here we go

gotta leave the past, it's in the past, I won't look back. Strike a match, watch the flames go higher, We can burn much brighter, if we don't look back. What does it take to leave it all behind? We'll see it happen one step at a time

[deniablyobvious]

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

After a night of continuous intimate activities, Jess had ended up sleeping over at Stella’s house— if you’d even call it that, it could fit three of his apartment just in her hallway. This was the fourth or fifth time they’d slept over one another’s places, which was a different change of pace for him, he didn’t cross that line at all. They’d been hooking up for months now and he’d pretty much spent every day in her company one way or another, he hadn’t realised that he was beginning to develop feelings for her until now. Led with his head propped up on his arm he tilted himself to gaze over at her, she looked so peaceful, blonde hair cascading over her pale shoulders, her petite frame curled up tight. Pouty lips parted as she breathed deep in slumber, fuck he was in trouble. He almost felt guilty about the fact he’d left so many marks all over her neck last time, like he’d ruined her one way or another. He let out a slight sigh, pursing his lips as he continued to stare. “Fucking hell, what am I doing?” He muttered to himself, his arm extending to tuck a few strands of her hair behind her ear. @losephs

Stella was in the most peaceful sleep, especially with Jess there beside her in her bed. She was used to being alone, not that she liked it, but growing up in a house mainly by herself, she was accustomed to being lonely, but every time Jess and her seemed to have a sleepover, she just slept so much better. It also probably helped that all their sex was definitely tiring out her body, her tiny frame definitely needing the rest. The sound of Jess’s voice was the first little prickle of consciousness, but really it was the touch of his fingers tucking away some hair that really stirring her, the girl’s eyes slowly fluttering open. A sleepy sort of smile spread across her full lips, the girl adjusting in bed as she scooted up closer against him. “Are you not sleepy?” She asked softly as she looked up at him, her hand coming to rest on his chest, slowly, her fingers starting to trace random patterns along the skin.

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

He was content on hearing the admirable noises spilling from her mouth, how he loved the way his name sounded in a moment of lust from her. To be fair he liked hearing her say it full stop, but it was usually pleading of some form. He pressed the vibrator against her tighter, snug against the most sensitive part of her body as he continued to speed up swiftly until he was pounding her against the wood, his hand continuing to raise to smack again and again, knowing that it was something she was fond of, and was considered to be a weakness he was more than happy to oblige. “Do you like the way that feels?”

Stella’s body would have fallen to the ground if the door wasn’t there holding her up. It felt like her entire body was vibrating from the little toy against her clit, and the way his cock pounded into her was driving her insane. Every smack of his hand brought the girl to a cry, her whole body tensing. “Y-Yes.. You’re gonna make me.. I’m gonna..” her words were so garbled, the girl’s thighs quivering as everything felt so overwhelming so quickly she didn’t know how she could possibly keep it together.

[losephs]

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He tugged at her hips, signalling her wanted her to be back up to standing, before twisting her back around so that her chest was against the door, and her ass was stuck out towards him. With their new position, he could slide himself inside of her with ease– already with the little surprise he’d brought with him as he cupped around inbetween her legs, turning on the vibrating toy onto her bundle of nerves. As soon as he started to thrust, he had his hand resting on her ass, lifting it with every jolt to smack her once more, teasing out every movement before he sped up a little more. 

Stella got herself up from the ground, only to be manhandled into a new position, her body leaning against the hard wood of the door for support. Stella let out a relieved moan as she felt him slide inside her, the girl’s hips instantly pushing themselves out farther from the door, wanting to give him all the access he needed. But the stimulation continued to grow, not only with him inside her, but the vibrations that began against her clit, and then the smacking of his hand. Stella felt so stimulated she couldn’t even try to keep her moans quiet. The blonde cried out, her cheek pressing to the door as she felt her walls incessantly tensing around jess’s cock from how he kept smacking her ass. “Holy-- fuck... Jess... Fuck..” she moaned anxiously, feeling so overwhelmed in the very best way.

