I woke up with a banging headache with the sun beaming in my eyes. I was at work today, doing an interview on This Morning promoting my single … ” Smile ” oh did I forget to say that I’m a singer. Wife, Model, Designer, Singer and most important a Mum.
I dragged my feet to the bathroom, took a quick shower. I brushed my teeth and quickly threw my hair up in a messy bun. I went to back and sat in the end of my bed.
” Thnx for last night ;) mwah xxx ”
” what the hell ” I said to myself. I can’t remember anything from last night except Aston kissing me.
NO! I couldn’t have, whilst Ava was next door asleep in her room and with Oritse coming back.
I seen I had 4 messages on my iPhone.
Baby : Sorry about last night. Marv wanted to let me listen to a new track he written, I crashed at his place. Ava’s at school I took her at 8, Good luck babe at This Morning… You’ll smash it just show that beautiful smile of yours. Love you baby xxxxxxxx
I quickly ran down the stairs and grabbed a Special K bar from the kitchen cupboard, grabbed my car keys and bag and opened the door to be greeted by Chris.
” How’s my fav girl ”
” I’m kinda in a hurry, oh what the hell come with me, I’ve got an interview on This Morning ”
I was driving along and it hit me Chris is sitting next to me…
” how did you find me Chris anyway ”
” I’ve got my connections, anyway I wanted to see how you were, I’m busy doing my tour and though I’d come see you, if that’s ok ”
” Yh it’s fine… Kinda shown up out the blue but Yh I’m cool ”
” Rubes you don’t have to be nervous you no ”
” I’m not, I’m just shocked a little surprised, thought it'd be someone else at the door that’s all ”
” Aston, he kissed me last night and I think we slept together but I can’t remember …"
” does this face look like I’m joking, I need to see him but I’ve got so much to do today and this week I’ve had no time to think ”
” it’s fine ma, I’ll deal with it ”
” I don’t want you doing anything stupid Chris. Promise me ”
We pulled up outside This Morning studios and got out the car, shit Paps were here, how the hell do they no. I walked in the main entrance quickly followed by Chris, everyone was a little shocked when they seen him but I don’t care, he’s my friend and he here to see me not no on else. I went to my Dressing room where Chris sat down on the the little sofa that was in the corner. I had a Navy Blue dress picked out which fitted my curves perfect, I was gonna get my Hair & Make Up done in an about half hour so we had time to catch up.
” so how’s you and thingy, I’ve forgetting her name ”
" you mean Zoe, Yh we're ok "
" I no that tone, come on Chris you no you can talk to me about anything "
" fine ma, we broke up. my schedule was getting in the way and we were fighting a lot, arguments everyday. "
" sorry Chris, im sure you'll find someone who loves you for you. i thought it was going well, its her loss "
Aston : i think we need to talk x
Me : No Ast. not now ok.Â
The assistant called and i made my way to the studio. I heard Chris shout ..
I met Holly and Phil and sat down on the sofa waiting to be interviewed...
" She's a mum, model, married to Oritse Williams and shes here to promote her new Single ' Smile '.... Ruby Williams " Holly said.
" So whats it like to be envied by millions of JLS Fans "
" i wouldnt say i was envied, im just a normal girl whos got a job what i love doing and it happens im married to Oritse "
" we couldnt help but notice that your close friends with Chris Brown "
" hes like one of my best friends, he the most genuine, thoughtful and caring person you'll meet, people have different views on him and i think you need to meet him and get to no him before you actually judge someone. "