"I...secretely walked up to the villages all the time, to find already dead corpses that my mates killed"
"And...when I did, I covered my hands in the blood of the dead bodies, I put the blood onto my uniform, c-covered my face in their blood, made it look like if I slayed them"
"My luck...as a chief was, that no one was watching me, because I am the one who watches all the others"
"They had their focus on my command. On their targets. On their thirst for blood and glory. Not on their chief. Because I always was the last one who attacked. I was their backup. They did not know what I truly did..."
"They trusted me fully. Because I am a chief. Their leader. And illagers follow their leaders, doesn't matter what goal they have."
"I hated it. I hated myself. B-but I still..."
"I still did it and that is the worst part- I started raids....I still just followed the rules like every other heartless illager and I have innocent blood on my hands in my dreams every damn night..."
I'M SORRY, I had to draw illager trauma of my pillager chief who actually never was truly evil and fell in love with a villager after being a chief for years and he has a totally messed up story and I have no idea how no other illagers ever noticed that he was faking his job all the time :'D
Next artwork will be less depressing ๐ญ
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