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx·:

to anyone remotely rational, her words probably made sense. let’s not start anything physical– oh, but this was jess, and he was hellbent on pushing it as much as he could. “no, this little punk thinks he can mutter bullshit about me and i’ll let it slide..” he stepped himself forward, getting into the males face further as he showed no sigh of stopping despite her creating a wedge between them, he knew he was pretty strong compared to the smaller brunette. “oh, so he’s been causing you trouble as well?” he asked her, feeling like he needed no excuse to knock this guy out to the ground. 

nicolette was in a way sandwiched between these two men, her body tensing slightly because she definitely wasn’t trying to get punched in the face. “relax, tattoos. i think we all get you can beat the shit out of him.” she held a hand up, the girl trying to stop him. “the only trouble he’s caused me is he’s wasted my time with this dull date. but he’s a rich white boy, so let’s not ruin your life by getting a good blood bath going just so his precious mommy and daddy throw you in jail. be smart, hurt him in another way, if you must. but violence seems like a waste on him.”

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx·:

Fame was something that was new to the male. He’d only been in the music scene for a little over a year, bringing out his first album which seemed to excel over night, that he was one of the most frequent trending hashtag, and a few of his singles from the record were in the charts for an extended period of time. He was incredibly proud of his success and it was exhilarating doing something he didn’t realise he enjoyed so much. By a byproduct he had been asked to star in a series, as a potential love interest, and looking over the script he wasn’t against the idea, though he had little acting experience at all, he was sure he could find inspiration to convey certain emotions, and the character sounded faintly like him anyway, apart from the remotely romantic counterparts which he lacked. Or atleast had buried way, way down. Ocean blue eyes scanning the scene, he stopped by the hair and makeup chairs he’d been directed towards. He wasn’t really used to people doing everything for him, his pride was being excessively wounded with this, but he couldn’t always snap back about it without a scandal coming out of his anger issues and some kind of rebuttal to be made. “Jess..” He nodded a little, he’d been given a little bit of information about Stella before meeting her, so he knew a few bits and bobs, but god no one told him she was so attractive. “I play Ryder.” He shrugged his shoulders a little, slipping into the seat next to her as he stretched his legs out infront of him. 

Stella smiled widely, taking a sip of her latte and retracted her extended hand. “It’s nice to meet you, Jess. Happy to have you join the cast.” She lifted her chin a little, her eyes closing as they sprayed some setting spray all over her face, the girl letting out a soft giggle as the make up artist sort of fanned her, one of her own hands going to help dry the spray. “Thank you...” she cooed, deciding not to get up yet so she could talk to her new coworker. “Well I’m excited to see what Ryder and Gen will be like. Have you done any other shows or movies, Jess?” She asked, crossing one leg over the other. 

[lilacxrosesx]

little note - jess has anger issues, probably cos he bottles everything up and he hates life. so i had an itch to make an angry jess thread mkay. 

open to - f - up to you if he’s fighting with someone she’s with, or if she’s a friend of his. but he’s not yelling AT the female. 

“What the fuck did you just say to me?” If anyone knew Jess reasonably well, they were aware that he had a short fuse. He tried his best to keep it under control, but at some point, much like a ticking time bomb, he was bound to explode. Hearing the remarks of another male muttering at him, he launched forward, fully prepared to knock him out without even blinking, his fingers balling into a fist, jaw clenched. 

[losephs]

Nicolette’s perfectly manicured brows rose as the tattooed male’s voice did the same, getting louder. She couldn’t really fault him, Blake was being a dick, and Nicolette was very over this date, really wishing she’d never agreed to begin with. The brunette’s eyes widened as she saw the fist that the male made, her body inserting herself more between them. “Why don’t we all take a shot and...cool down?” She tried, really not knowing what to do in this situation. “He’s a douchebag,” she told the tattooed guy, right in front of Blake himself. “Just ignore him, it’s what I’ve been trying to do all night.”

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

“Mm, I don’t know..” As much as he was aware that she satisfied him, so of course in turn he would return the favour, and he had every intention of doing so– eventually. He wanted to rile her up more than he had done before, and now he was aware of her weaknesses he could use them to his advantage. He was edging, keeping his fingertips grazing outside of her, slipping up to her bundle of nerves and circling it a few times before he finally slid inside of her. Smacking at her ass a few more times, he leant himself over to press a few kisses to her neck, nibbling at her earlobe with a husk voice whispering in her ear. “I wanna make you cum harder than you ever have before..” 

