tabieita light angst drabble
Itâs only here in the dark, where everyoneâs already sound asleep except for you and the halls are completely silent, and all you can hear is the soft breathing of the beautiful boy in the cot next to yours that you allow your gaze to linger on him. Itâs too dangerous in the light, even the slightest glance in Otoyaâs direction will make him question it.
 âI know Iâm hot, but if you look at me for too long, you might fall in love with me, crow,â heâd tease.
 âYer so full of yourself, dumbass. Ya ainât all that,â would come your reply too sharply, along with a hard punch to his shoulder.
 Itâs here in the dark where you slip out from underneath the covers, walking over to Ottoâs bed, stifling a snicker at his loud snoring. You trace the lines of his face with trembling fingers before moving them along his eyelids, his nose, finally spending far too long along his lips. Otoyaâs truly so, so beautiful.
 But youâre just average Karasu and it wouldnât even matter if the two of you werenât trapped in Blue Lock and you actually had the guts to make a move. And Otoya is straight anyway, isnât he? It doesnât matter how much you want him, want him, want him.
 Itâs here in the dark where you nearly lose all sense of yourself before you step away, heavy guilt making a home in the pit of your stomach. What the hell are you doing, acting like such a creep? Returning to your cot, back facing Otoya, you fail to notice his smile as you finally fall asleep, dreaming of the love you still believe forever unrequited.
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