lilacxrosesx

i'm em..i'm a multi-muse indie blog/roleplayer. all of my muses are 18+ 

[lilacxrosesx]

tinsley had successfully gone two whole days without running into her soon to be step brother. she had made it a mission to avoid contact at all costs. it didn't matter that her mom had made a point that they were similar ages.. well, he was a smidge older than her, but still. and that he was a 'nice' boy and hopefully they got along. in terms of school, a newcomer would come into play and she's part of the welcoming committee, she was the top of her classes, head cheerleader, head of the drama club as well as part of student government. she took pride in it all being prim and proper but the idea of anything derailing her work at home like a change, especially a person she'd never met before, and having to share her space with not one male.. but two. just because her mom went on holiday and came back weeks later having extended her trip complete with heart eyes. she'd made herself a cup of coffee, having woken up early enough that she could make a few protein pancakes before her routine practise. sipping at the warmth of th ecinnamon in the pastel mug that she gripped beneath her french tipped manicure she heard a noise upstairs, like someone wondering over the landing. @brokensbcys

[lilacxrosesx]

he knew he had an advantage in the fact he actually paid attention to the femme infront of him and he solely intended to make sure she was satisfied. his own pleasure didn't even fall into that category, of course it was a definite perk if it was reciprocated, but jess was very much a giver which is why it was a blessing and a curse when he had needy girls sending him photos scantily clad when all he wanted was to be alone until the time rose where he temporarily felt different. the noises that saskia produced were certainly going to be etched into his brain for the foreseeable future. "i mean, i did say i was good at lending a hand." he raised an eyebrow, aware of the way he had worded it and feeling mischievous considering her breathing was still ragged. the air was very much electric between them as he slowly lowered his hand from between her thighs. it was at this point he usually just went on with his evening, but the fact that saskia was his friend he didn't quite know how to pivot from the moment. "shots?" he smirked a little, letting his hues bounce over her still recovering from moments prior. "you look like you could use cooling down."

[brokensbcys]

Saskia smiled warmly, unable to keep the admiration from showing on her face as she looked at Jess. "You're more than just good," she said softly, the compliment slipping out before she could second-guess herself. Almost immediately, she felt warmth creep into her cheeks, a delicate blush spreading across her features as she realized just how honest she'd been. It was becoming impossible to deny the feelings growing inside her. She liked Jess, and she knew that, from this moment forward, things were going to feel different, at least from her perspective. Every glance, every smile, every casual touch suddenly seemed to carry a little more meaning than before. Hoping to ease the fluttering nerves in her stomach, she offered him a playful grin. "Let's do shots," she agreed, thinking a little liquid courage might make it easier to ignore the way her heart raced whenever he looked at her. As they stood close together, Saskia slowly lifted her hand, her thumb brushing gently across his cheekbone with surprising tenderness. Her touch lingered for just a moment before she searched his eyes with quiet curiosity. "You don't want anything in return?" she asked, biting lightly on her bottom lip as uncertainty crept into her voice. "I've never heard of a guy not wanting anything ever before," she admitted.

[lilacxrosesx]

"that is because i am an alternative breed of fuck boy who doesn't initiate sex in order to get something in return. believe it or not, my satisfaction, is yours.. though i am not implying that i don't enjoy it, nor do i not want it sometimes, it's just not my priority for the giving to receive." he pointed out, because it was very true and he had always been that way. "i grew up with alotttt of women." which he did, so he was used to that female perspective dominating his life. "though i will say i did not anticipate my night end up with you moaning in my ear, interesting change of events."

[lilacxrosesx]

he found her plea quite cute, although naive if she thought he was going to work her up this much and not let her finish. "i can't be doing half a job now, doll. i intend to make an explosive ending." emphasis on the word explosive because of course he was referring to her climax. he curved his fingers enough to hit her gspot, aware of just how turned on she was not only by the noises she was making but also by the fact his digits were drenched in the evidence. he could feel her tensing, and with the words to confirm it, he knew it was just a matter of time before she would hit her peak. he kept up his pace, pumping his fingers inside of her as his thumb grazed up against her sensitive spot wanting to add to the sensations.