Stella was squirming against the cool marble of the ground in their grand foyer, the way his fingers would tease her lower half having her at a point where she could barely take it. Her fingers curled as his hand came down on her ass, the repeated actions making her walls clench around the fingers inside of her, her thighs tense and her body quivering. Her jaw was just hung open, even as he kissed her neck and teased her earlobe, the sound of his voice really making her jaw drop wider. “Oh.. I’m... sure you will..” she whimpered, her hips kind of moving back, trying to work on fucking his fingers. “You’re so hot.”

[losephs]

@lilacxrosesx

The start of a new season was always fun. It was so good to be back with her costars, and to be meeting the new ones that would be joining the show as season regulars. Her character, Genevieve, had just broken up with her boyfriend in the show at the end of the last season, and it seemed like from the script of this new episode, there would be a future rebound in the cards. Stella didn’t really know where the writers would take this, but she was always happy to have new people join the cast. The blonde was sitting in a chair in hair and make up, her lines in her lap and a latte in hand. The door to the trailer opened and she saw a tall dark haired male walk in, her brows lifting curiously. “Hi, I’m Stella!” She greeted, reaching out to offer a hand to him. “I play Gen.”

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

“Yes?” He answered though he wasn’t really expecting an answer as such. His name came out of her mouth in such a needy manner it already had him getting hard once more. His hand moved from inside of her, wanting to rile her up so much she practically begged for relief. His hand cupped up at her breasts, causing her nipples to get erect under his firmer touch before he ran his palm back down her body. With another raise of his hand he smacked her again a little harder this time again. “Do you think you deserve to cum?” He muttered, lifting his hand further up her body to cup between her legs, brushing his fingers over her opening as he slapped her ass once more.

The way his hands dragged over her body had Stella’s tiny frame squirming, the girl feeling her need grow exponentially by the second. She let out a gasp as he spanked her harder, the sound trying to get reeled in, her lips forming a slight pout. “I-- I think so...” She wasn’t even sure in that moment because she was so turned on. She had made him cum though, so that meant yes right? Stella let out a tense whimper as he continued to smack her ass and tease her pussy, the girl biting down on her lip. “Please..” 

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

“Such a naughty girl..” He practically purred— now that he’d finished he was fully focused on her, and doing anything to please her. Although she was on her knees, he sank down to where she was, immediately taking ahold of her hips and turning her around onto her front on the floor. “I’m gunna have to teach you a lesson..” He grazed his hand over the curve of her ass before lifting it to slap against her skin lightly, taking a second before he did it again, and again. Inbetween his fingers slipped through the fabric of her panties, eager to slide into her already soaked core. “Now it’s your turn to cum for me..”

Stella had been so focused on pleasing him she hadn’t really thought about what would come for her later, but as soon as Jess spoke, she felt arousal run straight down to her core, her blue eyes transfixed on him as he slowly moved to her level. Letting him guide her where he wanted her, laying stomach down on the floor. The blonde whimpered as he spanked her, feeling herself grow wetter and wetter with every smack of his hands on her supple ass. “Jess..” She whined softly, her hips squirming with need. Her jaw dropped when she felt his fingers inside her, her hips trying to lift slightly more to give him better access, moaning. 

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

His fingers tangled further gripping alittle with a playful tug as he allowed himself the release, not being able to take the torment anymore. He was always pretty good at holding on, he had incredible stamina but most of the time he was always feeling close but kept himself at that point enjoying it until she was closer to the edge. With the mumble of acknowledgement he felt her mouth speed up and he finally felt the ripple of pleasure spread, as he came into her mouth, groans and whimpers of delight spilling from him as he exhaled and sank back against the wood. “Fuck..”

Stella could feel him swelling in her mouth, knowing he was going to cum. She felt the hot liquid spilling down her throat, her lips clamping tightly around him to keep it all from spilling out. Her head slowly bobbed, dragging her lips up and down his length to make sure she got it all. Pulling out, she smoothed her hand over him, her eyes glancing up at him with a bit of a hopeful, but very pleased, glint within them. “Was that good, daddy?” she cooed innocently.

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

As much as he could get lost in lust he was cautious of his actions. He knew Stella wasn’t fragile as such but he never wanted to do anything that made it seem like he was hurting her. Tangling his hands through her hair as he rested his hand through her locks immersing himself in the way his cock felt so deep in her mouth. “Are you ready for me to cum in your mouth, babygirl?”

