[nothingspecialjustasoul]

I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

It hurts when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were.

[wetheurban]

Not everyone is surrounded by family or celebration on the holidays. If you’re alone, I'm sending you love. May your solitude feel like softness, not isolation.

[louiegayasapilingngiba]

“Don’t tell me that I only care about myself. Because you have no idea how little I really do. You don’t understand how hard I’m trying to be as perfect as you want me to be. You don’t see how painful it is to feel like everything I do is disappointing you.”

— r.j (via xxrebekahx)

[thehopefulquotes]

“It’s sad isn’t it? I once thought worlds of you and now you’re just another lesson.”

— Beau Taplin, The Lesson

[starwarsgrl77]

A part of me is missing

[vexheart]

[louiegayasapilingngiba]

Wala ako mapagkwentuhan so dito na lang.

My boyfriend and I had a longgg argument / fight about sa isang guy. I saw him pano nya titigan ng matagal yung guy ( that guy actually describe his type), but sabi ko sige palagpasin. Then we went sa isang bar kase bday ng friend ko. And I watched him quietly and napansin ko talaga yung mga pasulyap sulyap nya. Yung mga paakbay nya at paghawak sa bewang.

Tinawag ko sya and sinabihan ko na wag ganon kase naiirita ako. Then sabi nya wala daw malisya and di na daw sya lalapit but he keeps going and goind. Tapos pag iinom yung guy binibigyan nya ng shot tas kami wala?? Haha.

So we argue habang pauwi sa grab and ang ending its my fault because nilalagyan ko malisya. Sabi ko i was jealous that night instead na ako dapat yun sa ibang guy mo ginagawa. Galing ako work mag 12 hours nako gising and parang wala syang pake dahil pre occupied sya. So be it. Sabi ko okay mali ko.

But this night. He had plans mag pop up with some new people he met on space sa twitter. Sabi okay tapos sabi nya wag na daw pala keso ganto ganyan. Edi okay pa din support lang ako. But late night he got invited don sa bahay nong guy na pinagseselosan ko. And guess what? He decided to go there. Like wtf? Seriously?

Di mo manlang naisip na kakaaway lang natin at dyan ka talaga pupunta but well, i am very people pleaser so I said okay have fun. But can you think about it why would you go somewhere na alam mong may issue pa. Fcking mindset!!

Ill be back & update this what will happen! Goodbye & thanks for listening when no one’s around to listen to me.

[louiegayasapilingngiba]

Quick update we broke up pala nong august 😆

[akosisuperpauie]

Condolence to you @/self.

[akosisuperpauie]

Condolence to you @/self.

[louiegayasapilingngiba]

Wala ako mapagkwentuhan so dito na lang.

My boyfriend and I had a longgg argument / fight about sa isang guy. I saw him pano nya titigan ng matagal yung guy ( that guy actually describe his type), but sabi ko sige palagpasin. Then we went sa isang bar kase bday ng friend ko. And I watched him quietly and napansin ko talaga yung mga pasulyap sulyap nya. Yung mga paakbay nya at paghawak sa bewang.

Tinawag ko sya and sinabihan ko na wag ganon kase naiirita ako. Then sabi nya wala daw malisya and di na daw sya lalapit but he keeps going and goind. Tapos pag iinom yung guy binibigyan nya ng shot tas kami wala?? Haha.

So we argue habang pauwi sa grab and ang ending its my fault because nilalagyan ko malisya. Sabi ko i was jealous that night instead na ako dapat yun sa ibang guy mo ginagawa. Galing ako work mag 12 hours nako gising and parang wala syang pake dahil pre occupied sya. So be it. Sabi ko okay mali ko.

But this night. He had plans mag pop up with some new people he met on space sa twitter. Sabi okay tapos sabi nya wag na daw pala keso ganto ganyan. Edi okay pa din support lang ako. But late night he got invited don sa bahay nong guy na pinagseselosan ko. And guess what? He decided to go there. Like wtf? Seriously?

Di mo manlang naisip na kakaaway lang natin at dyan ka talaga pupunta but well, i am very people pleaser so I said okay have fun. But can you think about it why would you go somewhere na alam mong may issue pa. Fcking mindset!!

Ill be back & update this what will happen! Goodbye & thanks for listening when no one’s around to listen to me.

[teenagecrush]

[surqrised]

“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

— Nikita Gill

[untamedunwanted]

“Learn to give people up before they hurt you beyond repair. Even if they tell you they will change. Even if they tell you that they love you. Just remember, love isn’t meant to be permanently damaging. Love is meant to aid your healing.”

— Nikita Gill

[perfectquote]

“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”

— Turcois Ominek

[louiegayasapilingngiba]

Feel ko 2024 is not for me. January palang dami ko na agad problema :). Esp financially need to pay some debt kase nalovebomb me after ng mga pabigay and help biglang sinisingil and tangina dami ko kayang expenses 🥲

[thehopefulquotes]

“Some days are tougher and all you can do is take a deep breath. But that’s okay, you are doing your best.”

— Unknown