[lilacxrosesx]

he knew he had an advantage in the fact he actually paid attention to the femme infront of him and he solely intended to make sure she was satisfied. his own pleasure didn't even fall into that category, of course it was a definite perk if it was reciprocated, but jess was very much a giver which is why it was a blessing and a curse when he had needy girls sending him photos scantily clad when all he wanted was to be alone until the time rose where he temporarily felt different. the noises that saskia produced were certainly going to be etched into his brain for the foreseeable future. "i mean, i did say i was good at lending a hand." he raised an eyebrow, aware of the way he had worded it and feeling mischievous considering her breathing was still ragged. the air was very much electric between them as he slowly lowered his hand from between her thighs. it was at this point he usually just went on with his evening, but the fact that saskia was his friend he didn't quite know how to pivot from the moment. "shots?" he smirked a little, letting his hues bounce over her still recovering from moments prior. "you look like you could use cooling down."

[lilacxrosesx]

the thrill was practically tingling all over his body. a direct comparison to the chronic anxiety he suffered, or the alternate being the dull ache that seemed to be reigned in somewhat with a large amount of liquor on an everyday basis. but this was like a pulsating feeling, one that was invigorating. alot of the girls that he chose to spend the short and sweet amount of interaction with, when he did were usually fine to make out in public, but when it came to anything more there was some hesitation. not to say that it didn't happen, just not very often. with saskia in a comprising position against him, he chose to take full advantage of it. though he was aware he couldn't get carried away, it's not like he could fuck her against the wall right now, nor could he get on his knees, which he gladly would do with that purr of his name. not to mention this wasn't about him, and he knew that. he wanted to please her, and that was the main focus. he pumped his hand faster and harder, being aware of the difference unlike most guys. he had spent a little while going easy on her with teasing strokes and motions but now he wanted to get her to her peak, he wanted to feel her tighten around his digits. "god, it sounds good when you say my name." he lowered his head, ducking to kiss down her neck, leaving a wake of scattered nips as he sucked at the skin between her collarbone and her breasts.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia's fingers closed gently around his wrist, more to steady herself than to stop him, her pulse fluttering with a confusing mix of anticipation and nervous energy. "Jess..." she murmured, the sound barely louder than a whisper as it slipped from her lips. Her head tipped back for a fleeting moment, a quiet sigh escaping before she could catch it, and when she looked at him again, her expression carried equal parts amusement and surrender. Her hand drifted almost absentmindedly to the nape of his neck, her fingers threading lightly through the short strands of hair there, holding him close without quite realizing she was doing it. A soft chuckle broke the silence between them, warm and breathless, her eyes searching his as though trying to decide whether to laugh or look away. "You're driving me crazy..." she admitted, shaking her head with a smile that refused to disappear. "You really need to stop, otherwise I'm going to..." The sentence dissolved before its ending could find its voice. Instead, she bit back the confession, her courage faltering at the last instant. Her lips curled into an unmistakable combination of a pout and a teasing smirk. "Stop before I come undone." She warned.

[lilacxrosesx]

he found her plea quite cute, although naive if she thought he was going to work her up this much and not let her finish. "i can't be doing half a job now, doll. i intend to make an explosive ending." emphasis on the word explosive because of course he was referring to her climax. he curved his fingers enough to hit her gspot, aware of just how turned on she was not only by the noises she was making but also by the fact his digits were drenched in the evidence. he could feel her tensing, and with the words to confirm it, he knew it was just a matter of time before she would hit her peak. he kept up his pace, pumping his fingers inside of her as his thumb grazed up against her sensitive spot wanting to add to the sensations.

[lilacxrosesx]

the shift of her body pressed against him had him trying to hold back a smirk because he was very aware that given the last few seconds that it was a literal green light if there ever was one. he could let go of everything that was remotely holding him back. with the tips of his fingers just barely grazing her in a way that she could still feel but it was very much an act of torment which he was aware that given her tone of voice and the impatience however subtle was there. he decided to pivot his stratergy considering she had made it known she didn't want to be teased and he was in favour (atleast in this moment) of giving her what she wanted. his artwork entwined hand dove inside the fabric of her panties, slipping down far enough to be aware of the way her body responded to him considering how slick she already was. he didn't make any comments, though he was dying to be cocky, instead he pulled her other leg up by her thigh to be around him, steadying her into place as his fingers with absolute ease wer hugged by her tight core. "jesus.."

