HALLO I'M BACK SERIOUSLY THIS TIME I will probably make a change to this series aka I won't do a chapter every day probably. but I still want to continue regardless!!
so, ch 36...WAIT IT'S A NEW VOLUME!!
volume 6!! I'm pretty sure this is the masa and bun focused one, I'm pretty excited :)
I'm so happy he received the sachi letters, and is as well, look at his smile! Theyre so adorable.
But masa still wanting to see him is so sweet. Now I'm thinking about something, and it's still about masas fiance because it's still crazy it wasn't brought up ever again. I'm wondering if bun ever knew her. I have this headcanon that sometimes, when bun has those flashbacks about masa at this current point in the story, he thinks about her too and how even if they split + masas personality issue, you could tell he was still very kind towards her. Obviously bun doesn't have an entirely good opinion on masa yet, I think his thoughts rn are conflicting and mostly conditioned by his role in the family.
This is interesting to me because yes while this is about bun, I've spoken several times about how poetic I think masa is, especially when he talks about other people. In general he expresses himself in a very fascinating way. I think he wouldve been such a good poet if he had the chance to.
Interesting how ume caught on. It does make sense I mean, yaichi does work him extremely hard and I'd argue his job is one of the most dangerous ones that requires a very precise skill set. matsu must really feel the need to do this if he keeps doing it regardless of the hard work.
I also love that when ume says "something in you" masas eyes open up, as if he were thinking "Huh..I do too, matsu" which leads to this tangent because I want to talk about them more.
I have to talk about more masa and matsu parallels because I always do, and now it's about their jobs. Both masa and matsu have to work with other people, matsu with his business personality and masa faking being a bodyguard when they're doing gang jobs. However masa ALWAYS works with others, while matsu doesn't. when they're doing gang jobs he always relays information to yaichi specifically and then works in the shadows all by himself. Which I think nods to his fairly quiet personality especially present at the start of the manga.
however matsu does open up and tries to be less. passive I guess? around yaichi, LIKE masa and BECAUSE of masa.
matsumasa are so intertwined you can't separate them when talking about hofl relationships.
I think he reason why yaichi is saying this now is to push masa (and maybe ume too) away from wanting to be with him, either because at this point of the story yaichi is being forced to remember his past and this is a form of self loathing ("I was a terrible person in the past who killed many people so the fact that these people love me so much makes no sense so I'm going to try and cut their love")
orrr because he could connect the fact that matsu is acting like that towards yaichi because he found inspiration from masa and now he wants to get rid of the source of this inspiration because he's sick of it all.
Either or, before it was always other characters warning masa to not pry into yaichis life, pointlessly driving him away while he insisted he wanted to get closer to him. Yet I don't think this is too useful as masa has already grasped some things about yaichis life purely from clues, like he's piecing a puzzle together.
(Image limit hit me he was talking about bakuro but I preferred putting tachibanas reaction)
MASA NO. MASA WHAT THE FUCK DON'T SAY THAT IN PUBLIC. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT 😭😭
This is funny because I always associate the cat with masa, because of the big eyes and the fact that theyre always together. And masa changed a lot throughout the story, he has grown so much..