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i've paid my dues time after time i've done my sentence but committed no crime and bad mistakes i've made a few // penned by marisa

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Lucas x Black & White

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TEN - Tiger Inside Behind The Scenes

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taeyong for elle

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lvllcby‌:

the blonde had always been aware that the other was exposed to the substances when he worked. and while he wasn’t necessarily opposed to alex indulging in them every once in a while he wasn’t the biggest fan of him participating while he was working. maybe it was the fact that he couldn’t be there to protect him when he made himself vulnerable or just the fact that he was leaving himself in that position in the first place. when he answered the male’s call he knew almost immediately that he wasn’t sober. but he wasn’t about to leave him stranded either.

“when are you done?” he replied with a question. shifting his position in his office chair as he waited to hear the answer. wanting to make sure he’d be waiting outside for him when he got off of work. “or are you off already?”

     it wasn’t something smart of the blonde. people were already looking to take advantage of him, and usually drugs didn’t help with his judgement. most times it was just fun though, a way to help get him through the shift. anyways, now he had frankie to come help him after and no one would mess with him when he was around. or they’d be sorry, alex was sure of it. 

     “i’m done in...” alex stared at the bathroom stall, as if expecting to find the time written on it so he could tell when he was going to get off. he squinted at some writing on it. someone’s phone number, not the time. a giggle left his lips. “hey, this number on the wall says to call for a good time. you think i should call?” he found it way funnier than he should, laughing and resting his head against the door. “oh. i get off in like... a half an hour. are you going to pick me up baby? i want to see you.” his voice was a bit whiny towards the end, hoping it could get frankie to agree to it. “if you don’t ‘m gonna call that number... and we’re going to have a great time..”

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lvllcby‌:

“no!” kaden’s eyes widened as the other had responded with that. “that would only leave everyone staring at you for all of the wrong reasons.” he laughed awkwardly. kaden would never admit that he was the jealous type, but he was definitely the jealous type. especially now that he actually had the other to himself. “you always look perfect, no matter what you wear.” the male smirked as he leaned against the door frame. the male wasn’t as close to being fashionable as the other was. more than fine with just throwing something on rather than things having to be a hundred percent coordinated. though he was decent enough not to just throw anything on like some guys would. “it can be your outfit when we get home okay?” he teased with a smirk. “and yes i want to go out, i want everyone to know that your mine. us staying in isn’t going to do anything.”

     a small smirk settled on minho’s lips as the other objected pretty quickly at the suggestion. of course he was just kidding, but it was cute to see kaden wide eyed over that. “you’re cute,” was all he said in response to it, going to reach out and run his fingers under kaden’s chin, puckering his lips at him for a second before he was going to finish up with his outfit. he looked in the mirror again and just made sure everything was in place. his earrings, his hair, the shirt he just put on. “i can’t wait,” he beamed as he went over to get closer to kaden. he pressed himself against him, hand resting on his chest as he leaned in to kiss him slowly, teeth playfully nipping at his bottom lip. “you’re right. everyone’s going to know i’m yours and only yours,” he hummed, hand reaching down to slap the side of kaden’s ass lightly. “now come on, let’s go.” 

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clairdclunc‌:

Alex was not happy with what Kibum had to say, but he probably knew that Kibum wasn’t meaning it in a bad way. They were friends for so long that Kibum wasn’t afraid of the other man being mad at him for telling the truth. ❝ Even tired you are still handsome, Alex. Don’t worry too much about that. Also, I think a Panda is super cute. ❞ Yet, Kibum couldn’t hold back his laughter when Alex really covered his face with a mask.

Slowly, Kibum made his way over to the door so they could walk out together. With this mask, Kibum had a little bit of a harder time to find out if Alex was still feeling okay, but he decided to trust his friend on that for now. ❝ It really wasn’t easy to carry you, but not because of your weight but because you always fell to the side. I’m not as weak as I look and you are…pretty lightweight. You probably weight less than I do. ❞ Kibum winked at his friend before they stepped outside in the cold. ❝ But tell me about your day. Have you done something else besides practicing? ❞

     “pandas are cute but when  you’re saying that it’s because of my eye bags, it’s not a true compliment, kibum,” alex said with a little chuckle, smiling behind his mask when kibum called him handsome nonetheless. “if you were a animal, i’d say you would be... hm. you kind of look like a panda too sometimes. or like a little kitty or something,” alex said, wanting to stay off the topic of his tiredness. 

     “i must’ve been real gone. usually i keep some of my balance,” alex laughed, going to lean against kibum as the walked as he remembered. it was easier to get rid of the stress from practicing and thinking about dancing when he could just get his mind off of it. kibum did a good job getting him away from it. “i was here pretty much all day. but i guess the most interesting thing was that this guy kept calling me and calling me. we met once and it’s like he’s obsessed.” the blonde scoffed. “what about you? what have you been up to?” 

