Summer Fox

I do me here.... mostly posting stuff for babe and when I say "her" it means her 😇🤗😍

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

When you feel like you are being replaced, do know that you ALREADY are. Even if it means 1 to 10 or 10 to 1

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

When someone says that they know you better than you think then do realize that - they KNEW it would impact you so much yet they STILL did it with full awareness.

That's the worst

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

We had 3 special things, 2 are gone

There we only 3 things that were anything special between us.

1) FIRST Good Morning/Night message to each other.

You ruined it

2) The only thing I could do for you to is write and help you with technical stuff because I'm not funny. I can't talk scarcasm. I'm not too knowledged to discuss enough topics with you. I can't food talk with you. The ONLY thing I COULD do was write stuff AND now u share that with others.

You ran your technical papers through others:) I'm no longer "special"

3) We watch movies together.....

The only special thing left between us....... Fingers Crossed

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

Good Morning😁😁

Day 3 without you

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

You put us at risk

I have to tell you something. IDK how high you are in live right now. I'm glad only to one extent because whatever choices and changes you had now are just being high on life. I don't mean any bad vibes but here's what I think of you deciding one day that, "Hey sending Good Morning or Good Night is just not a thing anymore between me and Alex"

Here's why:

It helped to start the conversation NO MATTER what day it was.It helped to overcome the past day. It helped us to start OUR day. It HELD US together.

You and me did NOT miss a beat in ONE & HALF year even if we had differences, bad days n off days.... You know why? Because there was ONE THING. Just this EXACT one thing that we said Good Morning and Good Night to each other.

And it helped us:

And by choosing not to do so:

Firstly you didn't only ruin the special thing that we both have because whatever you will do to fix it. It might not be the same again......take it on you because you said "you will do whatever you want to do." If we don't talk tomorrow and walk away due to lack of communication n communication gap then it's what u didn't even realize that it would happen. Honestly I don't even wanna take ur side this time because I know....6 months from now we will no longer be the friends we are and you made a STUPID move!:'(........... I love you so much and I miss you and it's very scary to even think about it because I NEVER thought this would happen to us. It just brings me tears to my eyes because it's like God showed me the future to prepare myself for that point....

You gotta know. It's just been two days and we barely even talked right? Kudos...... What else were u expecting? There was no combo starter or ender and we have no clue whatsup with each other's lives. It's the beginning of that communication gap.....IDK if you even wonder if it's a serious issue. But you can already see the difference in days when we AT LEAST talked for sake of Good Morning.

You ruined it....🙂

And it hurts me to know about the consequences. Why? Why did you even had to choose that to do...😔..........WHY!!

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

I can't force you since you decided it's not a thing. You doing it for me? Umm u were already doing that for us but you decided to stop, what for?

It's not a big thing/deal?

Imagine all the bad days or even EVERYDAY of our last two years. We TALKED because of this opener. And you can already SEE the difference in last 4 days. No conversations right? That's not on me because you are doing whatever "you" want to. If you can make such a bold statement then own up the results of ur actions too. If this hurts you to hear then I'm sorry that it hurts to hear the truth. Because can you DENY a word I said? I don't think so....... You were just high on life.

Nevertheless. It's not my choice. It's not what I want. I have made it clear before. So.... I am gonna use this Tumblr as a my accountability keep as well as my diary to never miss a beat.

And will share my emotions here

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

You put us at risk

I have to tell you something. IDK how high you are in live right now. I'm glad only to one extent because whatever choices and changes you had now are just being high on life. I don't mean any bad vibes but here's what I think of you deciding one day that, "Hey sending Good Morning or Good Night is just not a thing anymore between me and Alex"

Here's why:

It helped to start the conversation NO MATTER what day it was.It helped to overcome the past day. It helped us to start OUR day. It HELD US together.

You and me did NOT miss a beat in ONE & HALF year even if we had differences, bad days n off days.... You know why? Because there was ONE THING. Just this EXACT one thing that we said Good Morning and Good Night to each other.

And it helped us:

And by choosing not to do so:

Firstly you didn't only ruin the special thing that we both have because whatever you will do to fix it. It might not be the same again......take it on you because you said "you will do whatever you want to do." If we don't talk tomorrow and walk away due to lack of communication n communication gap then it's what u didn't even realize that it would happen. Honestly I don't even wanna take ur side this time because I know....6 months from now we will no longer be the friends we are and you made a STUPID move!:'(........... I love you so much and I miss you and it's very scary to even think about it because I NEVER thought this would happen to us. It just brings me tears to my eyes because it's like God showed me the future to prepare myself for that point....

You gotta know. It's just been two days and we barely even talked right? Kudos...... What else were u expecting? There was no combo starter or ender and we have no clue whatsup with each other's lives. It's the beginning of that communication gap.....IDK if you even wonder if it's a serious issue. But you can already see the difference in days when we AT LEAST talked for sake of Good Morning.

You ruined it....🙂

And it hurts me to know about the consequences. Why? Why did you even had to choose that to do...😔..........WHY!!

[yugoslavfub]

I’m going to be a jerk and say trying to write characters that are TV depressed all the time is annoying. People with depression do do things, you silly writers. 

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

That was so me. BUT I learnt it over period of 6 years that it's the biggest mistake you can do. Just put yourself out there.

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

IKR. My 2020

[heartsnmagic]

[especially]

[advice-animal]

OOPS , hate when that happens ( not really it’s been nice actually )

[buttpoems]

[lovethismuchinonelifetime]

that hurt

[buttpoems]

[self-care-suggestion]

I know this time of the year can be hard on people. If the holidays are a hard time of the year for you, please make sure to take extra care of yourself during this time. Rember what you deserve, and know that no matter what, you are an amazing special person 🖤

-Mod Keely

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