Find Your Rhythm

23/ Chinese/ UC Irvine/ Bay Area/Future M.D. "The reason we're doctors is because we have an innate desire to help people. And you need to have that desire because at the end of your second year, you won't see the light at the end of the tunnel. So it becomes about perseverance, and fortitude, and sacrifice."

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The moment when I’m deliriously humming “Party in the USA” through the peephole after being up for approximately 32.5 hours because I have no idea what to do with myself... 

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something that’s been egging on my thoughts lately

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Thousands of love quotes here!

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hm...

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Thousands of love quotes here!

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LOL my life at the moment...

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Decide that you want it more Than you are afraid of it.

Unknown (via purplebuddhaproject)

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You don’t always need a plan. Sometimes you just need to breathe, trust, let go, and see what happens.

Mandy Hale (via purplebuddhaproject)

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Don’t settle. Don’t finish crappy books. If you don’t like the menu, leave the restaurant. If you’re not on the right path, get off it.

Chris Brogan (via purplebuddhaproject)

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Current mood

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Can’t help but admire those kinds of people because I honestly don’t have the guts to be half like them

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Can't sleep

It’s been a while since I hung out with a good group of friends that I can be myself with. It’s been a while since I went on an adventure with my friends. It’s been a while since I even felt connected with friends. Or at least without feeling guilty of being a burden to them…

I’m not sure if I need to change my mindset or my environment but it’s been a while since I felt fulfilled or content with my life…I’m constantly feeling lonely, guilty, or angry and I honestly don’t know what to do sometimes. I try to shrug it off and focus on other things….but some days I just feel so unmotivated and uninspired. The things that used to bring me joy…just doesn’t cut it anymore. It just feels forced. I feel secluded. In my own box of misery and fear. I feel like my fears are getting the best of me and I feel too helpless to fight it. Which, is not like me all…I don’t feel like myself…and I’m getting scared. I’m scared of being stuck in this dark place until one day I’d reach rock bottom and I don’t know how to get out. I’m scared that I’ll stay down there forever. I’m scared that no one would come help me. I’m scared to be alone. I’m scared to rely on myself. I’m scared that maybe nobody really cares what I do with my life. I’m not sure how to be really happy anymore.

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