Stella moaned softly around him as his fingers had curled into her hair, the girl feeling a hotter pool of arousal inside of her building. The blonde’s eyes lifted, her head wanting to nod eagerly at his question, letting a “Mhm..” hum against him though she moved her mouth faster, her hand stroking the base of his cock to try and bring him over the edge.

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

“You’re doing this on purpose..” He felt like he was on the edge but it was lasting a life time— god, no other girl had ever made him feel this way before and it was bittersweet because he was enjoying it but he wanted more than anything to return the favour. The fact was, the more she touched him the more the dirty words seemed to spill out with ease, almost desperation to be closer to her. “I wanna fuck you so bad..” He practically whimpered, clenching his jaw a little. He was putty in her hand right now. “The only thing I want between your legs is my tongue or my dick..” He knew she was still touching herself and it made him incredibly envious as he wanted her to himself. “I want to make you cum Stel..Let me spank you..”

It only aroused her more the way Jess seemed to be enjoying her so much. Stella just wanted to please him, and she was so eager to do it. The sound of his voice was making her wetter, the girl making a noise around him but she was too busy trying to get him to cum to actually speak. Her eyes flicked up to him on the last part, feeling a tingle between her thighs that signaled how aroused that made her. Her tongue dragged over his cock, nodding. ‘When you cum for me.” She assured him, her mouth enveloping him once more as she tried to take him down her throat once more.

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

Tipping his head back against the wood of the door his eyes fluttered shut as he felt her hands around him, stroking and teasing before the warmth of her lips sucked around his sip and a moan erupted from his parted lips. For a few minutes he was holding back trying not to be too noisey, enjoying every move she made, ripping pleasure as he cursed, wishing he could reach to touch her back. “This is very unfair..” He muttered as another moan fell from his mouth. He tilted his head down to look at her, more to admire her— and noticed her hand dipping between her thighs, the vibration of her moan causing further sensations. “I want to be able to touch you..”

Stella watched him, enjoying the sight of him enjoying her. She hummed in acknowledgment of him saying how he wanted to touch her, but she was busy pleasing him, and there wasn’t much she could do from all the way down there. Her neck muscle moved faster, the girl’s head moving in wide movements before she surged forward, forcing him as deep as she physically could handle down her throat, her blue eyes looking up at him as her throat squeezed him tightly. Pulling back, Stella gasped for air briefly, letting him leave her mouth before she went right back in for more.

[losephs]

hellooo tags

i’m a thirsty girl looking for some partners to plot and write with! just redid my whole muse page and it’s more informational than before so you can totally check it out and not be completely underwhelmed. all of my muses are not on there though, so if you’re looking for a specific face or a specific type of character, let me know! if i don’t have someone, i can always make one for you!

i personally prefer to write on discord just because it’s easier for me, but i’m also down for tumblr too if you’re not a discord person. i’m just a girl who is super dedicated and wants all the things, and will give you all the things you want if you just write with me lmfao (i sound pathetic/desperate yikes still love me)

yeah! so like this and i’ll hit you up for plots/pairings to discuss! or just message me if you’re feeling bold tehe

[losephs]

lilacxrosesx‌:

Watching her get down on her knees was something else— so willing to please him, it was an incredible turn on, if it was even possible for him to be harder than he was. “You can do whatever you want, Doll..” The anticipation for her touch was high, he wanted her, he needed her more than anything. As much as he wanted to feel her body against his own, to be inside of her there was some kind of ache for him to feel her lips against him, her tongue causing a ripple of pleasure through his body. She was undeniably sexy, even on her knees, with those doe eyes and pouty lips, she was every guys wet dream and he had her all to himself— well for a moment atleast.

Stella’s eyes remained on him until his cock was out, her eyes falling to it and biting down on her lip as she began to stroke it. She only let a beat or two pass before her lips were opening wide, wrapping around the tip to suck.Her posture stayed perfect as her head began to bob, taking more of him into her mouth. Her blue eyes flicked up to him, wanting to watch his face as she had his cock in her mouth, wanting to see how he’d react.Her own hand reached between her legs, teasing her clit and making herself moan around him.