Golden Boy

they called you golden boy and pushed you up to heavens to live amongst the stars. but you couldn’t bear the weight of the universe so you crumbled and you fell. and you burned. and you burn. — they don’t know no gold is made without suffering.

[archieandrew]

#a never ending saga

[lukastho]

@jasonfumero

[lostkingwallace-blog]

“I hate to break it to ya, but whatever you’re looking for is not here. I suggest trying the shop a quarter mile up the road.”

[lukastho]

a brow raised, there was a mix of amusement and annoyance on his features when he spoke. ❝ and you are as useful as always, aren’t you? ❞

[bismoaking]

[lukastho]

amararavenscar‌:

       “i can come up with some pretty elaborate plans but i wouldn’t ruin a good day with some thugs.” if she ended up making an pranks against him or jason or both, it was something fun and something relatively harmless to an extent. even as they fought back, swords clashing against swords, amara knew that they were getting making any ground, only delaying what seemed to be the inevitable and yet she couldn’t let this happen, she couldn’t. “do you want optimism or not? i can’t give both.” she barely got the words out when she ducked another blade, an elbow bashed into her side, sending her bumping straight into lukas and loosening the grip on her own sword.

despite the situation they were in, lukas chuckled. he knew it all too well, between amara and elena he didn’t know who enjoyed coming up with the strangest pranks that had him on the ending of them all. he avoided another blow, or rather got out with just a cut as he pushed away one of the attacker with the hilt of his blade, buying him some time to answer her. ❝ when do i ever want optimism? ❞ he shook his head, his mind too focused on what his next more was going to be that he didn’t notice it at first. amara crashing into him, made him stragger before he hold himself back upward, a hand reaching out to rest on amara’s back. ❝ we are just tiring ourselves out like this. ❞ he sighed, lowering the hand that was holding his blade. ❝ fine. ❞ gaze shifting to amara’s, almost in a silent question if they should just go with them and find a way out afterward.

[lukastho]

alexgraymark‌:

his snort only made alexandra’s desire to follow through with her own words grow. in that moment, she couldn’t help but wish she was better at controlling her temper ( even though she had gotten a lot of progress on that area already ), because the annoyance was obvious on her features and she’d rather not give him the reaction that he wanted. ❝ you have no idea. ❞ she retorted, arms crossing against her chest. as he went on, a laugh escaped her lips as she felt more amused than annoyed for once. ❝ oh, i’m sure you and your wolfie will work through that, lukie. take it as a test ─ to see if your love is strong enough, hm? ❞

❝ i think i do. ❞  the grin still ever so present upon his lip. ❝ but that never really stopped me, did it? ❞ he raised a brow, it wasn’t a question, not really, especially when the answer was one of the most obvious one. at her laugh, lukas couldn’t help but chuckle, a softer grin replacing his usual one, the one that was always what earned him quite a few roll of other people’s eyes. ❝ that’s just– no.❞ he pulled a face, as if what she just said was one of the most absurd things he heard,, as if he needed to test such thing, if there was one thing he was sure of was wht he and jason had. ❝ been there, already. y’know, one year of not getting any should be enough proof, especially coming from me. ❞

[lukastho]

leowallvce‌:

     looking at the blond, leo shook his head at his words, anger still bubbling right under his skin. but despite that, with lukas by his side – especially safe from the clave – he felt himself calming down. “ no, i do. i have to. that’s what fathers do, lukas. ” that was exactly what his own failed to do - and look where that made him end up. leo wished nothing more than to give lukas all leo himself couldn’t have from his father, and he would stop at nothing to ensure that. “ however angry they might get, i do not care. i would go down protecting you from their claws if i had to. ” the ghost of a smile pulling at his lips slightly, he squeezed the younger’s shoulder. “ frankly, there is no other end more honorable. ” a sigh slipping past his lips, he gave lukas’ back a gentle pat before straightening his posture, pulling on the look of that strong man again. “ now, there is no doubt that those bastards will be found within the day. the question is – what do you want to happen to them ? this is your deal more than it is mine. unless you’d rather i dealt with it, they are yours. ”

