#0012 this is what your pluto experiences loss in
pluto in first house - identity, body, life perspectives
you experience loss through identity and sense of self. you tend to have a strong need to present yourself in a way that is unique and true to you, but you struggle with actually building an identity you can relate to. thus, you tend to go through many phases in which you "lose" yourself and question who you are, or who you are meant to be. you may go through many periods in which you heavily self-reflect and come to a conclusion that is unsatisfactory or vague. you have many moments of transformation in which you change yourself, particularly your appearance, because you deeply desire to resurrect yourself and try to build yourself bigger and better. there is unexplainable anger that comes when you feel as though your freedom is restricted, or when you are unhappy with your appearance. you tend to become paranoid or harshly critical of yourself when you notice something is off. your obsession with rebuilding your body may cause you to lose it altogether; you may go through consistent burnouts in an attempt to change. if not in a burnout, you tend to be in restless and unmovable energy, unsure what to do or how to act.
you will lose yourself in your life perspectives as you go through periodic shifts in which your moral judgment on others and life, in general, will be challenged. you will go through many burnouts trying to decide who you want to be v.s. who you should be or are supposed to be. you have a deep calling to honor your soul but feel pressured to go against your calling. there is unjust fairness in how you may see life because you may see it through a lens of paranoia or misery. this, combined with your loneliness or "outcast" nature, will solemnly prove you to be skeptical and prejudicial to others.
pluto in second house - money, possessions, values
you experience loss through your obsession with money and physical values. we may contrast pluto in the first house to pluto in the second house in the sense that pluto in first house is a deeply soulful urge to reincarnate as something more vibrational and authentic to our soul behavior. pluto in second house is a physical connection in which we feel loss through actual value and our constructed self-esteem. you experience loss in money where you may go through periods that cause you to spiral into obsessive patterns in no-money scenarios. there is a heavy emphasis on materials and money that you cannot see yourself worthy without it. you base your identity off your values and money and will thus lose it to teach you how to handle rejection of material goods, and to embrace freedom in a spiritual sense. when extending your self-worth to material value, you actually restrict your inner happiness from expressing because whatever you have or own, will decide your mood or value. you are sentimental in your possessions and tend to hoard but you will learn to disconnect from this by allowing pluto to take care of you.
you may have traditional values, and you may stick to them religiously. these could be family values and traditions, or traditions/values that are more religious or spiritual. whatever the case, you will learn to disconnect from these to embrace a culture much more openminded and freeing. while there is nothing wrong with having personal values more traditional or religious, you may notice there are repetitive patterns in which you have some values that prevent you from doing something - and it may prevent you from being happier. you may also experience loss in actual physical transformations and periods in which you will question your physical appearance or want to change it. you treat your body very well, and maybe obsessively also, and you focus too much on providing for your physical comfort, you may neglect your spiritual health.
pluto in third house - friendships, knowledge, travel
in terms of loss, you may experience great change when with others or when you learn. education and relationships break what we already know or our current patterns and force us to become more open minded and kind. when we know nothing or too little or when we have nobody to talk to, we tend to turn arrogant and direct too much attention to the self. you will experience loss in the mind in the sense that you will actively find yourself seeking for mental stimulation to compensate for your constant need to know and learn. you will lose yourself through others because they will force you to embrace new cultures or to embrace new ways of thinking. travelling will be of great benefit to you because it will challenge your current ways of thinking and will challenge how open minded you are or can be. you may actually lose yourself through the obsession of wanting something new, you may actually forget what you already have. so, you may constantly chase new horizons so much, you forget where you currently are, now.
networking and communication are your best skills, and you need to be intelligent to be proficient. allow yourself to change and to embrace new knowledge and cultures to broaden your intellect, but don’t look for change too much, so that you lose your footing. assess what you know now and grow from there
pluto in fourth house - family, the past, the mother
much of your loss will be experienced in the house where you may actually lose your mother or lose something that relates to her. you may experience a house that is deeply rooted in family traditions or has a generational curse difficult to escape. there may be a hidden or traumatic past that you are a part of. your loss may be experienced in a way that challenges your view of the past and will challenge you to let go of the past. you may have deep familial roots and traditional views. you may be very sentimental, controlling, or just value sentimentality and family so much, you live life through a vision directly reflective of the past. you lose yourself in daydreaming of the past and what could've been or what could've happened instead of looking beyond this veil to see what's around you. your obsession over privacy and your paranoia of others may cause you to completely retreat. on the one hand you may lose yourself by isolating yourself from everyone, but you may also lose yourself by investing too much time in others and denying any time for yourself. your charitable and giving nature can be easily exploited and your deep attachment issues may cause you to become abandoned or cause you to rely on others too much.