[brokensbcys]

Saskia wrapped one of her legs around Jess, drawing him closer until there was barely any space between them, her embrace conveying both comfort and affection. A bright, genuine grin spread across her face as she looked up at him, her eyes shining with warmth and quiet admiration. Slowly, she lifted her hand, her fingertips brushing gently along the curve of his cheek with a tenderness that made the moment feel almost impossibly still. “Oh my gosh,” she sighed softly, the words escaping without thought as she continued to hold his gaze. There was a sense of wonder in her expression, as though she were trying to memorize every detail of his face, every subtle smile, and every emotion reflected in his eyes. Saskia wrapped her around his neck. "Fuck...Jess."

[lilacxrosesx]

the thrill was practically tingling all over his body. a direct comparison to the chronic anxiety he suffered, or the alternate being the dull ache that seemed to be reigned in somewhat with a large amount of liquor on an everyday basis. but this was like a pulsating feeling, one that was invigorating. alot of the girls that he chose to spend the short and sweet amount of interaction with, when he did were usually fine to make out in public, but when it came to anything more there was some hesitation. not to say that it didn't happen, just not very often. with saskia in a comprising position against him, he chose to take full advantage of it. though he was aware he couldn't get carried away, it's not like he could fuck her against the wall right now, nor could he get on his knees, which he gladly would do with that purr of his name. not to mention this wasn't about him, and he knew that. he wanted to please her, and that was the main focus. he pumped his hand faster and harder, being aware of the difference unlike most guys. he had spent a little while going easy on her with teasing strokes and motions but now he wanted to get her to her peak, he wanted to feel her tighten around his digits. "god, it sounds good when you say my name." he lowered his head, ducking to kiss down her neck, leaving a wake of scattered nips as he sucked at the skin between her collarbone and her breasts.

[lilacxrosesx]

this was saskia after all, not just some random girl he had met at the bar. her reaction could have a mass domino effect on their dynamic, and thus his life so therefore he was careful where he treaded. though now she was firing back little quips at him his brow had risen in amusement. "you choose not to be feisty." he commented in a low hum of a voice, as if noting that he found it comical, but in this case almost quite sexy and enticing. it was certainly something that encouraged him in his endevour. with his other hand lowering down her body, tenderly brushing down over her chest, towards her stomach and anchoring his hands around her waist in a playful squeeze. his hues remained fully focused on her, as if gaging her reaction every step of the way. once he loosened his grip he made his way down further to he hem of her skirt, lightly brushing his fingertips up the side of her thighs. just enough to pull them apart just a little more so he could guide his hand exactly where he wanted it to be. "i know you aren't very good at keeping quiet, but what about now? do you think you can manage it?" just a little further he could feel the fabric of her underwear, but he didn't dare delve into them just yet, he made little patterns with his fingertips over her lower stomach, and then slid down to be where he wanted, grazing his thumb where she was most sensitive.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia had never been nervous to voice her own opinion, nor had she ever felt compelled to soften her words simply to make someone else comfortable. Confidence came as naturally as breathing, settling into every glance, every smile, every deliberate movement she made. Even now, with the air between them charged by an almost tangible tension, she refused to surrender an inch of that self-assured composure. "I choose when I want to act on something or not." The declaration left her lips in a calm, unwavering voice, carrying the quiet certainty of someone who knew exactly who she was. Yet despite that confidence, her breathing hitched ever so slightly as she watched his finger trace a slow, featherlight path over her body, each measured movement impossible to ignore. A flicker of anticipation crossed her features before it was replaced by a knowing smirk, the corners of her lips curling upward as her dark eyes lifted to meet his. Rather than shrinking beneath his gaze, she held it, silently challenging him to match the confidence she projected so effortlessly. "Test it out and find out for yourself." Her words carried an unmistakable edge of playful provocation, daring without being reckless. Closing the remaining distance, Saskia slipped her arms around his neck and gently drew him closer until only the smallest space remained between them. The warmth radiating from him contrasted with the cool confidence in her expression as she tilted her head just enough to keep her eyes locked on his. "Don't just be a tease, Jess." Her voice dropped into a softer murmur.

