Hello readers! To my chagrin, I realize we Authors Speak writers posted not one single post in the month of July. I, for one, didnāt realize Iād missed my day to post until it was long gone. Some of us were more on the ball than that, but just had a crazy calendar and didnāt make it. I hope this month is better, and Iām going to kick off August by posting on time. But⦠(isnāt there always a but?) because my calendar has gone crazy this month, Iām recycling. Donāt get me wrong! This post is completely right for the day!
As you may have realized, I like to talk about other authorsā books. A few years ago, on my sylvre.com blog, I did that by featuring ālessonsā at Gay Romance University. In 2014, I made a lesson about Anne Barwellās book, Shadowboxing, the first book in her World War II historical Echoes Rising series. Read on to revisit that day in class!
Why is this the right post to republish today?
Because today, the final book in the series has been launched at DSP Publications! Happy release day, Anne, and congrats on creating a series truly worth the read.
Okay, then! Letās go to school!
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(Get your textbook, and the rest of the series at this DSP Pubications link.)
here: Please take your seats people, we want to get startedā¦. Whatās that? Boxer shorts? Certainly theyāre allowedā¦. Yes, sir, briefs, certainly. Sure, speedos are not only allowed but encouraged. Be comfortable, but do pay attention in class.
Even though Kristopher Lehrerās last name means āteacher,ā as we examine the early pages of our textbook, Anne Barwellās novel Shadowboxing, it is Kristopher who is most in need of schooling. Oh, he is a learned man, itās trueāa physicist working on an important, possibly world-altering project. Unfortunately Very Important Projects often become the clouds where a scientistās head is most comfortable. Kristopherās attitude, as the novel opens, is reminiscent of the fearless forward motion of a horse with blinders.
To illustrate, consider this: Kristopherās friendāthe man that could have been his first true love if Kristopher had been honestāis Jewish, and in World War II Germany the yellow Star of David he must wear means that he is in danger every time he steps out in public. And, though David is a respected physician, he can no longer practice medicine for the same reason. Yet when Kristopher meets him for coffee he has no clue why his friend is upset, or scared. Read along in your text (or look over your neighborās shoulder if you havenāt yet picked up your text). We look at what happens when David challenges Kristopherās naivety, beginning on page eight.
āHave you any idea what kind of people you are working for?ā David spoke quietly, as always, but there was an underlying tone of fear in his voice that Kristopher didnāt remember hearing before. Davidās emotions were always controlled; it was something that Kristopher had envied. āHave you any idea of their real agenda?ā
Kristopher snatched his hand away, trying to ignore how fast his heart was beating. Why had David come to him? Surely he couldnāt have presumed to use the closeness theyād once had to further whatever agenda he had? āIām a scientist, David, trying to make the world a better place, just as you are. We are working for the advancement of science and for the good of the Fatherland.ā The last sentence came out sounding like the mantra it was. Any doubts that Kristopher had were always dealt with efficiently when he repeated those words. While he knew the potential danger of the device they were working on, the chances of anyone considering utilizing the catastrophic component of it were remote.
āYou always were naĆÆve, Lehrer.ā David raked a hand through his hair and replaced his glasses, adjusting them when they slipped down his nose. āWake up and take a look at whatās going on around you before itās too late.ā An edge of desperation and fear sharpened his voice as he lowered it to almost a whisper; it sounded as though he was talking about the end of the world.
āToo late? Too late for what?ā His earlier fears of being used vanished at Davidās tone. Kristopherās voice rose in pitch, all attempts of hiding his conflicting emotions lost as he tried to desperately work through his rapidly escalating confusion.
David shook his head, unwilling to say more, his eyes darting nervously around the small Kaffeehaus before his gaze settled on the man who had entered several minutes earlier. āI have to go. Iāve said too much already.ā
āWait!ā David was already halfway out the door before the word was out of Kristopherās mouth. He pushed his chair back, ready to follow his friend, then hesitated, suddenly unsure as to what had just happened.
A week later, dining at home with his sister Clara (whom he loves and depends on) and his father (with whom he has a strained relationship), he is shocked to hear that David has disappeared, and clueless as to why such a thing had happened. Whatās more, he is just as dumbfounded when Clara says (on page 11)ā¦
āPoor Kristopher.ā Clara rolled her eyes. āYouāre so involved in your work that you havenāt noticed whatās going on around you.ā There was no teasing in her voice now. Whatever this was about, it was something very serious. āItās because heās Jewish, of course.ā
⦠as he is when his father saysā¦
āThey are Jewish, Kristopher. What other reason is needed? Better that they are rounded up and sent somewhere more suited for their place in the scheme of things. We must not lose sight of the fact that the Jews are nothing more than parasites interested in taking control of the economy for themselves.ā
We, the readers can take our first lesson from this, and the downhill spiral of father-son relations that follow. Please take this down in your notebooks. It will be on the test:
The longer you keep your head stuck in the clouds of denial (about anything, really), the more it hurts to pull it out.
