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[automaticsonggardener]

"You'll have to be gentle with her

She's got big feelings and not a lot of space to put them, they end up pouring out like water from a burst pipe. Floods the first floor of the house, traps herself in the bedroom. She'll just stay there you know, even if you try fix the pipe. She stays in the bedroom, matted hair mould growing in the dishes she surrounds her nest with. Swears she looks like she's rotting from the inside out. Probably feels like it too.

Must find it addicting, you know? That sadness. Must have rewired something up there. It's the human condition after all, to stay in the comfortable, in the familiar. Must find solace in the hunger, the exhaustion, the pain. Voice all hoarse cos she hasn't spoken in weeks. That's how she gets you know, and I'm not trying to put you off. I'm just making sure you know.

You'll have to be gentle with her"

[obsessedwithher]

[thoughtsaretoomuchforus-deactiv]

i wish i could claw away my skin, escape from this corpse im trapped in, i simply wish to not exist right now, I want to cut deeply nd let the blood pour out until i'm bones, and escape from this body i no longer understand. This body is not me, I dont know who I am anymore

[thoughtsaretoomuchforus-deactiv]

i deserved all of this i deserved the pain the suffering everyone leaving i deserved all of it. everyone stays until they see the real me then they leave. it's what happens but im not surprised anymore i deserve it im a fucking piece of shit im toxic im worthless im a waste of space who would want to stay w that? overthinking sucks until it proves yhu right nd then it doesnt suck i want to die i cant take this anymore i cant take the pain i cant take the disappointment from others i cant take them being upset w me or hating me or being mad at me I cant take it anymore no one needs me anymore i deserve to bleed i deserve this pain i deserve it all fuck me.

[truth-for-lies]

Will anything ever feel as good as a blade slicing your skin open?

[la-vie-boheme6]

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE

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You know, why is it that people never believe us when we say we're thinking about killing ourselves? You tell someone and it's always "haha me too" or "I'm sorry hun, it'll be okay". They always think we're exaggerating or are just joking around, and then when we actually do it it's always "oh my God I wish I knew!" Or "they should have reached out for help!" WE FUCKING DID. MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES AND YOU NEVER BELIEVED US. Like what the actual FUCK. At this point I am fully convinced I could be standing right in front of someone with a fucking blade to my arm and they'll still go "haha same bro". They always tell us to reach out for help but when we do they never fucking take us seriously

[bonycage]

i just want to be somebody else. i don’t want to be me anymore.

[asher-is-tired]

There’s something really messed up about staring at a blade between your fingers, weighing everything you’ve tried to accomplish not relapsing, and knowing that you’ll do it anyway

[lonelylostthot]

i’m nothing but a big fat piece of shit

[st-a-y]

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

[lonelylostthot]

my head feels full of cotton

[bpdamn]

you see, the problem is: i don’t feel bad enough to be hospitalized, but i don’t feel good enough to be a somewhat functioning member of society either

[lonelylostthot]

do you ever wake up the next morning and literally can’t believe you relapsed. i have a month and five day clean streak :(

[lonelylostthot]

i carved fat pig into my thighs <3

[lonelylostthot]

i’m not worth staying with

[automaticsonggardener]

"You'll have to be gentle with her

She's got big feelings and not a lot of space to put them, they end up pouring out like water from a burst pipe. Floods the first floor of the house, traps herself in the bedroom. She'll just stay there you know, even if you try fix the pipe. She stays in the bedroom, matted hair mould growing in the dishes she surrounds her nest with. Swears she looks like she's rotting from the inside out. Probably feels like it too.

Must find it addicting, you know? That sadness. Must have rewired something up there. It's the human condition after all, to stay in the comfortable, in the familiar. Must find solace in the hunger, the exhaustion, the pain. Voice all hoarse cos she hasn't spoken in weeks. That's how she gets you know, and I'm not trying to put you off. I'm just making sure you know.

You'll have to be gentle with her"

[enigmatic-97]