Imbibitor Lunae

Indies Dan Heng of Honkai Star Rail as penned and mused by Pandi. Mun is 30+ muse's age will of course vary. Crossover friendly/Multi-ship/ Multiverse. Side-Blog & OC friendly. Follows Lunaelotus. Heavily headcanoned with my own lore included. Please read my rules before interaction, and if we write by all means ask for my Discord!!

[lunaelotus]

Independent Semi-Selective Heavily Head-Canoned & Self Created Lore Dan Heng from Honkai Star-rail. Multi-Ship/Multi-Verse/Canon & OC Friendly/Crossover Friendly & willing to write with most genres. Written in Semi-Para/Para/Multi-Para & Novella. as Penned by Pandi. A study in Sins of the Past, Living up to your own expectations, Letting go of the Past, Learning to Move Forward, Protecting Those Who Can Not Protect Themselves. Nightmares & Daydreams and just a day in the life of a Man who is not himself. NOT SPOILER FREE!!!! ..:::...Rules..:::...About...::Memes...::Open Posts...::Verses...::...

Hello, I am Pandi I am 30+ and have been role playing for -counts- well ah--a really long time. I work & have a family life so I might not be the most active but I always try to get back in a precise manner. I run on Queue--often. Though if I am present and my RP partners are on-line than I will likely post directly. -Best way of interaction: Direct Message/Ask for my Disco(rd) -Best way to interact with Dan Heng- Send him a Meme, Hit a Open RP or <3 one of my Starter Calls. -Plotted or Winging It: A Wing and a Prayers usually, because time is very precious. It takes me awhile to plot things out. Triggers- Cheating/Animal Cruelty & Death Won't Write: Polyamory/Cheating (obviously)

[lunaelotus]

One more day of work and than I will be here to write.

[lunaelotus]

I have to go back to work tonight in the middle of a heat wave. >| no pool theft for me today. Wish me luck. I have a few new followers I will put up a starter call, when I get home assuming I am not so melted I can't type.

[b1adie]

[b1adie]

XIANZHOU FASHION — IMBIBITOR LUNAE

[lunaelotus]

i was dragged out to socialize and now I am exhausted .

[lunaelotus]

"If anyone would like to go for a strong drink after the day I have had." Dan Heng mused "I would be open to it." he was usually strictly Himeko's coffee partner. It hadn't killed him yet. He preferred tea but with the sensation inside he just wanted to dull it.

It was this or lock himself in the Archives again, when he had only just begun to be a little more social.

[lunaelotus]

draconicfool asked:

"Dan Heng, help me find a chewable so m'teeth come out easier?"

He glanced up from his book and the salad he was viciously stabbing to pop into his mouth. He considered " I can make you something that might work, if the idea is passable to you." he rose from his seat and picked the plate of salad he had brutally murdered with a fork up. To toss "You have new teeth coming in correct ?" he established "What fabric feels the best to you as far as sensations go ?" he asked "Since we can get some of that, fruits and place it in water to deep freeze it So you can chew on it and bring your teeth out, you also get fruit and ice in the process."

He added "If that's not ideal, we can go with a leather gauntlet."

@draconicfool

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

There was an instant where he almost caught the boy by the scruff and it was with some sheer will power that he didn't. He itched to do so. "Watch how you speak." he said in return. "I was him and you know how the eggs work, Kai you can say I know nothing and that I hated you or that you hated me and hate me now--" he motioned with a hand. "You, do not get to choose that for me." he stated "Anymore than I can tell you, not to be petulant and angry."

"Oh I disagree." his stated tilting his head in Kai's direction. He dropped to his feet and stepped closer to the young man. "I remember how hard it was for you to make friends, I remember how you would hide behind me while pretending nothing was wrong." he said "Like you are hiding behind your own bravado now." Dan Heng's arms crossed over his chest.

"I can not make up for his lacking than but I can choose to try in this life." he stated. "What do you mean my sake ?" he asked "I was a criminal for the longest time never imagined I would be allowed here again, never imagined I had connections that mattered."

@honkai-star-fun

[feathers-and-song]

Kai turned to glare at him. "I never thought my father would come back. And truth be told, he didn't. All I'm getting is a shell of someone pretending to be him. You were a prisoner from birth, but you were allowed to leave and were liked by those you came to know."

"When he left, who did I have?"

He didn't need to be talked down to like a child, especially considering how he currently towered over Dan Heng.

"I don't watch how I speak when it comes to people like you. Criminal."

[lunaelotus]

He drew himself up to his full height he used his tail to be on even ground and his lips twitched. "A shell, of someone…" he repeated as he looked at him "Of course I am." his tone dripped sarcasm. "I was not even told what my crimes were, I was kept from everyone so I still have a hard time allowing people in, I have done my best to make up for my misdeeds, I came back so the Luofu wouldn't be destroyed, I took everything willingly because there are people who needed me." he hissed.

