Deployment 2017

Tuck & Del 🖤 August 9th 2017 -LDR Keeping tabs on me and my life while my boyfriend is on deployment for 8 months. Surprise project; support and ideas are encouraged and welcome🖤

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Always reppin' you, baby❤️🤗 I love wearing your clothes, they remind me of when you told me to wear your sweatshirt and close my eyes and itd be like you were hugging me all the time when i wear it❤️

[lovingmichaeltucker]

I told you; If youd been at that concert, you wouldnt have been able to keep your hands off me❤️ I wish you had been there.

[lovingmichaeltucker]

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Hunter and i went to the Foothills mall today to just kinda explore and kill time while we waited for his uber app to ding. We went to ross and tried on allll these ridiculous clothes, and then we went to Party Coty where things got even better 😂❤️ if you get the chance to find volume, turn it up and hear my atrocious laughter and snorting over hunters fluffy vest 😂😂

[fvcksierrra]

Some nights the urge to kiss you and the desperation for your lips are so bad, I have to bite my nails and at my fingertips just to calm the need.

I miss you (via fvcksierrra)

[sweetestmel]

So this is 100% legit. I just did it perfectly safe too. It’s amazing so to all my US milsos, siblings, or Any kind of relatives to any branch You have no excuse to not send your us soldier, sailor, airman, marine a package.

[i-fell-in-love-with-him-blog1]

You’re the type of guy who made a girl who is afraid of heights climb a mountain.

[findmeinthedepthsoftheocean]

it gets harder, not easier. each goodbye is one more stab at the heart and I have to constantly repeat to myself “this is only temporary.” how many more goodbyes do we have to say before we can live at peace? how many more lonely nights do we have to sleep through to finally be able to fall asleep wrapped in each others arms? it’s difficult living in this constant fear that one day you will forget me, one day you might not return, and finally when you do return there can be a call any minute thay can once again separate us. but we are worth it. we are worth the wait. we are worth the daily struggle because our love is strong enough to conquer this. this is not permanent and eventually we will get our happy ending. the distance will not destroy us.

(via findmeinthedepthsoftheocean)

[findmeinthedepthsoftheocean]

I miss you more on rainy days. Drops echoing inside my empty soul. I never realize exactly how lonely I am until the rain begins to fall. Cloudy, dark skies reminding me exactly how my life is without you. I wish you were here- to fall asleep to the sound of pouring rain together.

(via findmeinthedepthsoftheocean)

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Baby baby baby❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I miss you like fucking crazy! The past few days ive heard from you more, which makes me feel a lot better. Some days i have to remind myself that youre a real person that im with. Its hard to keep in touch with things without you here, but i havwnt lost sight of all our beautiful memories together and the love i have for you. Youve been the star of my dreams, lately. I dream about you coming home all the time, or even just times youve come home before. I wish there was some sort of "deployment leave" where you get to leave off the ship for a couple days. Thatd be amazing. I miss my baby. ANYWAYSSSS! I got new glasses🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 and theyre super fucking cute! I hope that you like them! I will be picking them up in a few days and hopefully i can directly send you a picture of ma face with the new specsss 😍😉 Tumblr is a bitch, and so am i for not posting, So this is gonnaa be multiple posts....

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Happy 3 months my love❤️❤️

I cant wait for more with you❤️

[lovingmichaeltucker]

I redecorated and cleaned my room, my love!! It looks really really pretty and its super comfy and i CANNOT WAIT to make it prettier so when you come home you can see all the work ive put in to make sure we have a comfy place to cuddle when youre home❤️

[lovingmichaeltucker]

FINALLY GOT NEW CONTACTS 😍😍🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Being weird in Walgreens with Hunter and Briana the other night. I got Bee that foxie that hunters holding 😂i cant tell you how many dirty looks we got screeching through the store and being obnoxious. You wouldve loved it and laughed the whole damn time.

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Your sister sent me this baby picture of you and i swear my heart fucking melted 😭💕

[lovingmichaeltucker]

182 Days.

Thats how long until i get to kiss you again. 49 days and its Christmas and we will have 133. 53 days until my birthday and by the middle of January we will be at 100. I cant wait. I cant wait to call you on the bad days. I cant wait to share with you all the good. I cant wait to laugh with you again and just spill my soul in front of you. Today is Monday and after this morning it definitely feels like a day for just spilling my soul to you. I just want to lay in your arms for a bit and cry and sit across from you in my bed while we fidget with each others hands and talk. Theres so much i want to tell you- and the worst part right now is that all of it would just make you angry and sad. Things that have happened to me catch up in the worst of times and places and im starting to realize that theres more to it than sex and nightmares and anxiety attacks. My appointment with my OBGYN was overwhelming as all hell. Ive discovered things about my PTSD that are trailing into my adult life, and learning to deal with them is going to be hard. I was so comfortable with the doctor, but the second my brain decided i didnt want to be there, everything changed. A switch flipped, and th panic started. You just messaged me and made my whole day brighter❤️❤️❤️ you make me feel so much better when things arent going well. I wish i could just sit in your lap for awhile and love on you and just stuff my face with all this candy i bought lol. I love you more than anything, my darling. Im looking forward to hearing from you again and daydreaming about jumping into your arms when you get back. Stay safe, my future husband❤️ ill be here waiting.

[lovingmichaeltucker]

Hi baby❤️ You only just left. I was talking with you 12 short hours ago.. i already miss you. I just want to message you and sit on the phone with you. Even more, i want to sit in your lap and hold your hand. I want to hear you laugh in my ear before you kiss my cheek. I want to grab your face and plant my lips on yours over and over. Im so incredibly prpud of you, babe. Through missing you and all the distance between us, i am so amazed by the person you are and the great things youre doing. I know sometimes you get discouraged, and that things arent exactly how you hoped theyd be, but you are still doing something so important. There arent a lot of people who would do what you do, and on top of that, there arent many at all who are smart enough. Your intelligence blows my fucking mind, baby. I cannot imagine doing what you do, or storing that much knowledge in my brain.

I work today from 430-830. So far ive spent the day hanging out with Chris. We smoked and took advantage of free sub day, lol. Were now going to get his guns out of the pawn shop and then when i get home Hunter is hanging out with me until i go to work. I dont know how i feel about doing things today- i honestly just wanr to lay in bed and watch your favorite movie curled up in your sweatshirt.

I love you more than anything, babe. I cannot wait to have you in my arms again. I cant wait to hear from you again❤️