beyond repair

To live, would be an awfully big adventure TRIGGER WARNING I’m not encouraging eating disorders or unhealthy lifestyles, this blog is only for myself, please look away

[lynn-i3]

High Grades, Low Bmi

[running-from-monsters]

Types of anas

Dainty:fasts a lot, amazing skin care routine, great at makeup, dresses like a model, light airy touches, song bird voices.

Chaos:fasts randomly, eats junk food all the time, sleeps a lot, always wears a sweatshirt or hoodies, anxiety.

Okay:fasts for healthy amounts of time, lives off green tea, eats lots of fruit, no one suspects they have anorexia, is sassy, always cold.

Bitch: needs to calm down, always panicky, skeleton or still at starting weight, binges and purges continuously, is close to dying, aggressive.

[dieyetculture]

I think we all signed up for this thinking we’d be the dainty one but then actually turning out as an okay chaotic bitch

[silkymacadamianut]

I’m just chaos lmao

[butwhydoidothistomyself]

I’m literally just straight up Chaos asf lmao

[lovelynightmare]

omg straight chaos

[bakus-do-kieszonki]

my heart is full of you

[thicc-highnesss]

When I said I like it rough I meant sex not my whole life ffs

[princess--24-deactivated2021122]

Getting horny from making someone else horny is so much more fun.

[thepartsyoullneversee]

Shoutout to Tumblr for giving lonely people a space to feel less lonely without actually having to talk to anyone

[fortheloveofallthingsskinni]

Some people are anorexic because they were traumatized and it feels like a way to control something.

Some people are anorexic because it’s a form of self harm. 

Some people are anorexic because one day they looked at the thinspo tag, got sucked, and couldn’t stop. 

Some people are anorexic because they were impatient with their weight loss. 

Some people are anorexic because their weight loss started out healthy and then it spiraled downwards. 

Some people are anorexic because they had fatphobe parents/partners. 

No matter why someone is anorexic, they are valid and they are struggling. Respect your fellow anorexics goddamnit. 

Edit: This post has gotten a lot of notes, and I just want to say that I really truly feel for you. I’ve gotten some responses, some reblogs, that absolutely horrify me. My dm’s are always open if you need to talk to me, as well as my discord (maethespacepancake#2582). 

[lovelynightmare]

ive been stuck on 60kg FOR A MONTH bc my bf keeps pulling the ”ill only eat if u eat” card and i love him for it but fuck im so stressed

[monokoh]

me: *talks* wait am i annoying

me: *doesnt talk* wait am i boring

[toadallybpd]

My emotions include:

• vibing

• not fucking vibing at ALL

[pglang]

when u start smiling at their texts ure fucked

[iloveycu]

“you’re so sweet!” thank you i have abandonment issues

[spanish-mami-deactivated2019091]

I’m actually really insecure. I feel like I’m always gonna fuck things up or people will lose interest in me cause I’m too clingy or too passionate or too much of some other trait that bothers them

[thin-tings]

It’s gross, but some sick part of me enjoys the fact that my mental health is so messed up. Some sick part of me that’s like yes, I hope this gets worse, it’s not that bad, I hope this gets worse, I deserve to get worse.

I deserve to get worse.

[butwhydoidothistomyself]

*hears noises at night*: well this is it this is the end for me I had a good life

*gets shampoo in my eyes*: I guess I'm blind now how am I ever going to see my first born child

*heart is beating fast*: I think I am having a heart attack is this what cardiac arrest is

*a cop walks by*: here I go about to get arrested I probably murdered someone

*taking a test*: don't take your eyes off of this paper you will get caught cheating and get kicked out of school and amount to nothing

*gets a sunburn*: great now I have skin cancer how will I tell my parents

*tripping over something*: I guess my leg will have to be amputated why did this happen to me

[odumb-deactivated20220303]

till deactivation do us part

[theskinnygemini]