toadallybpd

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[toadallybpd]

a lil about me because it's been FOREVER

i'm hailey! i'm 23 (24 in april 2024). i'm bisexual 💖 i moved from wisconsin to arizona in october of 2022 and i LOVE it out here. best life decision i ever made tbh im so much happier and healthier. i'm a taurus sun, sag moon, cancer rising. i have a mental health tiktok! it is the same username as my tumblr and it's also linked in my bio :)

current dx: bpd, bipolar 1, ptsd, anxiety, atypical ed (this one is going away and isn't as bad of an issue anymore but it's still there)

current meds: effexor only! my holy grail 🥰 i was on zyprexa but quit it about 3 months ago because i started hating it. i am currently being monitored so if i show signs of a manic episode i will go right back on it.

if anyone has any questions please send an ask or message me! i'm an open book i don't mind 💖

[softyin]

me, brain damaged through years of taking antipsychotics:

[perfectlyunknownn]

how to distract yourself when all you want to do is rot

[vilea777]

“your room is a reflection of your mind”

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

congratulations on getting through the day even if it was really, really hard. you’re doing great.

[succubusboyfriend]

beautiful british women named Battery Low are trying to contact me through my noise cancelling headphones

[autumnstrzs-deactivated20240430]

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

how other bitches in the psych ward look at you when you're having a mental breakdown as if they're not in the psych ward too

[br0kendalias]

bruh boredom. literally makes me want to rip my skin open.

[feralkitten420]

"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

in bed absolutely fucked up on pillow and blanky

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

childhood trauma has you thinking shit as an adult like "it's so cool I can eat food right now"

[wiisagi-maiingan]

You are allowed to exist alone in public btw. You're allowed to go to the movies alone and go out to eat alone and hang out in a park alone and go for a walk alone and whatever else. It isn't weird or creepy, it doesn't make you lonely or a loser or whatever. You are allowed to just exist as yourself.

[wetchickenbreast]

where are the jobs for useless people who can't handle anything at all

[throathole]

I hate how when you add ANY amount of new liquid to a boiling pot it immediately goes dead silent like…. Oh. You’re here 😐. The water molecules looking at you like

[toadallybpd]

just for once i would like an irl friend that doesn't start blaming everything on me just because i have severe mental health issues.

[toadallybpd]

feeling alone again🤨

are u saying you are feeling alone again or? idk the emoji is throwing me off 😭💀 but if you are feeling alone im sorry :( u can talk to me. i suck at replying sometimes but i'm here :)