[lilacxrosesx]

the shift of her body pressed against him had him trying to hold back a smirk because he was very aware that given the last few seconds that it was a literal green light if there ever was one. he could let go of everything that was remotely holding him back. with the tips of his fingers just barely grazing her in a way that she could still feel but it was very much an act of torment which he was aware that given her tone of voice and the impatience however subtle was there. he decided to pivot his stratergy considering she had made it known she didn't want to be teased and he was in favour (atleast in this moment) of giving her what she wanted. his artwork entwined hand dove inside the fabric of her panties, slipping down far enough to be aware of the way her body responded to him considering how slick she already was. he didn't make any comments, though he was dying to be cocky, instead he pulled her other leg up by her thigh to be around him, steadying her into place as his fingers with absolute ease wer hugged by her tight core. "jesus.."

[lilacxrosesx]

he'd slipped to the back of the bar, considering he had access and all he could down a few of the sweeter liquors, feeling like he needed some form of liquid courage. his stroll was confident, as the thought of what was going to unveil erupted in his mind. he wanted to make it known that he wasn't joking, so he had to play this a particular way. once he located her out the back, he gently but firmly rested his hand on the small of her back to guide her away from prying eyes. further down within the smoking area there was a designated area that was out of reach where he pressed her against the wall, his arm outstretching above her head. "i couldn't take another second of torture in there." he kept his gaze on her, lifting his other hand to tuck her hair out of the way of her neck. "you wanted me to show you, right? how good i thought you looked? this is your moment, say the word and i'll back down, but if you want me to, i'm all yours, doll."

[brokensbcys]

Saskia walked alongside Jess at an unhurried pace, her attention fixed on him the entire time as she searched his expression for any hint of what he was thinking. She couldn't quite predict what he was about to do, and the uncertainty only made her more curious than nervous. When he suddenly stepped closer, gently pressing her back against the wall, she instinctively looked up into his eyes, meeting his gaze without a trace of hesitation. Rather than shrinking away from the closeness, she remained perfectly composed, the corners of her lips lifting into a confident, knowing smile. There was a quiet self-assurance about her that made the moment feel effortless, as though she was entirely comfortable with the space between them. "Come on, Jess," Saskia said softly, her voice carrying a playful warmth that contrasted with his uncertainty. "Have a little confidence. I'm not pushing you away, am I?" Her words were accompanied by steady eye contact, silently encouraging him to trust what was already obvious. Saskia had always been confident in herself and honest about what she wanted, and she wasn't about to play games or leave him second-guessing her intentions.

[lilacxrosesx]

this was saskia after all, not just some random girl he had met at the bar. her reaction could have a mass domino effect on their dynamic, and thus his life so therefore he was careful where he treaded. though now she was firing back little quips at him his brow had risen in amusement. "you choose not to be feisty." he commented in a low hum of a voice, as if noting that he found it comical, but in this case almost quite sexy and enticing. it was certainly something that encouraged him in his endevour. with his other hand lowering down her body, tenderly brushing down over her chest, towards her stomach and anchoring his hands around her waist in a playful squeeze. his hues remained fully focused on her, as if gaging her reaction every step of the way. once he loosened his grip he made his way down further to he hem of her skirt, lightly brushing his fingertips up the side of her thighs. just enough to pull them apart just a little more so he could guide his hand exactly where he wanted it to be. "i know you aren't very good at keeping quiet, but what about now? do you think you can manage it?" just a little further he could feel the fabric of her underwear, but he didn't dare delve into them just yet, he made little patterns with his fingertips over her lower stomach, and then slid down to be where he wanted, grazing his thumb where she was most sensitive.

[lilacxrosesx]