"You speak of leaving as though it was done to spite you, what he did was a war crime, what we did was punishable by the most extreme punishments, what the hell makes you think he'd want to bring his child into punishment with him ?" he demanded. "I want to ask if you understand what that punishment meant but your too caught up in yourself." he stated "I guess you knew because you were a guard." he stated "As much as I wonder how this is talking down to you. If you draw attention to yourself you are presenting a bad front.

Being towered over never bothered him. He had knocked bigger people on their ass. In fact the winds had picked up around him and caused his hair to dance around him.

There was the shot of Criminal and he smiled so his fangs showed "Very nice, I am pleased to see you have learned to bully people, as you were bullied. Good Job." he said his tone dripped venom at this point. "Does it feel good ?" he asked "Do you feel like a big person for it ?" he continued "Is it filling the aching emptiness inside you ?" he asked in a tone that reflected that ache his tail snapping behind him in the wind.

"If you ever want to talk…you know how to get in touch with me." he stated " Please send my regards to Yuan." he added "Tell him I will reschedule with him." he forced himself to drop his Vidyadhara form and the wind ceased. "Excuse me Kai."

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

There was an instant where he almost caught the boy by the scruff and it was with some sheer will power that he didn't. He itched to do so. "Watch how you speak." he said in return. "I was him and you know how the eggs work, Kai you can say I know nothing and that I hated you or that you hated me and hate me now--" he motioned with a hand. "You, do not get to choose that for me." he stated "Anymore than I can tell you, not to be petulant and angry."

"Oh I disagree." his stated tilting his head in Kai's direction. He dropped to his feet and stepped closer to the young man. "I remember how hard it was for you to make friends, I remember how you would hide behind me while pretending nothing was wrong." he said "Like you are hiding behind your own bravado now." Dan Heng's arms crossed over his chest.

"I can not make up for his lacking than but I can choose to try in this life." he stated. "What do you mean my sake ?" he asked "I was a criminal for the longest time never imagined I would be allowed here again, never imagined I had connections that mattered."

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

Had he slipped had he seen something in the man ? He shook his head and felt the energy's in his swirl as it always did when he was close to his home planet. "Its not about happiness but healthiness." he answered glancing to the apple disappearing. He was sure that cake was going to cause a sugar rush in some kids and at least that brought him some happiness. Children were important.

He stilled and sighed "I am Dan Heng, but I am also the Imbibitor Lunae I have come to terms with the title. Though no I am not Dan Feng, I get glimpses yes, but its more like looking through a photo album." he offered. "I would like to be treated by the merit of my person, rather than the person I no longer am." he tilted his head "I have maintained friendships through both lives, and enemies." There was a hesitant pause.

"I feel like I should know you."

@honkai-star-fun

[feathers-and-song]

Kai stilled, his right-hand shaking. Flexing his palm just a bit, he hopped to get rid of the looming numbness. He inhaled.

"If you don't remember me...there's no point in trying. Me and him never really....interacted all that much."

He couldn't help that suffocating feeling grab his heart. Was he not important enough to be remembered? Did Dan Feng regret his company? Did he forget him all together?

Kai could only be grateful he was facing away from Dan Heng.

"You might just remember me as one of the guards in the shackling prison....that's all."

[lunaelotus]

There was a key shift in stance and attitude and Dan Heng realized he must have said something wrong. He was still not grasping all the parts of the whole. For him Dan Feng's life was like grasping sand and watching it fall through your fingers. He had dreams where he fought himself. He was not him and yet--and yet.

Sensing the distress had done something to Dan Heng he felt concern for him like he had over eating more than a banana it was not emotions he focused too closely on though. As just being here was over stimulating and bothersome in some ways.

"That's not true." he stated as though he had found something. "I remember a baby crying that would not cease unless he slept in an arm or with a tail curled around him." he spoke a bit haltingly. As though he were gathering information from far away.

"Ah, so I did know you." he said quietly His eyes had taken on the glow that came with his powers and his tail wrapped around his feet translucently.

"I just had not gotten a good look at you, I am more used to people looking at me and seeing a war criminal than a leader of any kind." he stated. "I know there is a rift its felt deep inside like a cold front in a warm ocean." @honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

Had he slipped had he seen something in the man ? He shook his head and felt the energy's in his swirl as it always did when he was close to his home planet. "Its not about happiness but healthiness." he answered glancing to the apple disappearing. He was sure that cake was going to cause a sugar rush in some kids and at least that brought him some happiness. Children were important.