Our next unit of study follows Kristopher as he goes about his work the next day. The clouds around his head have been disturbed, but not quite dislodged. Feeling cranky and a little wooly due to a poor nightās sleep, he enters his bossās office when the boss is out, and rather clumsily knocks a pile of papers on the floor, and reads this sentence on one of them:
We look forward to putting these plans into reality. Such a device will ensure the continued success of the Fatherland during this war against our enemies.
Kristopherās head falls from the clouds with a mighty thud, which hurts and canāt be ignored even by a dreamy physicist.
Gott im himmel, as my very German mother would have said. Here Kristopher had been, believing he was working on nuclear fission for peaceful purposes, and suddenly he realized heād been living in a lollipop world.
For a number of minutes, our scientist is unable to think straight. He knows what he saw, but heās unsure of what he might do about it, or even how to keep from getting in trouble for standing in his bossās office with his pants down (figuratively of course, because that would be far too weird).
But a guard comes along, Obergefreiter (Sargent) Schmitz, and helps him organize his brain and move his body, thank goodness. Of course, at first, Kristoffer is afraid that Schmitz will actually contribute to his danger, but he soon realizes he was lucky the Obergefrieter came along. He leaves the office that day still waffling about what to do. Like most ordinary Germans of the day, he loves his country and has some significant blind spots about itāa phenomenon not unknown at any age of the world in just about any country, including all of those where readers of this blog might be living today. But you donāt become a leading physicist if you are slow-witted. Once Kristopherās sight is forcibly cleared, he cannot escape the truth about the leaders of the Nazi regime and what their intentions are.
After much soul-searching, presumably some hand-wringing, and a few horrid nightmares, Kristopher Lehrer confronts his boss⦠and is told in no uncertain way to mind his own business. The encounter goes from bad to worse. (You can read about this in home study, chapter three of the text.) When he is discovered in the room with his dead boss by the same Obergefreiter Schmitz, he figures his number is up.
Thank heaven for pleasant surprises, large and small. When Schmitz asks Kristopher if, as smart as he is, he can come up with no better plan than to threaten the guard with broken glass, hereās what happens (at the beginning of chapter four).
āMy plan? [ā¦] I donāt have a plan. [ā¦] Do you honestly think I would be standing here waving a piece of broken glass if I had a plan.ā
āGood point,ā Schmitz admitted.
[Text elided by blogger⦠er, I mean university professor Lou Sylvre. Kristopher says:]
āHave you come to hand me over to the Nazis?ā Whatever happened he didnāt intend to go easily.
The corner of Schmitzās mouth turned up in a half smile before he shook his head. āIām here to help you, Herr Dr. Lehrer.ā
āYou expect me to believe you?ā Kristopher wished the desk behind him would disappear into thin air, although it still wouldnāt be of much help as Schmitz was blocking the path to the only door. āI know youāve followed me for the past week.ā He noticed the slight look of surprise on Schmitzās face with a degree of satisfaction.
āYou need to trust me, Dr. Lehrer.ā
You may guess that Kristopher isnāt so sure thatās the best course of action, but like people everywhere when theyāre in danger and want to trust someone, he looks for a way to do so.
āGive me one good reason.ā
āThe Nazis will be here in, Schmitz said, consulting his watch, approximately ten minutes. Either you trust me, or you tell them what youāve just told me. I doubt they will believe your story.ā
His voice softened. āI do.ā
Now, students, you may have guessed that the Obergefreiter isnāt really the Obergefreiter. His real name is Michel, and heās not even German. And his interest in Kristopher, like Kristopherās trust of Michel, soon weaves into a whole new feeling. After negotiating much hell and highwater together, Michel soothes a startled, overwhelmed Kristopher in his own native tongue.
āA lāaise, Kit. Je suis ici⦠Ssh, tout est bien.ā
Yes, Michel is there and all is well for the moment. Thereās a whole lot more trouble to face, more evil to evade, more heroes to meetāall kinds, German, foreign, soldiers, everyday people. But Michel does whatever he needs to do to keep Kristopher alive. And since this is Gay Romance University, it isnāt giving away secrets to let you know, that once Michel has seen to the matter of Kristopherās continued existence, he gets the opportunity to use a little French term of endearment.
āItās all right, mon cher. I love you. Iām not letting you go.ā
That is the end of our lesson, today. If you are interested in learning more on the subject, click the cover image above for a link to the blurb and purchase links. (And while youāre there, check out the continuation of this beautiful story in book two of the Echoes of War series, Winter Duet.
I thank Anne Barwell, Kristopher, and Michel for the privilege of treating the serious story of one of the worldās most painful times with a bit of irreverence. Truthfully, the heroes in this story are a reflection of all the real life heroes on every side of that war and every other, especially the quiet ones not lauded in headlines. They all deserve our gratitude, and I take no such service or sacrifice lightly.
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