he was torn, because on the one hand it was saskia... she deserved alot more than some one night stand, she was practically his best friend. but on the other hand, he was in a moment of tunnel vision where it was like, go big or go home. they weren't together, he didn't need to sugar coat anything or make it seem romantic, because that wasn't what they were, but what he did want to do was to channel the frustration he was feeling about her not being his for a while now. seeing her with someone else had just cemented that feeling and expanded it alot further than he expected. he leaned into her, his breath hot against the side of her neck. "meet me out the back in 5 minutes." he left it open and inviting, almost as if she wanted to decline his offer then she could, and he would have a slightly wounded ego but he would get over it, but considering the gruff in his voice you could tell he meant business. it wasn't him just making a passing comment, or even a joke at this point because he needed her.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia raised a curious eyebrow when Jess told her to meet him out the back the next five minutes, a small smile creeping onto her face despite having absolutely no idea what he was planning. The sudden urgency only made her more intrigued, and after taking one last sip from her bottle of water she nodded her head. Not wanting to keep him waiting, or risk looking less than her best, she hurried into the bathroom to freshen up. Standing in front of the mirror, she leaned in to smooth over the patches of foundation that had begun settling around the sides of her nose and into the corner of her mouth, carefully blending everything until it looked seamless again. Satisfied with that, she reached for her lip gloss, applying another coat that left her lips with a soft shine before giving herself one final once-over in the mirror. With only a minute left, Saskia left the bathroom and made her way through the building toward the back exit, her pace quickening with every step. As she pushed the door open and stepped outside, she glanced around the quiet space.

[lilacxrosesx]

he'd slipped to the back of the bar, considering he had access and all he could down a few of the sweeter liquors, feeling like he needed some form of liquid courage. his stroll was confident, as the thought of what was going to unveil erupted in his mind. he wanted to make it known that he wasn't joking, so he had to play this a particular way. once he located her out the back, he gently but firmly rested his hand on the small of her back to guide her away from prying eyes. further down within the smoking area there was a designated area that was out of reach where he pressed her against the wall, his arm outstretching above her head. "i couldn't take another second of torture in there." he kept his gaze on her, lifting his other hand to tuck her hair out of the way of her neck. "you wanted me to show you, right? how good i thought you looked? this is your moment, say the word and i'll back down, but if you want me to, i'm all yours, doll."

[lilacxrosesx]

his gaze never left her, infact it bounced over every little feature of her face. the ever so slight change of colours in her eyes, the faint dapple of freckles over the bridge of her nose, taking in the sweet yet woodsy quality of her perfume which he wouldn't hate sunk into his own clothing as a reminder. now, the issue he was facing, was whether he let out his actual thoughts on the matter, or whether he held back because it was saskia. the one constant in his life. but could he keep depriving himself of the things that he wanted? maybe. he'd done it long enough as it is, and considering she hadn't pulled away from him yet, that boded well. the last thing he needed was for her to reject him. and not from an ego perspective, just from a guy with trauma and trust and abandonment issues stand point. "why don't i show you just how pretty i think you look?" now, this was a question that hung in the air for a few seconds after he said it, because there was no taking it back now. his teeth skimmed his lower lip as he cupped under her jawline, on edge of her response of whether he would let him worship the ground she walked on.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia's breath caught ever so slightly when she felt Jess's fingers cup beneath her jawline. She looked up at him and grinned. "I heard that actions speak louder than words," she said teasingly. The dark-haired femme reached out and placed her hand on top of his gently. "Now are you flirting with me or teasing me?" she asked as a small chuckle escaped her mouth. "Either way, I like it." The moment lingered between them, warm and charged, as Saskia's eyes searched his with playful curiosity and a hint of challenge she did not try to hide at all in that quiet closeness. Saskia tilted her head slightly, still feeling the warmth of his touch beneath her chin as if it anchored her in place. She did not pull away, instead leaning into the moment with a confidence that softened the teasing edge of her voice still lingering in the air. Saskia had never had Jess be like this with her before but she was into it.

[lilacxrosesx]

he was torn, because on the one hand it was saskia... she deserved alot more than some one night stand, she was practically his best friend. but on the other hand, he was in a moment of tunnel vision where it was like, go big or go home. they weren't together, he didn't need to sugar coat anything or make it seem romantic, because that wasn't what they were, but what he did want to do was to channel the frustration he was feeling about her not being his for a while now. seeing her with someone else had just cemented that feeling and expanded it alot further than he expected. he leaned into her, his breath hot against the side of her neck. "meet me out the back in 5 minutes." he left it open and inviting, almost as if she wanted to decline his offer then she could, and he would have a slightly wounded ego but he would get over it, but considering the gruff in his voice you could tell he meant business. it wasn't him just making a passing comment, or even a joke at this point because he needed her.

