No Social Media Day one:
So my social media break today has been interesting I had a mental day wasn’t very good mental day but it was a mental day I’ll just trying to get my thoughts together and can’t understand what I wanna do in my life and myself in year 39. I have to make a decision on relationships that I currently have and relationships that will no longer benefit my mental stability. It’s kind of hard because a lot of people in my life they’re there and I feel like I need them however I can’t keep doing what I’m doing as far as mental issue thinking about what I’m not doing as a friend or person what I have done to them as a friend or a person if I have done anything at all is really emotionally taxing two-point now we are you know I have that to a place where my mental health is kind of failing because of this I really don’t know what to do honestly all time considered talk to my therapist even more had also even consider maybe check it myself into a place to get my life together for a period of time but then I’m thinking about that. What would my children think? I would love to know that it would help so I guess I’m trying to figure out what I need to say that I’m going to be off social media I need to figure something out because I can’t seem to go on like this.