the mother may trigger you a lot and may be one of the main sources as to why you are the way you are today. much of the treatment you may have experienced from her will permeate your future decisions and actions. she may have been someone unstable or someone who reminded you that you were family poison, that you were a reminder of something bad in the family, etc. so, you will have to learn to live with the guilt associated with the mother; the loss incurred as part of her in your life.
pluto in fifth house - relationships, creativity, ego
you may experience loss through creativity and your ego. much of your ego will be shed through experimenting with different creative outlets instead of bubbling up in your arrogant shell. when we stick to ourselves and deny ourselves childish pleasures, we become lethargic, lazy, and ignorant. when we indulge in different leisures and embrace our egoless inner child, we find ourselves happier than ever. so, here is where your lesson will lie. you will experience loss through rejecting your arrogant ego and embracing an egoless approach. with you, ego is everything: it's control, it's power, it's confidence, and it's prowess. with a big ego comes great power. however, this power is only temporary, as an ego is only ever temporary too. when you find yourself enjoying life by letting go of your paranoia of others' opinions, you will find yourself losing a part of yourself - although this will come as a benefit to you.
there is great interest in relationships, and this may be another source of loss for you. your codependent habits or obsession over others may cause you to lose yourself and become nimble. all the ego you may have had, or all the prowess, confidence, and sexiness you once had, is gone. you lose yourself in others - especially through the pleasures of sex - for the false promise of eternal fun and play. losing yourself to sex is no good deal, as you may become sexually addicted and frustrated. instead you should embrace fun and play that is colorful and reflective of your inner child.
pluto in sixth house - diet, work, the body
you may experience loss in the following: your self-esteem, control of the body as well as just the body as its whole. you place a lot of emphasis on matters such as diet and exercise you may actually lose yourself in obsessing over fine details nobody else really cares about. you obsess over rigid routines to assess control over your life, completely unaware that having no routine or no clear direction can also lead to a happy life - a life as happy as if you constantly controlled it. your charitable nature and acts of service are great characteristics of yours, but you may lose yourself in acting for others too much. you may sacrifice your own self-esteem and confidence to help others and may, as a result, lose your own self-worth and what it actually means to be you. you put too much control on everything in your life and it comes biting back at you in forms where you find yourself powerless and unable to control anything.
many of your views surrounding the body will be changed as you let go of current routines/mindsets and embrace new ones. you may get triggered with talks of food or your body, but it's because you place so much control/emphasis on it, you fear being criticized or noticed too much. additionally, you are so aware of your flaws, you become triggered because you fear others know them too. you will experience change when it comes to your routine shifting to accommodate new routines or schedules.
pluto in seventh house - love, karma, friendships
you may experience loss through friendships or romantic relationships in which your independence and cooperation will be challenged. in any relationship, codependency is always possible. when you melt to the stir of intense passion or if you enjoy someone's company too much, you tend to forget how to be yourself, or you continue looking for other people as an additional stimulant to the "feel good" you get with others. you have a very attached approach to relationships and you tend to lose others as a lesson for yourself, or you tend to lose others as a way to regain your independence and personal freedom. you may experience karmic partners that constantly trigger emotional traumas within you. you may have a strong fondness for certain people, but every time you get into a relationship, your energy seems to completely take over it, leaving you in shambles over something you could have easily controlled.
you may lose yourself in others by succumbing to their energy and relying on them more than you should. you may lose yourself in others. if you are more on the lonely side, and you struggle with relationships and friendships, then you will lose yourself through your personal isolation and distrust of others. you will learn to cooperate and trust others more blindly than you do now.
pluto in eighth house - identity, money, your soul
much of your loss will be experienced soulfully, and in forms tenfold to others. you will experience dramatic shift with your soul and body involved. what makes up your identity, for example, or what makes you, you, will shift constantly. you may feel your soul wanting to explode almost constantly, and this will challenge your patience. so, you may lose yourself through you. you may become swallowed by the idea of changing and transformation, and you may actually lose who you are or have trouble understanding what you're supposed to do. much of your loss will come through changes in identity and where you want to go in life. you will be confronted with difficult decisions and ruthlessly painful changes that will challenge your resistance to embrace new change. most others' change may be physical and literal, but yours mostly stems from your soul, where it wishes to constantly evolve until it's done.
there is a lot of control within you, as this is in a native house, and your controlling nature will become challenged with this placement. in general, the loss of literal and physical things will come as a way to experience metaphysical/soulful/inner loss. your sense of worth and identity and whatever they may be tied to will become demolished through and through. for you, money may be an important asset to your worth, and you may experience great turmoil when dealing with it. surely if very positively aspected, can bring great wealth and a winner attitude towards work and the like. however, there can also be great loss if too much control and emphasis is put on money and material things - spiritual awakenings must also be considered!