[lilacxrosesx]

"i don't.. like her." he didn't, because that would imply he had feelings, which he definitely did not. but he was aware that the pennies had been dropping that he needed her in more ways that just one. the fact was she was giving him advice about a mystery girl when it was actually about herself. it was funny to him, though he chose not to point it out because that would mean he'd have to actively talk about whatever was going on in his mind. paired with the fact that he was somewhat afraid to lose her. ironic for the guy who spent alot of time pushing people away so he couldn't risk being abandoned again in any capacity. he couldn't help but chuckle at her excitement over his comment, finding it amusing how much she brightened up at the thought. he didn't say a word, just glanced over at her as he extended his arm to tuck a small amount of strands behind her ear, his fingers ghosting over her cheek and down just to brush over her lips. "i like this colour on you." he was talking about her lipstick, which just made her lips appear more pouty and perfect than they normally did. he held his gaze, his orbs were sparking with something sharper, more intense than before.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia thought she was a good wing woman and often prided herself on reading social situations better than most people around her. She knew that looks alone Jess could pull anyone he wanted to, yet she had never expected him to actually act on it. His personality was usually more broody, reserved, and stubbornly independent, the kind of man who did everything on his own terms without explanation. So when his finger moved gently down her cheek and traced over her lips, it caught her slightly off guard, though she hid it well. She grinned up at him anyway and gave a playful wink, refusing to let the moment unsettle her. "I made an effort tonight. I'm glad it hasn't gone unnoticed," she said lightly. Saskia genuinely enjoyed makeup and the ritual of dolling herself up whenever she had no classes or work, treating it as a small indulgence rather than a necessity. It was something creative and fun for her. "Should I wear this colour of lipstick more often?" she asked, her tone teasing yet curious as she studied his reaction. Saskia looked up at him and grinned. "Do I look pretty, Jess?"

[lilacxrosesx]

his gaze never left her, infact it bounced over every little feature of her face. the ever so slight change of colours in her eyes, the faint dapple of freckles over the bridge of her nose, taking in the sweet yet woodsy quality of her perfume which he wouldn't hate sunk into his own clothing as a reminder. now, the issue he was facing, was whether he let out his actual thoughts on the matter, or whether he held back because it was saskia. the one constant in his life. but could he keep depriving himself of the things that he wanted? maybe. he'd done it long enough as it is, and considering she hadn't pulled away from him yet, that boded well. the last thing he needed was for her to reject him. and not from an ego perspective, just from a guy with trauma and trust and abandonment issues stand point. "why don't i show you just how pretty i think you look?" now, this was a question that hung in the air for a few seconds after he said it, because there was no taking it back now. his teeth skimmed his lower lip as he cupped under her jawline, on edge of her response of whether he would let him worship the ground she walked on.

[lilacxrosesx]

"yes." he admitted without a moments hesitation, because he wasn't going to lie, it did happen, all the time. however, it seemed to be he only wanted one particular girl at the moment and every other paled in comparison. "you can say i've developed a type, recently." he said in complete disbelief it was coming out of his own mouth. "such a particular type, that there's only one like her, and she appears to be immune to me, so i guess i will just wait until i eventually crack and find someone else who can't live up to my expectations and desires, eh? it's sad really."

[brokensbcys]

Saskia looked up at Jess with a playful roll of her eyes, a small, amused smile tugging at the corners of her lips as she tried to piece together who he could possibly be talking about. The mystery barely seemed to register as anything serious to her, and instead she reached across the table, absentmindedly taking hold of his glass. She spun it lazily beneath her fingertips, watching it rotate once or twice before setting it back down in front of him with a soft clink. "If you like her, you should say something," she admitted matter-of-factly, completely oblivious to the possibility that she was the girl he had in mind. Looking back at him with genuine curiosity, she tilted her head slightly. "How is she going to know otherwise?" she asked with a shrug. "Do you flirt with her? Have you made moves?" Her questions came naturally, her expression open and encouraging as she waited for his answer, unaware of the irony behind her own advice.