He stilled and sighed "I am Dan Heng, but I am also the Imbibitor Lunae I have come to terms with the title. Though no I am not Dan Feng, I get glimpses yes, but its more like looking through a photo album." he offered. "I would like to be treated by the merit of my person, rather than the person I no longer am." he tilted his head "I have maintained friendships through both lives, and enemies." There was a hesitant pause.

"I feel like I should know you."

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

The young man stood by as the peel was tossed and answered a text. Hopeful March and Stelle would not burn the city down without him their to moderate. He looked at the prepared lunch it was some sweets and fruit. He glanced back "You do need, if all you have had this morning was a banana." he stated "Your weight ratio to your caloric intake will be in negatives…especially if you are training."

Dan Heng did not look particularly offended by being turned down. He was trying to be helpful.

"You are quiet stubborn." he said as he shrugged his shoulders the snack bag still extended like an olive branch to the young man. Dan Heng opened the bag and sat out things from it on small area for those who might want or need a meal to get. He wasn't about to force the bag upon the man he wasn't going to be eating a home packed lunch so he placed the content out. Muffins, an Apple, small hard cheese wheel, a pack of skyflake crackers and some cake.

@honkai-star-fun

[feathers-and-song]

Kai watched as Dan Heng did what he did, feeling an emotional ache in his chest. He remembered when the High Elder would do the same for him a long time ago. But he knew that this man before him wasn't Dan Feng, and shouldn't be treated in such a way.

"I am not in training, sir," Kai felt the need to explain. "I am a Captain and I am very capable of taking care of myself. I appreciate your concern, but it is unnecessary."

It was always unnecessary.

[lunaelotus]

He did not stop his stacking of things for others. Since there were likely those who would enjoy such treats. They were not common in the Luofu. He was not stung by the rejection he was just tired. He was very tired. Was it because of Dan Feng, possibly…most likely. Dan Heng did not have the energy to deal with this place. With these people.

He had take punishment, he had shed blood, he had been exiled. He had very little else to give outside of tiny kindnesses. "Than you already know a banana isn't going to cut it." he stated.

"I am the Imbibitor Lunae." he stated bluntly and almost bitterly. It always felt like being a title rather than a person. What was the point of dealing with people that would see him as anyone but himself. He took a breath let it out and slung Cloudpiercer back over his shoulder. "I bid you a good day General." he said as he turned to go. All these streets he knew but did not know.

All he could think was Jing Yuan was wrong. He was not meant for here. Small kindness were a burden in these days.

[lunaelotus]

No Dan Geng is not mad at you XD

Pop Pop knows ( He seems to know all the things. )

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

The young man stood by as the peel was tossed and answered a text. Hopeful March and Stelle would not burn the city down without him their to moderate. He looked at the prepared lunch it was some sweets and fruit. He glanced back "You do need, if all you have had this morning was a banana." he stated "Your weight ratio to your caloric intake will be in negatives…especially if you are training."

Dan Heng did not look particularly offended by being turned down. He was trying to be helpful.

"You are quiet stubborn." he said as he shrugged his shoulders the snack bag still extended like an olive branch to the young man. Dan Heng opened the bag and sat out things from it on small area for those who might want or need a meal to get. He wasn't about to force the bag upon the man he wasn't going to be eating a home packed lunch so he placed the content out. Muffins, an Apple, small hard cheese wheel, a pack of skyflake crackers and some cake.

@honkai-star-fun

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun

[feathers-and-song]

"I have work in about five minutes, and I didn't eat breakfast," Kai replied, chewing a bit of the fruit. Then he paused, looking down at Dan Heng.

"Uh, what are you doing back on the Xianzhou Luofu? Thought you were a member of the Astral Express. Or are you just here for a mini vacation?"

[lunaelotus]

He took a breath and shrugged "Normally, I am on the Express, but at the moment I had a message sent to meet a friend here." he stated. "I am here to help said friend. It is not an official visit." he answered though his brows drew together. "I would think you might want more than a banana if your going into work." he didn't think it was his business to be concerned and yet here he was.

His backpack slid from his shoulders as he pulled a package of snacks from them. " You should take these." he held the food out to him.

[lunaelotus]

“I wonder if I can eat this banana in under a minute…” Kai says to himself, staring intently at the yellow fruit. He only hopes the no one else heard him.

@honkai-star-fun (Kai)

"It is in your favor." the man stated as he glanced at the yellow fruit in the others hand. The hope for not being overheard...well that was another story. "Is there a reason why you are wanting to do so ?" his brows were drawn.

"Such as an eating contest like they have on Jarilo-VI ?" there was curiosity there since March 7th thought they could beat the champion at eating. Dan Heng assumed it was rigged like many games were so he had declined

@honkai-star-fun