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     it wasn’t often that alex indulged in party favors while working. sometimes it was nice to have that little extra something to get him through his shift. a quick little pill to make it go by much faster and also seem more fun than it was, he was feeling pretty good by the time the end of his shift was nearing. it wasn’t as intense as it was at the beginning of his time dancing, leaving a nice buzzing feeling all over the place and his head to be swimming just enough that he knew he couldn’t drive home. maybe he would, if he didn’t feel like having frankie’s company. 

     it was about thirty minutes until he was done, and he was sneaking off to the bathroom to call frankie. “baby,” he purred over the phone when the other picked up. “you should come pick me up from work.” it was obvious by his tone that he wasn’t sober, but he wasn’t revealing that fact right away. he was just leaning up against the bathroom stall, waiting for someone to come and yell at him for not being out there. 

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and now since i have the other blog up, i think it’s time to purge some of my charas here. i’ll still be replying to threads i have right now even if i moved the charas over there or got rid of them on my muse page. just want to clean it out and start putting muses i have more muse for on here. 

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i am done with bios !! hallelujah. two of them aren’t completely done and some are a bit blah, but they are there. which meaaannnnnnnsssss… i’m going to be writing here now. going to pop around the indie tags and reply to things and tomorrow i will probably post a few starters / starter calls. 

in the meantime, if anyone wants to plot something, just send me a message and i will be around ! 

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lvllcby‌:

“maybe i do, what are you going to do about it?” he retorts in a flirty tone as he leans his shoulder against the door frame to his room. like that wasn’t already a known fact that he liked what he saw. but that was exactly it. this was their first time to go out as an actual couple. there was no chance of wither of them taking someone home. besides what that meant was that they’d be taking each other home. and god kaden definitely could admit that he was looking forward to that moment too. but first he wanted to show the male off as his boyfriend to the world. “maybe both, guess you’ll have to figure it out.” he teased the other. “no, i actually like the blue. but please get dressed so we can go.”

     “perhaps i should go shirtless then. get rid of the options all together,” the blonde smiled, watching him as he went to pull the shirt on slowly. he couldn’t wait to be shown off and show off as well. to go to their usual spot and show off that they were together. no more dancing with others, they had each other all to themselves. he tilted his head back with laughter as the other basically begged him to get ready. “i’m sorry, i’m just trying to look perfect. and it was a close tie between these too. blue looks nice though. goes with my earrings,” he said as he brushed his fingers over his ear, which had a few silver earrings in it. “though nothing is truly the outfit that looks the most stunning on me. sadly, that’s just not possible for our date since you insist we go out,” he teased. kaden knew he wanted to go out just as much as he did. 

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lvllcby‌:

kaden had expected the answer that he had gotten from the other. minho had always been slow when it came to getting ready to go out. that had been a thing for a long time. and yet there he stood watching a shirtless minho walk over to his bed to pick up the two shirts he had in mind. a slight smirk appearing over his lips as he really studied the other’s bare chest. sure he’s seen the other in a hell of a lot less. but that didn’t mean that he didn’t like getting to see him like this as the person that he could actually touch. perhaps tease a little. and while he would in that moment, he’s been looking forward to taking him out on their date as an actual couple. not just best friends hanging out. “the blue.” he smiled as he answered the question. 

     minho did take forever to get ready, it wasn’t in his genes to really be on time with anything. he was late to work a lot and he liked doing web camming because he could start it whenever he wanted. “like what you see?” minho chuckled as he saw the smirk that kaden wore as he got greeted with his bare chest. he’d certainly let kaden do whatever he wanted to him at the moment, but he was also looking forward to going out as a couple rather than just friends. no more trying to be each other’s wingman and hating it the whole time. “are you saying that because you like it better or because you want me to hurry up and get dressed?” minho asked teasingly, grabbing the shirt and inspecting it some more to see if he actually liked it himself. 

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lvllcby‌:

@lovctalk​ ( minho )

steps into dating completely off when it came to the two of them. given the fact that minho was his best friend. but on top of that there was the fact that they lived together already. but that didn’t mean that kaden wasn’t about try and take everything the way that he should. it had been years since he had fallen for his best friend. and years of hiding it from himself and everyone else. now he was finally able to take him out and treat him the way that he always wanted to treat him. so tonight was the first chance that he had to take minho on a proper date. “are you ready?” he asks softly while knocking on the other’s door.

     things shouldn’t feel so different because they put the word date on going out this night, but to minho it did. they’ve spent so much of their lives together, hanging out at home or going out to do things. the only difference now was that they could suck each others faces whenever they felt like it. and oh how minho has been taking advantage of that. sure they’ve been doing things a little backwards and minho has been kicking himself every day for not taking his shot sooner, but they were fine. they were together now and that’s all that mattered. “no!” minho said from behind the door, standing shirtless in front of his mirror as he inspected himself. he went to open the door, not caring if kaden sees him like this because he’s definitely seen him in less. “what color do you like better on me, white or blue?” minho asked, going to grab two shirts that were on his bed and holding him. 

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muse: *breathes near someone they may get along with*

other rper: y’know i think they could maybe sorta be kinda cute toge-

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i’m almost done writing bios for my muses. so here’s a little reminder that i have a new indie for mutant characters that i’m super excited to be writing on. if any of you would like to follow, you can find it @mvtantstalk !!

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