[lilacxrosesx]

"i don't.. like her." he didn't, because that would imply he had feelings, which he definitely did not. but he was aware that the pennies had been dropping that he needed her in more ways that just one. the fact was she was giving him advice about a mystery girl when it was actually about herself. it was funny to him, though he chose not to point it out because that would mean he'd have to actively talk about whatever was going on in his mind. paired with the fact that he was somewhat afraid to lose her. ironic for the guy who spent alot of time pushing people away so he couldn't risk being abandoned again in any capacity. he couldn't help but chuckle at her excitement over his comment, finding it amusing how much she brightened up at the thought. he didn't say a word, just glanced over at her as he extended his arm to tuck a small amount of strands behind her ear, his fingers ghosting over her cheek and down just to brush over her lips. "i like this colour on you." he was talking about her lipstick, which just made her lips appear more pouty and perfect than they normally did. he held his gaze, his orbs were sparking with something sharper, more intense than before.

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[lilacxrosesx]

"i'm sorry?" he straightened up a little, surprised by her sentence. "i don't gravitate towards girls with big asses and massive tits by the way." he pointed out, although as the words came out of his mouth he was baffled why he was having this conversation with her in the first place. "i don't discriminate." in other words he didn't have a preference. "i also don't have a 'thing' for blondes either." he did have a slight soft spot for girls with raven locks who insert themselves into his life taking no prisoners. "i don't have a 'type'... because i don't do the whole dating thing, which you know, but ontop of that.. i haven't had sex in weeks, so it's not like i'm actively scouting out my next target or some shit, which i am almost sure mr backwards cap was doing with you."

[brokensbcys]

Saskia blinked in surprise as Jess casually admitted he didn't really have a particular type when it came to girls. "Shit, really? That's the first I've heard of that. It's usually one or the other," she laughed, genuinely caught off guard by the revelation. Pulling an exaggerated face, she raised a skeptical eyebrow before smirking. "Well, he lucked out, didn't he?" she remarked, her tone dripping with playful sarcasm. "Because I'm not interested in doing anything with him." She folded her arms loosely, still amused by the conversation, but what Jess said next surprised her even more. "Really? Weeks?" she asked, her eyes widening slightly in disbelief. It seemed almost impossible to imagine someone like him going that long without any attention. She gave him an incredulous look before shaking her head with a grin. "I assume girls are throwing themselves at you all the time," she teased, unable to picture him struggling for company.

[lilacxrosesx]

"yes." he admitted without a moments hesitation, because he wasn't going to lie, it did happen, all the time. however, it seemed to be he only wanted one particular girl at the moment and every other paled in comparison. "you can say i've developed a type, recently." he said in complete disbelief it was coming out of his own mouth. "such a particular type, that there's only one like her, and she appears to be immune to me, so i guess i will just wait until i eventually crack and find someone else who can't live up to my expectations and desires, eh? it's sad really."

[carlosreyeswrites]

Siena slipped into the room, a small smile already tugging at her lips the second she spotted him. There was something about the way he occupied a space, all rough edges, that always made her soften. Without asking, as if it was the most natural thing in the world, she wandered over and settled herself across his lap. One leg slipped over either side of him, her arms loosely draping around his shoulders as she got comfortable. The contrast between them had never been lost on anyone. Her fingertips brushed gently along his jaw before her palm rested against his cheek, thumb stroking over his skin with absent affection. Her hands then slowly slipped down from his face until they found his. She threaded her fingers between his, giving both of his hands a gentle squeeze as they rested in her lap. "Hm," Her head tilted, eyes roaming over his features as if searching for the answer herself. "What's up with you today?" she asked quietly. "Usually I can tell exactly what you're thinking before you even say anything." She rubbed her thumb across the back of his hand absentmindedly, her gaze never leaving his. "But today, I can't read you." There wasn't any accusation in her voice, only concern. "What's going on in that head of yours?"

@lilacxrosesx

[lilacxrosesx]

affection wasn't something jess was ever used to, nor did he welcome it alot of the time. he had a very strong preference to be a lone wolf. the less people he had interfering in his life the more freedom he had, plus he didn't have to worry about getting himself hurt, nor did he have to answer for anything or anyone. siena was this breath of fresh air he didn't know he needed, and that was what scared him half to death because he didn't want to want her in any capacity. but the self sabotaging side of him always lingered and then faltered because he couldn't bring himself to do anything about it. there was no label to them, nor was there any expectations, and he had been very forward that whilst they were just 'hanging' out, he was not about to treat her like every other girl and end up in bed with her. sex was easy for him, it was something he'd used as a crutch for closeness without admitting it, and he was not about to do that this time. not that he knew what was going on in the first place. his expression dropped, lighter hues gazing at the ground with a heavy sigh. "..you're making this whole thing so difficult, cos shit i want to kiss you. with those doe eyes and those.. pouty lips of yours, and the way you just.. drape yourself all over me, you make the whole not being physical thing, really fucking difficult."

