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today i ate a lot of things like 2 portion ice cream and special dessertand 1.5 bags of chips also half bag of jelly bean and half cup blueberry (it is not include my dinner) and I compared my weight with morning and scale said I gained 1.2 kilos like wtf I know I can not gain that much but also I know I gained some.. idk I just wanna control myself and lose more weight (im still thinking that the scale is broken and I am fat) I just want to be 44-45 kg but I can not reach that dream

#mental health #anorexik #weight loss #mentally tired #anorexla #anorexies #tw eating things #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating mention

I will eat breakfast today (like real breakfast) Im not ready I was happy w my cup of black (w little bit of milk )coffee

#mental health #anorexik #im sad and tired #weight loss #weightloss #tw eating stuff #cw disordered eating #eating disoder trigger warning

i do not trust my scale ( I think it broken because im not that skinny I can not trust anything)

#mental health #anorexik #im sad and tired #weight loss #homestuck

hi me and my ed here (again)

#mental health #anorexik #im sad and tired #weight loss #artists on tumblr #weightloss #homestuck #mentally tired

i feel like i can not breathe

#mental health #mentally tired #im sad and tired #homestuck #bored girl #bored af #i’m bored #im so tired #i'm so fucking tired #tired of this shit #sick and tired

I guess i’m in the white room again . No windows, no doors, no lights… Just me and white walls. I can’t escape or i don’t want to ?

#mental health #mentally tired #im sad and tired #homestuck

i have a new bf and im so happy but he is hurting me every time idk what should i do

Can i reach…

i kissed my bf today and while i kiss him i didn't feel anything

i just felt uncomfortable and i wanted to escape

I don't know if I like boys or girls

I just don't want to be in a relationship

update : i broke up with him 🥳🥳

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loolll wanna die again

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ive gained weight, all clothes just feels wrong or not lik cute enough, everything feels wrong, always feel like im forgetting or doing nd saying the wrong stuff