Keep Strong, Keep Dreaming

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

“I am already hurt. I need someone to protect me Not to hurt me even more.”

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[diaryofaborderlineman]

“I’ve realized a lot of things. I’ve realized I’ll never be enough.”

(4:09am)

[xoku]

[hellishbpd]

you know how when your nose gets stuffy and you can’t remember what it was like before it was stuffed and it feels like it’ll last forever??? that’s what it’s like to have borderline personality disorder except it’s with anything in general like emotions, life situations, events etc.

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

“I want to scream I want to cry I want to hurt myself I want to throw up I want to let everyone know in how much pain I am But most of all, I want all of this drama to end.”

— I’m tired

[madelinebpd]

The emotional pain associated with having BPD is honestly one of the worst things. Anyone without BPD will never understand what it’s like to feel emotional pain so intensely that it completely consumes and overwhelmes you to the point where you even begin to physically feel it as well.

[bpdcult]

*scrolls through bpd tag & reblogs 20 posts in a row bc they were relatable*

*comes across unrelatable bpd post* am i faking it

[cherryangel-bpd-blog]

missing the person who hurt u the most is one of the worst feelings like u abandoned me why do i miss u n want the best for u???

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

Me: I feel sad.

Also me: I should listen to some very sad songs so I can be sad with background music.

[bpdminds]

Someone: why are you always so clingy?? 

Me: 

[lvcoffin]

y'all are like ‘yeah I support mental illness’ until someone with bpd starts showing signs then  suddenly they’re an attention seeking manipulative crazy whore 

[artisticbreath]

It’s BPD Awareness Month. Show your support.

[drinkt0forget-deactivated202303]

bpd is like… oh you say you love me? no, you don’t, you fucking liar. where’s the evidence?

bpd is like… oh you cause me pain and make me feel unloved? I fucking love you so much. I will try so hard to get your attention and I’ll never get it.

bpd is like… you haven’t replied to me within five minutes. who is the whore? are you leaving me? oh god, anxiety attack.

bpd is like… holy shit, I’m so hot. Oh, nope, there’s the ugly. Oh wait, I’m hot again.

bpd is like… I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Oh, a little inconvenience? Now I hate you and you’re trash.

bpd is like… Oh, you cancelled plans because you had something important? bull shit, you hate me. Your love for me has faded. all of a sudden I feel like dying.

bpd is like… oh gosh, my heart is breaking. time to throw everything and cry uncontrollably.

bpd is like… I’m doing all this stuff I usually have fun with, but I’m so bored. No matter what, I’m bored. Empty, too.

bpd is like… I wanted to do this, but all of a sudden my goals have changed. I don’t even know who I am. they like that, so I guess I like it now. I don’t know what I like.

bpd is like… I did something really embarrassing three years ago. They probably remember It so vividly and think I’m stupid. I’m embarrassed all over again.

bpd is like… gosh, I’m going to do this so they give me attention. I’m so manipulative but I need that love and attention so bad.

[zidlijan-deactivated20161209]

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[urada]