[lilacxrosesx]

"what kind of accent?" he asked, though he was in no position to hide the smirk that was pulling at the corners of his lips because he was thinking how perfect it was that this guy couldn't get any more douche-ier than before. so, really his jealousy wasn't even remotely warranted because he was so far from what she usually went for. but then again jess was very aware that girls didn't always go for their type, sometimes it was about the personality and the way that they gelled together so there was every chance she could. considering she wasn't showing any obviously tells of lying, he didn't push the matter again, but he did take it as an opportunity to wind her up just a little. "certainly not mr Abercrombie and fitch over there. wouldn't surprise me if he played something like water polo."

[brokensbcys]

"The ones over there seem loud and controlling. I have no idea where there from." She chuckled. Saskia glanced over her shoulder looking at the person Jess was talking about. He did look like a model. "Water polo? Does that actually exist? I only hear people talk about water polo in books and movies." She chuckled. "Yeah. His not my type either. He also looks cocky." Saskia admitted. Saskia picked up her drink and shook her head. "I don't know what my type is, but it's not boys in clubs who think their gods gift to women." Saskia confessed. She tilted her head to look up at him. "What's your type?" She asked. "I always picture you with the opposite of what you are. I figure you like petite blonde with a great rack and ass." She smirked.

[lilacxrosesx]

"i'm sorry?" he straightened up a little, surprised by her sentence. "i don't gravitate towards girls with big asses and massive tits by the way." he pointed out, although as the words came out of his mouth he was baffled why he was having this conversation with her in the first place. "i don't discriminate." in other words he didn't have a preference. "i also don't have a 'thing' for blondes either." he did have a slight soft spot for girls with raven locks who insert themselves into his life taking no prisoners. "i don't have a 'type'... because i don't do the whole dating thing, which you know, but ontop of that.. i haven't had sex in weeks, so it's not like i'm actively scouting out my next target or some shit, which i am almost sure mr backwards cap was doing with you."

[abstem1us]

fuck it. ethereal andy pics.

[lilacxrosesx]

if only she knew that he was experiencing bouts of jealousy that he didn't know he could feel. he wasn't sure if it was because she was his friend, and she was spending more time with other people than him, but then again if he really thought about it, it was clear to him that his rage began when the preppy looking guy was draping his arm over her. "i didn't think he was your type." he gestured his glance with a slight nod to the guy in question still playing pool across the room. in truth, jess didn't actually know her type but the fact was this was his way of sussing out if he could be without even really realising it.

[brokensbcys]

Saskia watched with quiet satisfaction as her drink was set down in front of her, wrapping her fingers around the cool glass before taking a slow sip through the plastic straw. She glanced up at Jess over the rim, one eyebrow lifting with playful curiosity as a faint smile tugged at her lips. "What's my type, Jess?" she asked, clearly interested to hear what conclusion he had reached. As he mentioned the other man, she let out a small laugh and shook her head without hesitation. "He isn't my type," she replied with an easy shrug. "I don't like backwards cap wearing boys with dodgy accents," she added with a teasing smirk. "He reminds me of the boys I grew up with. They're good for friends and nothing else." Her tone remained light, making it clear she was simply sharing her preference. "I'm usually fancied by them type of guys, but it's a big no from me."

[lilacxrosesx]

"what kind of accent?" he asked, though he was in no position to hide the smirk that was pulling at the corners of his lips because he was thinking how perfect it was that this guy couldn't get any more douche-ier than before. so, really his jealousy wasn't even remotely warranted because he was so far from what she usually went for. but then again jess was very aware that girls didn't always go for their type, sometimes it was about the personality and the way that they gelled together so there was every chance she could. considering she wasn't showing any obviously tells of lying, he didn't push the matter again, but he did take it as an opportunity to wind her up just a little. "certainly not mr Abercrombie and fitch over there. wouldn't surprise me if he played something like water polo."