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Eventually something you love is going to be taken away. And then you will fall to the floor crying. And then, however much later, it is finally happening to you: you’re falling to the floor crying thinking, “I am falling to the floor crying,” but there’s an element of the ridiculous to it — you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you’re on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn’t paint it very well.

- Richard siken

#eventually something you love is going to be taken awayy

oozins

NOT EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE SOMETHING ELSE

snoppy

terriblysick

god I’m so fucking sorry to do this, but yesterday I tested positive for covid-19 (I am vaccinated, but I live in a state in which the delta variant is running virtually unchecked). I feel like I’ve been hit by a car. I cannot stay with my family at home, as my stepmother is immunocompromised, so I am quarantining in a hotel for the foreseeable future. They’ve dropped my nightly rate nearly 50% due to the circumstances, but I reckon I’ll still need about $450. I’m also trying to get the fuck out of my current living situation, as it’s a very hostile and abusive environment, and I mentally cannot handle being there any longer. on top of that, my mother might be leaving my stepfather, as well, so I will need to financially help her when she does get out of that situation — not to mention her exposure to me, and she’s unvaccinated … everything is happening all at once and I really need some help.

if anyone could spare literally anything, I would greatly appreciate it. I don’t have much artistic skill, but I could write a poem or something on a topic of your choice, or I could help anyone with homework, whatever you want. I’m very nervous about money atm since I won’t be working for 10-14 days.

v*nmo: covidnineteen

c*shapp: vodkarthur

p*ypal: ask for this, as it is under my legal given name, and I’m not comfortable putting that here.

please spread this if you can. thank you, I’m so sorry to have to ask this of anyone. best to you and yours ♥️

terriblysick

so, this is all going to cost … way more than I thought it would, and I had to order some groceries, since I’ll be here for a while. please reblog this post if you can, or tag bigger blogs who could reblog it to get more people to see it. I’m in a really, really bad spot here.

terriblysick

so. it looks like it’s going to be closer to around $650, and I’ll need to pay for food, and I am unable to work at this time (obviously), so I’m going to set the goal at like. $750-800? I don’t know. I fucking hate doing this I hate asking people for things I feel so awful but I cannot afford to not move out this winter, I have to get out of my house. I cannot live there any longer than that.

$15/$750

I’m so sorry I just don’t know what else to do if I’m missing this much work

terriblysick

apparently c*shapp fucked my shit up lmfao I’m trying to work it out with them now, for the time being use $vodkarthurs

$185/750 … thank you so much to everyone who has helped me out, I cannot adequately express how much I appreciate it