lukas wasn’t sure if it was the way leo spoke, or if it was the words he spoke that hit him, making him fall silent for a while. that’s what fathers do. it keep echoing in his head, he couldn’t know that, he never really had a father before because the sorry excuse of people that his late adoptive parents were couldn’t even come close to even earn to be called that word. he didn’t even know if what leo was saying was the true and yet, he found himself believing him, somehow despite everything, even the whole bad he did, lukas couldn’t help but still think extremely high of the older shadowhunter, of the person that took him in without much of a question, without asking anything in return. the blond wasn’t sure how much it meant to him, how grateful he was for it. ❝ thank you. ❞ simple words but the only ones he was able to let out that in a way hold in them everything he was feeling. ❝ don’t say that, dad. ❞   the guilty would eat me alive. he wanted to add but kept quiet. brows furrowing at the question. ❝ what do you mean what i want to do with them? ❞ there was curiosity behind in his eyes and a small hint of understanding because he had a feeling he knew exactly what he meant.  

[lukastho]

“I’m not jealous, I’m just practicing my pout.”

❝ practicing your pout. ❞ the blond repeated, a brow raising when he pulled jason just a little closer to himself with the arm wrapped around his waist. there was amusement behind in his eyes, that much was obvious, but it wasn’t just that, there was a mixture of a miriad of emotions, fondness the one that took most of the space because it had never been much of a secret that the shadowhunter was extremely weak to the whole pouting thing, even more so when it was the man in his arms doing so. he chuckled, head tilting to the side.❝ and why are you practicing it now? of all the times you could do that, huh? ❞ he was teasing, of course he was, but despite that there was still the familiar warmth spreading within him from the deepest part of himself. jealousy might never been a nice feeling but he wasn’t going to lie and say that in a way it made him feel something. ❝ and it totally has nothing to do with that person buying me a drink and slipping me their number, right? ❞ he added, the smirk still on his lips before he heaved a breath.❝ c’mon, babe. ❞ a matter of seconds before his expression softened, reaching up to gently tap the tip of his nose before cupping his cheek as he leaned close to nuzzle their noses together.❝ you know i only have eyes for you. ❞ this time his smile was softer, the kind of smile that was only reserved for jason.❝ and i’m not letting you go till you smile. ❞ he spoke, each word followed by a kiss against jason’s lips.

[villainsmemes-deactivated202503]

GENERAL

“Can you walk?”

“How did this happen?”

“What the hell happened?”

“I hit my head.”

“Did you hit your head?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Don’t close your eyes, stay awake!”

“Come on, stay with me!”

“No no no no no!”

“You shot me!”

“I didn’t mean to shoot you!”

“You stabbed me!”

“I didn’t mean to stab you!”

“Take the knife out!”

“Don’t take the knife out!”

“It was an accident!”

“That/this wasn’t an accident!”

“That looks broken.”

“I think my leg/arm is broken.”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Am I going to die?”

“You’re not going to die!”

“Calm down!”

“Don’t panic!”

“I can’t help you if you don’t let me!”

BLOOD

“Are you bleeding?”

“Don’t move, you’re bleeding.”

“Is that blood?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Why do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Damn, I got blood on my shirt.”

“Don’t move, you’re losing blood!”

“I won’t let you bleed out!”

“You have blood on your face.”

“I swear to god, if you get blood on me…”

“What’s your blood type?”

“Why in the hell would you need to know my blood type?”

WOUNDS

“That cut is nasty.”

“You have a massive gash in your arm/leg!’

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t move, you’ll only make it worse!”

“I’ll get some bandages.”

“You’re going to need stitches.”

“That looks infected…”

“Did you get bit by something?”

“There’s no exit wound, the bullet is still in you.”

“There’s an exit wound, the bullet went through you.”

AFTERCARE

“How are you feeling?”

“How does it feel?”

“It’s still not healed, but it’s getting there.”

“Let’s go home.”