pluto in ninth house - spirituality/religion, values, life perspectives
much like pluto in 8h, you will experience loss that is spiritual and soulful. much of your loss experienced will come in the form of new beginnings and endings, the change and reform of values and mindsets, and the embrace of knowledge and soulful cognizance. being a spiritual sign, you represent all that is shifting and forever evolving. you represent the universe as it expands and the knowledge that is shared between people. for you, loss will come in a mostly positive way (although you may see it negatively) because it is the shedding of the old, and embracing of the new. it is the abandonment of all that is ignorant/arrogant within you, and the embrace of someone open-minded, educated, and honest. you will experience loss when traveling or embracing new cultures that challenge your current views on spirituality/religion and general values/morals. observing the way others live or preach or worship will challenge you to question how you may live, preach, or worship. seeing how others live according to their values and watching people have different values will also cause you to change your perspectives on life.
more precisely, you may experience loss in a way that can be extremely detrimental to you: you may be constantly in search of something bigger and better, and your gambler personality may get the best of you. you may reject everything to chase something from your dreams instead of sticking to realistic goals. this will be your downfall if not controlled! you must establish a clear path in life and set goals that are realistic, instead of jumping at life in a way that consequently puts you in a worse place.
pluto in tenth house - status, money, self-esteem
your self-esteem will periodically shift as you learn to differentiate the importance of money/wealth and spiritual health. by no means is capricorn a spiritual sign, but the emphasis of spirituality lays heavy here nonetheless. you may lose yourself in the image of wanting to be someone great; you may lose yourself over the obsession of being rich, famous, successful, to the point you overwork yourself. you may see success and wealth as your only key to a good self-esteem and it may be the only thing you feel is your worth. you lose yourself in creating an identity that is not you, but money. if you are not rich or famous, you seem to believe you have no use. thus pluto will force you to change your perspectives to look at life through a lens much less materialistic. you will be challenged when losing your identity reliant on money and wealth and to embrace your naked soul that isn’t actually tied to money or possessions. your values will also be challenged and you will need to embrace change in your daily, mundane life or in your routines to better understand what pluto is trying to teach you
you will embrace lessons that teach you to reflect, rather than chase. your ambition and power to change is highly admirable but you cannot lose yourself in your passion for money and success. instead you should look towards using your ambitions as a way to also build spiritual growth.
pluto in eleventh house - friends, independence, freedom
you may lose yourself in/through others by experiencing friendships that challenge your general perspectives. for example, you may experience friendships shallow and inconsistent that eventually make you feel lonely and belief you were meant to be alone. you may stand out from the crowd. you want deep and meaningful friendships but have a hard time finding ones that are truly genuine. in cases where you have friends or friend groups, there may be many cases where you lose yourself in them; you become consumed by your friends and your identity begins to revolve around them. you forget your originality and own self and chase whoever they are and what they want to be. if you temper this powerful planet properly, you actually have the potential to transform yourself through learning from your friends on how you can become better. you can easily influence others but you lack the know-how. in other cases you may also have a distrust of friends and others in fear of being known or committing to something; you may distrust them because you fear the intensity friendships may bring.
there is a great insecurity within you that wishes to be recognised and valued, but isn’t. there is great change in your own authenticity/originality. you learn to recognise your independence/originality through scenarios that challenge you to look towards yourself, rather than others. but you may also lose yourself through isolating yourself from other people, whether this be from paranoia or disinterest from others. you may lose yourself in your obsession to be different, you actually forget how you already stand out from others.
pluto in twelfth house - spirituality, the father, life
you may lose yourself in reality and spirituality. there is a very thin line between both and you often struggle with balancing both. your spirituality is experienced on an intensely profound level, but your reality goes through constant changes mirrored by your subconscious/spiritual health. you tend to favor your spirituality over reality because you blindly trust what you can't actually touch; you are fascinated by something that is not mundane as reality is. there is much escapist tendencies when it comes to reality. your spirituality may be very accessible to you as you may be very spiritually inclined, but it does not mean you should completely succumb to it and favor it over reality. you will lose yourself in favoring spirituality rather than using your spirituality to better yourself. alternatively, you may suffer from distrusting spirituality at all; you will lose yourself unless you release control and let the universe do work for you.
there may be loss of the father or some general absence of the father. remember that even though the physical father is present, he may not be there emotionally. he may not be accessible to you or present himself as a father, despite actually being there. either way, you may live an isolated life in which you distrust others or are simply not interested in making friends. you will experience many life-changing views and opinions through potent spiritual observations.