wants to see you fall apart on his precious dagger.
- I honestly think he’s got a blood kink. Something about seeing blood on you really gets him going. Period sex is such a turn on for him. During this time of the month he’s much more gentle. You’re already going to be more sensitive than normal, so he doesn’t want to overdo it. The more blood that coats him while doing it causes him to get more pussydrunk by the second. All he can think about is how ethereal you look and sound while drenched in your own blood. Don’t worry though after all is said and done he will clean you both up in the shower afterwards.
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