“I just want to go home.”

“Let’s get you into the bathtub.”

“We need to change your bandages soon.”

“Get some sleep, okay?”

“You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

“I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

“You’re going to be fine. I promise.”

[lukastho]

@lucienwhy @masonwhat @dimitriwho @nataliayes

[lukastho]

yesterday was my last day of work before the holiday, so i’m finally free and i’m going to track down all the replies i owe and everything !!

[justleavemebreathless]

[jasonfumero-blog]

@lukastho

[lukastho]

leowallvce‌:

     “ it is not that i think lowly of you, lukas – it is that i know they would do what it takes to get it done. ” his own words making his blood boil under his skin, leo cursed under his breath, growing more and more angry as lukas explained what happened to him. of course they did. and of course they tried to use it against him. within seconds the table near them was flipped out of fury as leo let out something akin to a battle cry, eyes flashing golden afterwards. “ guards ! generals ! ” the man roared and soon filled countless men into the room. orders were barked at them immediately, everyone on edge already when he was finished. grabbing the shoulders of his right hand man, leo’s eyes took an onyx black color, a bottomless pit. “ no one gets a blink of sleep until those bloody bastards are found. ” with that, everyone left, and the father and son were left alone again. the anger leaving its place for sorrow and wory, leo reached for lukas again, pulling him into a tight hug as he let out a shaky breath. “ be assured, son, i will not let them near you again. and for what they have already done, they will suffer an end so cruel that the devil will weep. ”

he knew what leo meant, he knew it, what the clave tried to do to him and amara was the proof of that, and he didn’t doubt something like that could happen again, thought this time around it wouldn’t take them by surprise. ❝ i know, dad. ❞ the was a sigh making its way past his lips before he stepped back. and as he watched leo giving orders around and taking a hold of the whole situation, reminded him of the duality of the man in front of him. despite everything that had happened and despite knowing what leo was capable of, oftentimes lukas found himself forgetting about it all, especially when he had always been supportive of him, the parent figure he had missed in his twenty-six years of life. ❝ you don’t have to do all that. ❞ he mumbled when they were finally alone once again, though he doubted he had much of a saying in all of that. he hugged him back, keepin quiet for a long while before he found himself speaking. ❝ the thing is that i believe you, but i still don’t want you to have even more people trying to get at you, and with this? the clave is going to get even more mad. ❞

[lukastho]

skyfcrths‌:

   “the world can be ending and i’ll still worry if you’ve had lunch, kiddo.” the blonde snorts, shaking her head. the less she knows about his involvement, the better. she doesn’t want to have it cause problems between them. instead, she does what she does best. “c’mon, i’ve got beef stew in the fridge. my nana gertie’s recipe. you eat that and you’ll forget all the drama.”

lukas wasn’t able to stop the laugh from slipping past his lips at her words, though the smile that settled upon his lips afterward was rather soft, somehow her words holding some kind of comfort. ❝ at least if i have to go i can say it’d be with a full stomach. ❞ he pulled a face, head shaking once before he raised a brow when she spoke again, smile turning into a grin. ❝ that’s it. your nana just became my new favorite person. tell her she is the best. ❞  

[sherwoodgifs]

[lukastho]

valiiants‌:

     “ it’s only because i know you wouldn’t listen anyway. ” she said, a small grin tugging at her lips, which unfortunately couldn’t reach her eyes. “ i also don’t trust you with managing to stay away from one particular wolf for more than a few hours, so… ” she trailed off, trying to lighten the situation a bit but she knew that effort wouldn’t be enough to do so right now. everything was too tense; even more than they could manage to hide behind the wall of ignorance. they had done that, with their movie nights and play fights, but now was the time to suck it up and live on. “ i know. ” she nodded her head slowly, how could she not – he was her parabatai, half her soul, only by one look at him she could read him like an open book. “ first time i was caught off guard, at my birthday. ” she said, the memory almost making her shudder. “ second time was a choice. i didn’t fight against my brother. ” she explained. “ but now i’m prepared. i’ll handle myself, you don’t worry about me. just – please care for yourself and  jason. ” she requested, addind jason in too since his safety was also vital. “ i’ll be fine. ”

