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soulfuldamnedangel:

“Says the cast out angel to the demon. I don’t see you being able to just swoop up to heaven whenever you please, that must sting even your nerves.” Paxon points out knowing any angel would be pissy about it. “Oh don’t patronize me, Lucius. I’m no younger than you and was just as much of an angel as you. I just wised up, I saw His flaws just as I saw the flaws of the system you and the rest of you angels exist by.” He had his eyes opened to the truth and since then he didn’t look back, he cut his own wings just to keep from looking back. “To live as I wish, if humanity gets freewill why don’t the rest of us? I spent too long following orders without a thought.”

He’s a little phased by his comment; well actually no, not a little, quite a bit. He feels anger and shame at being reminded of that. Not at Paxon, but rather at himself. He grits his teeth, tilting his head. “Most people learn from their mistakes. What are you trying to accomplish?” He raised an eyebrow, shaking his head once. “As I said before, I wouldn’t expect a demon to understand. Especially one who fell with Lucifer.” He shrugged. “You weren’t born to be an angel. I suppose even God can make mistakes. After all, there is no such thing as perfection.”

#soulfuldamnedangel

kylexspencerr:

“Too bad we can’t make that happen, huh?!” Kyle chuckled softly. “I don’t know. I’ve grown to like the sun so I prefer that.”

“Perhaps one day, but for now we cannot.” He smiled softly. “Lucky for you, it’s almost summer. You know what that means.”

#kylexspencerr

soulfuldamnedangel:

Paxon listens to Lucius talk about their duty and their purpose and he blows a raspberry at it, “He can shove it, I shouldn’t be a slave to humanity because he likes his pet project more than he cares about angels. Why should we be the second class citizens, but I don’t have to worry about that anymore.” He shakes his head, it was bad enough most people didn’t believe any longer, God and Angels were at the same ranking of Santa at this point. As much as Paxon remembered and even to his own regret missed home he would never admit to regretting falling with Lucifer, his brother wouldn’t have steered him wrong. “Miserable? Oh darling I am anything but, I go where I please, do as I please. No orders, no punishment for not following said orders. I am my own man while you drown in worry about how an absent God thinks of you. He turned his back on the lot of you, loyal and disloyal alike, he doesn’t care.”

What Paxon said was true. Lucius himself would wonder the meaning to his duty at times, because so many had lost belief in them. “Then consider it a selfless act. Angels don’t have time to think about that. Basing your actions on emotions--this only leads to the downfall of us all.” His mind can’t help but wander at the demon’s words, but he knows better. He shouldn’t let it linger for too long, otherwise he would be allowing the demon to do exactly what it was born to do. “I wouldn’t expect a demon to understand. This is, after all, why you fell in the first place. But let me ask you this: what do you think your purpose is?”

#soulfuldamnedangel

resurrectedelderhale:

“Who brought me back? I’m not exactly sure.” She shrugged. “I don’t want to question it though. I’m just happy to be here.”

He stared at his friend for a moment, before nodding and shifting his gaze to the floor. “I’m sorry,” he gritted his teeth, looking back up at her. “I wish I could have been there in your time of need.”

#resurrectedelderhale

ofhildegards:

“I’m not normally a family person but– it’d be nice to see them every once in a while.”

“It’s only natural, don’t you think? It’s like when we isolate ourselves. Although we may not feel the longing for it, we need to be around other people. You would have to be a robot to not be that way.”

#ofhildegards

ofzhu:

“Honestly, I couldn’t feel less at home at the moment.” She was finding it seemingly hard to adjust to her once ‘home’, sometimes wishing she had not been brought back for this.

“I think we all go feeling like that at least once in our life-time.” The angel smiled slightly. “What makes you say that?”

#ofzhu

soulfuldamnedangel:

Paxon smirks with a light shrug, “What can I say? If God didn’t want them hurt why did he make them so fragile?” Jealousy laced the demon, why should God favor the little ants when he had the angels? Were they not enough for him? Of course not, nothing ever was. “Where you see mayhem I see freedom, choice, the shackles of rules and order are all yours.” Pax fell with Lucifer in search of this freedom, the very thing God gave to the humans so willingly. “That was a great while ago, even by our standards Lucius. Though I heard about the little trouble in paradise. angels have been very naughty haven’t they? What a scandal.”

“You seem to forget that angels are born with a purpose, a duty. That is to protect humans, to be an ideal to rise towards, to guide them.” He too would sometimes be tempted to rid of the chains that held him down. The freedom that everyone around him had that he did not seemed like a distant daydream; but Lucius had decided he was too loyal to his duty, and therefore he would not defy God. He’s not surprised he’s heard about it. He will forever feel shamed for his tainted wings, never forgiving himself for it. “So you’ve heard. It’s never going to happen again, otherwise I’d be as miserable as you.”

#soulfuldamnedangel

resurrectedelderhale:

“Trust me. I was just as surprised as anyone else.” She got up from the bench looking at him. “I’m glad your here.”

For now, he could only she had a purpose for having been resurrected. That was one thing they would all wonder about forever, he thought. “Who was it?” It wasn’t that he wasn’t glad of her return, but rather he wanted to know what exactly was going on.

#resurretedelderhale

resurrectedelderhale:

Laura had been sitting on the bench thinking when she heard the voice. It sounded familiar. Turning to face the man she smiled. “Lucius”

That voice--it was familiar, one he hadn’t heard in some years. Years to an angel were nothing, so really it felt like it had been just a few days ago. Fair brows pushed together in bewilderment, green hues turning towards the source of the voice. Was it possible? “You are alive?”

#resurrectedelderhale

soulfuldamnedangel:

“Bloody hell.” Paxon rolls his eyes, another one, really as if having two angels around wasn’t bad enough, no lets have three. He looks up cursing whoever was having a gas at his expense, wankers. “I find most things on this planet are overrated.” He answered bored, rain, sleet, snow, even the blasted sunshine. “Don’t your lot have better places to be?” The former angel, now demon asks trying to shoo the other away.

He can recognize that voice anywhere, and even after many centuries it remained the same. But did he remain the same? Somehow he had never lost hope for the fallen angel. “I’m not surprised,” he responded. “Your... kind has a preference of toying with humans and tormenting them. Mayhem is essential in your lifestyle.” Lucius turned towards the other male, shrugging. “Like you once did?”

#soulfuldamnedangel #bc they r both old as balls i think they would know each other imo

“I would have hoped the weather cleared up by now.” He’d just gone out for a jog a few minutes ago. It seemed that the past few days the weather had been rather gloomy. It always seemed like it was about to rain, and sometimes it would drizzle, but then quickly stop. Sometimes it reminded him of himself--the way he was often tempted to rid of the strings that held him. “It is nice regardless, don’t you think?”

#risen;talks #ima hope this shows up and cry if it doesn't

barbiexbekah:

Rebekah sighed looking over the baby clothing that she had picked up. She was five months pregnant and soon her little baby would be born. She looked over the newborn clothing before holding it up at it with wide eyes. “Are they really that small?” She muttered to no one in particular.

“It depends,” he mused. “Some are smaller than others, some heavier than others. Babies born before their due date are always much smaller than babies born on their due date, they’re also more fragile.” Lucius paused, green hues examining the blonde. Even after the many years that had passed, he could still remember how small she once was. “Are you afraid?”

#barbiexbekah

#( &&. ooc )#if any of y'all wanna plot hmu!! :)#i don't expect my starters to show up so ima just reply to u guys

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