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20 | they/she/he | MINORS DNI

[loversterra]

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20 yr old tme asexual dyke freak ♡ femme4anything

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boundaries & things:

most of my darker kinks will stay in drafts but anything i see as being controversial/possibly triggering i'll tag as straightforwardly as possible.

if i rb smth from you that you don't want rbed, DM me. otherwise, do not DM me.

i don't care what you think about my sexuality. i don't care what you think about my gender. i don't care what you think about my kinks. i don't care i don't care i don't care. if ever uncertain err on the side of leaving me alone

do not follow if you don't identify as queer. i'm leaving this open to good-faith interpretation-- regardless of yr gender, if u do not identify as queer leave me alone

MINORS DNI.

if you're my IRL friend i cant stop u from checking this blog but this is where i post about what makes my dick hard so i feel like youre just not going to want to follow lol

uhh i'll add to this if i want and ill post to let ppl know lol

again: MINORS & NON-QUEER FOLKS DNI. EVEN IF WE ARE MUTUALS. PLEASE DNI.

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Just asked my butch if she'd be down to fuck next sem and she said yes and i replied thank God bc genuinely THANK GOD

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these past few days has been the most ive wanteed to fuck someone in really my entire life i NEED a masochistic (i'm flexible on the masochism part) service top willing to do 97% of the work while im mean to them more than like actually anything

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it's ALWAYS me hand on my clit trying to make something happen when every single member of my family decides that they need to contact me about something emotionally significant and or urgent . AND im jerking off to like daughter daddy too Because what else do i have going on in my life so i do NOT need to be icked out by actual human beings i am related to talking to me GROSS!!!!!!

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partying w IBS is not lit also like the party situation is so crazy it’s been months since i smoked or drank or smoked weed specifically and ive just been hitting thatttt for pain relief and also to deal w BPD. Also another bad thing about traveling zero time to jack off ever and def will get period when im back home to #immad. Lesbian fisting thoughts AWAIT ME I will think of u again someday….. Do u guys fw my 18+ blog or what

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Things are happening to me but we just can’t get into it rn

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18+ blog but not sexy just TMI but i needed to post not on main

I’ve been w my friends all day and i’ve needed to shit So Bad and it hasn’t happened and now i’m crossfaded + two cigs deep and i still can’t poop and it hurts but I might just give up and sleep so i don’t get sad It’s cruel to me

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maybe getting bluesky is worth it i wanna see awesome furry porn like come onnnnn

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for many reasons one being my own weakness in willpower i am not really into masturbating when i am on my period which fucking blowssss because i have a few days left til i can ditch the pads and get back to my jerking off lifestyle but i am horny NOW!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER.

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Sorry if you guys followed me for actual porn I really thought I would rb stuff on here but then I got extremely scared so now youre just kind of hearing me talk in a very candid tone about my non existent sex life. We are all friends together

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Also to the loyal nine followers of the porn account you'll be happy to know that the situation with the guy is going like really amazingly good However we did NOT resolve the issue of him calling me his princess which obviously turns me on as a secondary element and we are not like in a sexual relationship like that. like he knows i am sexually attracted to him and i know that he isn't but neither of us care. However like very attractive guy who i care about a lot calling me his princess and listening to every bossy thing i text him Do we sort of see the problem that's unfolding in my pussy

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being a disabled pillow princess who is also a virgin is so fucking funny b/c i exclusively get off to the most depraved problematic sexual fantasies like bare minimum there has to be overstim a cnc element crying way too much being inserted Etc etc but realistically it would be a miracle if i could come twice in one go and i don't even know if i could get a normal sized toy in me. So like we're just playing games for nothing here

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took hot bath and masturbated in order to get endorphins/help w my abdomen pain (WIN) but then because i took hot bath and masturbated now my vision is a little blurry and im a little off balance bc my blood pressure is off (LOSS)

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i alr had a headache and i have a meeting in 15 min but i was just jerking off real fast (thinking abt overstimulation cnc What else is new) and i forget that i'm fucking disabled and have issues with my blood pressure sometimes because immediately after jerking off when i was laying down i decided to stand up very fast to wash off my hands and now my headache is a million times worse and my vision is a little blurry 😭

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disorganized attachment but amazing tits for a flat girl so you should still let me hit

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not sure if there's a coherent genre of person who jerks off while having american psycho in the background not because i am sexually attracted to anything in the movie but because it's the most straightforward set of distractions i could think of but i guess OCD breakdowns will take you places that nobody would ever go with a gun

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woke up at 7:30am rubbed one out and went back to bed. dont think i even had a particulary arousing dream like i didnt wake up That horny i just did that. so thats like crazy i guess