lukas couldn’t help the chuckle that slipped past his lips, thought it didn’t hold the usual humor behind it, it was more hollow, a little empty. ❝ at least that’s a good thing, no? it should take away some of your worries. ❞ he shook his head, heaving a sigh, he wasn’t the most fond of serious talk, but he knew sooner or later it was going to happen, at least with elena, there was so much stalling they could do before all their worries and what they were thinking would caught up to them. he adverted his gaze for a moment, pain rushing through him at the mentition of both her birthday and what happened with luca, he doubted he’d be able to ever think about back then without having crystal clear images playing on loop in his mind, just to remind him of how close he had been to lose her. ❝ your choice or not, if you had died it wouldn’t make much of a difference, you would have still be gone. ❞ there was a hint on frustration in his voice as he brought his gaze back to hers. ❝ do i have to remind you who you are talking to? but also, i get it, alright. but i choose who to worry about, and nothing will make me change my mind from doing so. ❞

[lukastho]

ashbornxsebastian‌:

          He watched the other, expression not changing at all — still with an amused smile ghosting on lips and cold blue hues. Would it make a much of difference for him ? Not really. Sebastian was more of ‘i taped that, thank you, bye, next’ type of guy, not really caring about what’s happens after. Sure, it would be quite uncomfortable, especially that his calculations over Leo’s reaction could be wrong in many different ways, but in the end, it wouldn’t matter much. 

          Though, the thought that it could have happened like this still was… quite funny.

          “   I see,   “   there wasn’t much to say. You can’t change the past ; nephilim knew that and yet, there was curious in him… If Lukas would know about all of this before, would he still stand by Leonard’s side, before becoming his son ?   “   Taking over the institute was a quite interesting event,   “   he said, head tilting a little.   “   I do not envy those that don’t have another house —– it would be really annoying to be left out without a weapon.   “

lukas shrugged, there wasn’t much he could say about it. especially since aside the initial surprise it made sense that leo was behind it all, and it explained quite a lot of things. ❝ interesting is a way to put it. though, if you think about it it’s not that surprising, considering the events that led to it, it makes sense, somehow. ❞ another small shrug, brow raising at the other’s next words. ❝ anyone that goes out without their own weapons is a fool. even more so lately. ❞ he sighed, expression changing, he had been lucky because even if he wasn’t leo’s son, he would still have had a place to stay since he had his own apartment, which couldn’t be said for most the other shadowhunters. ❝ but i know, it left quite a few on the street with not much of a backup plan and i don’t see the clave trying to help either. ❞

[lukastho]

jasonfumero‌:

the fond expression pulled at his heartstrings in a much particular way, and it took every bit of his strength to not rush over towards lukas and kiss him until they were both breathless and panting. his boyfriend was absolutely gorgeous, jason had never thought any differently. even when they met, the werewolf was sure he’d already harbored a crush for lukas way back then. but now? now that they are together, in love with each other, now that he gets to see lukas every day, before he goes to bed and when he wakes up in the morning, messy hair, sleepy eyes, softness in person? now he is breathtaking, and it never ceased to amaze jason. sometimes he had to pinch himself just to make sure he wasn’t dreaming ( something he did with a bit of hesitancy, because if it did end up being a dream, it was certainly one he didn’t want to wake up from ). other times, all he could do was look at the blond in awe, admiring every single bit of him and finding more things to love and fall in love with each time. when he stopped rambling and found lukas to be speechless, jason shifted nervously on his feet once more, barely noticing lukas’ racing heart over the sound of his own heart pounding in his chest. body instantly relaxing as lukas cupped his cheek, jason leaned onto the touch in the same way he always did, eyes closing almost on instinct. ❝ yes, soulmates. ❞ he confirmed without hesitating, eyes opening again just to gaze into lukas’ own. ❝ a little cheesy? are you kidding me? it’s a lot cheesy. so, ridiculously cheesy ─ ❞ jason stopped, focus being entirely directed to the sound of lukas’ heart, the feel of it against his chest as lukas brought his hand up. ❝ but the only thing that matters is that you liked it. ❞ he finished, the loving smile on his lips only widening when the shadowhunter pressed a gentle kiss against his mouth, even as he chased it, wanting more, when he pulled away too quickly for jason’s taste. ❝ really? ❞ he couldn’t help but ask, rosy cheeks heating up again. ❝ man, if i had known all it would take to win your heart was this, i would’ve done it a long time ago. ❞ he teased, very content with getting another kiss from his boyfriend. the next words made his heart skip a beat, eyes widening ever so slightly ─ not because the idea of marrying lukas was scary, or because he didn’t want it, quite the contrary; because there was no doubt in his mind that he wanted it, and even though lukas might have been joking, it brought warmth to his being. ❝ no one would try to snatch me up from you, silly. besides, i don’t want anyone but you, so it wouldn’t even work. ❞ he said, brushing their lips together. ❝ try them. i wanna know what you think. ❞

