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Day 3

等待他从电脑室里走出来。每一次向后望又转回头的那一刻, 我的心扑通扑通地狂跳起来。现在回想起来, 那时的我真的好像花痴。坐在我后面的同学们应该会觉得我疯了吧, 哪有人会一直不停地往后望啊。走到佳慧旁边站着的时候, 我好像看到他望了过来。不知道他有没有看到我呢? 当他们走出来的时候, 我特地转过头,让他轻轻地拍我肩膀然后温柔地叫我的名字。结果他们竟然没看到我们, 就这样擦身而过了。我愣了。不久后, william打给我。他问我在哪里, 我告诉他我们刚刚就在你们面前。在等他们的同时, 我开了whatsapp.原来国伟有问我在哪儿。唉, 机会没了。他们走到我面前的那一刻, 心里有点暖暖的。如果未来他会像现在一样担心我就好了。我们走出图书馆后, 他建议我们先暂时不要见面, 毕竟其他人是我们的组员。虽然他们什么都没说, 但他们还是有在听我们说什么。那是的我冷静的想了想, 他说得对。我在坚持下去的话, 可能会闹翻的。所以我说我们一起陪william吃饭。走到餐厅后, 他说他没事做, 想回去了。就这样缓缓地离开了我的视线。我原本以为他会一起陪我们, 这样我可以看着他久一点, 没想到…william吃饱后就找他朋友去了。那时的我后悔了。为什么要陪他吃饭啊? 这样从那里走到课室根本就是多余的嘛。没办法,谁叫我想多看他几眼。可是, 今天我突然觉得,他好像没那么帅了…

Hey now baby boy... #just #wanna #amber #ft #henry #nam

Day 2

今天他又没来上课。他到底怎么了? 是不是和吉兰丹的朋友们一起回去了, 还是刻意不来学校的。老实说,我还是没办法放下我对他的喜欢,即便Sharon说他看起来很有钱, 很花心, 但我还是没办法克制我对他的喜欢。我想,我真的爱上他了。为了让他的出席率能保持在80%以内, 我趁没人注意时偷偷地在他的名字栏里签了名。当名单被传下去后, 我的心脏跳得好快好快。从小学到现在, 我从来没做过犯校规的事。但今天却为了他而违规了。真希望他没事。上完所有课后, 回到房间时看见四个女生坐在房间里, 吓到我了。倩琪走后, 她们仨谈起了男生, 当然国伟肯定是逃不掉的。吃饱后, 我到公寓去找了佳慧。当我提起国伟时, 她的眼睛是发亮的, 并很期待我说关于她们说了他什么。看来他真的喜欢他,。可是从她和一位叫Wayne的男生的谈话方式来推断, 他应该是他的男朋友吧。算了吧,现在的我还是把心思花在书上吧, 至于谈恋爱, 还是等以后再说吧...

My feeling about HIM...

WHAT??? He’s not coming for the class? Seriously? NO!!! Wait a minute. Why I worry about him so much? What am I thinking? You’re not suppose to fall in love with him.Sharon had already told you that maybe he had fell in love with another girl. And she also said that Jia Hwei likes him. I was totally shocked by her words. While waiting for the phone to trickle, I thought back of her actions. Sharon said that Jia Hwei was talking with a soft voice when talking to him. And I realised that she was trying her best to sit beside him and she did it. Maybe Sinni had already known that she likes him, so she wanted me to sit at the side of the rows of chairs. Furthermore, she told me that he was nice-looking. I was shocked as she had the same feeling with me. And yesterday she just said that the reason why she usually wears long pants BUT TODAY she wear shorts !!! Maybe she wants to attract his attention to her or maybe she just wants to change her outfit. Through these actions I can tell myself that : SHE LIKES HIM. If I keep on liking him, I think our friendship will be ended in a owful way because of him. Just like the drama “Marry me, or Not”. Both Huan Zhen and Sheng Nan’s sister-ship broke out just because of Jiang Qian Yao. I don’t want this thing happens in my life as it’s hard to find a friend but I still cannot control myself liking him. If she really really likes him, then I will try my best to forget and brush away my admiration to him so that our friendship can last longer. I'm really complicated right now but I must keep on telling myself the aim and purpose I come to this university. And that is to WORK HARD AND EARN FULL SCHOLARSHIP TO DECREASE MY FATHER’S EXPENDITURE !!! I guess I must try to let it go so that I can stay focus in class and study, but I will not forget the time when she touched my bag and stood beside me and asked that do I like hamsters when I was watching those cutties in the pet shop. That I kept on thinking that does he wants to buy them as my birthday gift? Or he was just asking...

#cheng #koh #wei