Lucky Thursdays

Australian. 29.

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Love him.

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Ok he my boyfriend now 🥰

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The semester has started and I’m back to feeling under constant pressure. 

[youthgreed]

[love-personal]

[block]

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I know he likes me because he’s doing all the things to not fuck it up.

[2gris]

[tkkatherineblog]

[lotrscenery]

[janettemikaela]

[compulsive]

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I don’t even know what I want anymore to be honest. Maybe my mind will change after dinner tomorrow night. Right now I feel neutral verging on disinterest. Is he losing interest too?

Stream of consciousness on what I want: Interesting and engaging conversation. I want them to make me laugh and I want to make them laugh. Emotional support and encouragement. I want to be able to share my triumphs and disappointments with them without hesitation and them do the same in return. I want to feel heard by them when I do this and I want them to feel that they’re heard by me. Unthinking physical affection, given and received. Words of affirmation given and received. I want to feel comfortable arranging to see them more than once a week. Attending group gatherings or greater together. That’s all I can think of for now but I feel like is reasonable expectations and not asking too much.

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I want to post cute stuff about him but I don’t want to jinx it.

[casadelsoulman]

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Feeling good.