Journal 101

[createforless]

Fairy Garden Gnomes by Michelle

Collect some sticks from a nature hike or your backyard to create your own happy gnomes that will liven up your garden or yard!

[volar-e]

[grier-remade-blog]

friend ?????!?

fr iend!! !!!

im coming friend

im here i love u

[longlostself]

I'm p. sure mum's expecting me to move in with the boy when I go back to London :/

[ohhlalarosey]

[longlostself]

The boyf orgasmed so hard last night from what I was doing to him that he couldn't speak, or move for a bit 😏

[longlostself]

I'm such a piece of shit, I need to stop placing my self worth on what guys think of me...but I do and they don't think anything of me. I'm 23 and I've never been on a date. I think that statement says all it needs to about me.

[longlostself]

[longlostself]

[longlostself]

[longlostself]

I am nothing.

[longlostself]

<p>I’ve never had it proved to me until now what a gullible little fool i really am. i will just suck up any attention that’s given to me and actually believe for a while that I mean something to someone but that’s so very clearly not true. I’m not really anything, to anyone. I’m half a person at best. I mean no more to anyone else than I mean to myself, and I don’t mean a thing to myself - so really what even is the point in half pretending I’m worth a damn thing.<br/>The only thing I’m managing to half keep up with at the moment is my uni work and that’s because the person I’m working with doesn’t have a clue what to do and I said that i’d do it, and so far that’s compromised of me having to find a play I like, make some phonecalls, send some emails and go to a meeting. I’m behind on all my reading for tomorrow I haven’t read half the play we’re analysing and I’m meant to be prepared and have notes for that and for a book that I haven’t even got. I’m going to get swamped with this work within a week.

I am useless.

[yyunglame]

[longlostself]

Or don't reply to my texts. That's fine.

[longlostself]

There's clearly someone else and I'd rather you just told me :/

[observando]

[longlostself]