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[lovekaebie]

Ba't mas excited pa ako sa birthday nya bukas? Hehe

[lovekaebie]

Sunflower with perpetual life. Hehe. You worry too much that the fresh sunflowers will dry easily, so here's a sunflower that won't wither.

[lovekaebie]

Minsanang bagsak yung sakit para minsanan din yung pagmomove on, diba. :)

[lovekaebie]

Nakaka-anxious naman. Ang hirap palang umasa sa wala ano? Pinaghirapan ko ng dalawang taon, ibibigay lang sa iba. Sabagay, sino nga ba naman ako di 'ba? Decision pa rin naman nila masusunod.

I am thinking now to leave. Maghahanap ng bagong work kung saan naman ay ma-aappreciate ako. Hindi dito. :)

[pilingeranginhinyera]

“I want to leave, I’ll probably stay another year. It’s hard to leave when absolutely nothing’s clear.”

— Lana Del Rey (via quotefeeling)

[lovekaebie]

Will stay a bit longer before leaving. Para hindi naman nila sabihin na bitter ako. HAHA. Pero srsly, I was expecting din naman na ibibigay sakin. Pero kung hindi, ano magagawa natin? Management's prerogative garud. HAHA. Why do I sound so duper bitter, ano?

[lovekaebie]

I am getting anxious now over things I cannot control. I thought I was ready for this until it is now happening. Totoo nga yung sabi nila, you can't be ready over things which are about to happen despite the preparations you have made. Ang hirap talaga. Ito na naman iisipin ko ng matagal. And kailan ba ako makakamove on dito? Or will I ever be?

[lovekaebie]

I just wanna be occupied with things na hindi related sayo. Hays

[jezawitha-z]

Gusto ko umalis, magpaka layo sandali.

[lovekaebie]

Panatag ako kapag okay ka.

[lovekaebie]

I just love listening to your kwentos after a very tiring day. ☺️

[ex-masbitterpasakape]

most of the time, we see ”blessings” in the form of money, good health, healthy connections, good career and happy relationships, but then i realized, sometimes blessings is in disguise; coated in the form of cut connections, missed opportunities, pain and sometimes sufferings, but after that, we can see the goodness of it, that sometimes God allows you to suffer from things that aren’t meant for you. 𝙏𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨.

[ladycordis-deactivated20240208]

yes, your insecurities are genuine— but don’t believe everything you think. Be aware of where exactly they are coming from, and you might start to take parts of that critical internal dialogue less seriously. You’re much too hard on yourself: how others perceive you is probably entirely different from how you perceive yourself. Be kind to yourself; you’re allowed to love and care for yourself before you’ve “fixed” everything. Let yourself be at peace. I love you.

[lovekaebie]

I dunno pero I still find comfort here sa Tumblr. :)

[lovekaebie]

How hard it is seeing you hurt

[lovekaebie]

I dunno. This is the first time na mag-first move ako. Napakabago sa akin. Pero shete, gustong-gusto ko talaga siya.

[philosophybits]

“Remember that we sometimes demand explanations for the sake not of their content, but of their form. Our requirement is an architectural one; the explanation a kind of sham corbel that supports nothing.”

— Ludwig Wittgenstein, Philosophical Investigations

[lovekaebie]

Akala ko hindi ko kaya. Akala ko araw-araw kakailanganin ko yung presensya mo. Hindi pala. Kaya ko pala. Kaya ko pala na hindi kita makausap. Kaya ko pala na wala ka :)