a chuckle made its way past lukas’ lips when jason leaned into his touch, the soft smile still ever so present upon his features, it wasn’t the first time it happened and he was almost sure it wouldn’t be the last, and yet, he still couldn’t help the way such simple thing made warmth bloom inside his chest. but then again there weren’t many the things that the werewolf did that wouldn’t end up with lukas feeling rather overwhelmed with the amout of love he felt for the other, he would blame it to the fact that jason was the epitome of endearing but that might have been his own personal opinion. there was something in the way jason said it, with no trace of hesitation in his voice and as he got lost in the most beautiful shade of brown eyes he ever saw, lukas couldn’t help but give a small nod, for a moment words failing him. soulmates. he knew it was true, it wasn’t simply the bond connecting the two of them, and it wasn’t just love what they felt for each other, it was something stronger that ran deeper than any other emotions, it always had, there was a reason why he felt so drawn to the other from the moment he met him, and now that he had him in his arms it all made more sense, life made more sense. whatever souls were made of, theirs was the same. he laughed then, head shaking. ❝ fine. yes, it’s the cheesiest thing someone ever did for me. i don’t think anything will ever be able to top this. ❞ he hummed in agreement afterward, it was an understatment that he had loved it, he committed it all to memory and he was going to be a lie if he’d say he wouldn’t keep all the notes somewhere safe where he’ll be able to read them over and over again whenever he’d want to.  ❝ you are saying that as if you haven’t been holding my heart in your hands from the moment i saw you. ❞ his smile turned playful when he added, ❝ even though you frustrated me so damn much. ❞ he winked at him but his expression soon changed as jason kept talking, something akin to surprise mixed to the adoration he felt for the other took over his features, and he blinked once, twice. words hitting harder than what they probably should have. ❝ trust me, everyone would if they’d get to see you blush, but that’s not happening. you mean that? ❞ he asked, pressing one last kiss against his lips before he nodded, ❝ lets head out, though. ❞ he carefully took the plate with the pancakes, reaching for two forks before moving to get out on the balcony, making himself comfortable on the outdoor couch, resting the plate on his lap and patting the space next to him. ❝ c’mere. ❞ he grinned, bringing is attention back to the pancakes afterward, cutting a piece to eat and trying to keep his expression as even as he could, which was proving quite hard.

[skyfcrths]

@lukastho

     “so, what are going to do about this mess, eh ??” the blonde shakes her head, sitting down beside him. a gentle hand raises to capture his chin; emerald eyes scanning him curiously. “are you eating enough ?? you look skinny. you need to eat to keep your strength up.”

[lukastho]

❝ mh? ❞ a brow raised at the question, but the shadowhunter only shrugged. ❝ not getting more involved than how i already am, sounds like a good idea to me. ❞ he added, nose scrunching up as she studied him. ❝ i am, i am. me not eating is the least thing anyone should worry about, y’know. ❞