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#dear diary,

[lovingmelisred]

Just a girl spilling her thoughts into the void of the internet.

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Welcome to my blog you lovely souls !

Age: 18

Name: Meli M.

Occupation: Tortured poet

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This is my digital diary—raw, random, real. These are the thoughts I can’t say out loud, but need to pour out of me.

Expect poetry, playlist dumps, blurry photos, midnight rambles.

[fiftiesbbydolldress]

did i abuse the subtance or did the substance abuse me

[putmeinamovieeee]

[fiftiesbbydolldress]

[lovingmelisred]

Guys, I miss Alexander The Great like crazy

[bleachbambi-deactivated20250909]

[nixscriptum]

[lovingmelisred]

I love staring at the moon and knowing she was also there the night we were together, the night you held my hand. It makes me feel as if i'm not the only one who remembers it. She knew about us.

[lovingmelisred]

I could be a good mother…

[lovingmelisred]

Today was Mother’s Day, and my thoughts wandered—not just to the mothers I know, but to the idea of myself becoming one. I imagined what it might feel like to carry two hearts in one body, to grow life within me, to meet a child who is part of me. Would I be gentle? Would I be strong enough? Would my children feel safe in my love, and would they love me back?