lusting-for-romance-and-death

What a wonderful life it's been/ how many even know I used to be/ I tried I swear I really did/ does anyone want the return of me? | My name is Lailah | They/Them | Icon by: @pineapplesbutterscotch | ((LAILAH ISN'T GONE THEY'RE STILL HERE))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Y'all trashing Lals for this but they're right at some point you have to think about your and others health

^^^^^^^

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

do you have someone else?

Cause I’m moving out?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Those who abandon love are the most senseless of us all ~🔔

those who ignore the mental health of themselves and those they care for will only cause more pain in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[sayhellotodeceit]

I have to burn the rest of my stuff.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Washing it 10 times would be safer, Alright I’m cleaned out

[sayhellotodeceit]

A dresser won’t fit in the washer though. And I don’t need it anymore so I’m burning it.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Why not?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I’m moving into Theos room completely

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

two new empty rooms

[sayhellotodeceit]

Two?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Did you just skip over the part where I said I was cleaning mine out?

[sayhellotodeceit]

Yeah probably

[addieshay]

I’ve already got a place to stay so I’m getting rid of most of my stuff

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[sayhellotodeceit]

I have to burn the rest of my stuff.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Washing it 10 times would be safer, Alright I’m cleaned out

[sayhellotodeceit]

A dresser won’t fit in the washer though. And I don’t need it anymore so I’m burning it.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Why not?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I’m moving into Theos room completely

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

two new empty rooms

[sayhellotodeceit]

Two?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Did you just skip over the part where I said I was cleaning mine out?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[sayhellotodeceit]

I have to burn the rest of my stuff.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Washing it 10 times would be safer, Alright I’m cleaned out

[sayhellotodeceit]

A dresser won’t fit in the washer though. And I don’t need it anymore so I’m burning it.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Why not?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I’m moving into Theos room completely

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

two new empty rooms

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[sayhellotodeceit]

I have to burn the rest of my stuff.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Washing it 10 times would be safer, Alright I’m cleaned out

[sayhellotodeceit]

A dresser won’t fit in the washer though. And I don’t need it anymore so I’m burning it.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Why not?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[sayhellotodeceit]

I have to burn the rest of my stuff.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Washing it 10 times would be safer, Alright I’m cleaned out

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well technically it was Ethan pretending to be patton but Patton is still gone. And we were friends in the end

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s good

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[sayhellotodeceit]

I don’t know.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m sorry, I know you were trying to make up for some things

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[sayhellotodeceit]

They just died. There gone.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

how does that even happen?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Mun how could you break them up????????

((I have plans my dear))

[sayhellotodeceit]

((Wait what kind of plans? I’m scared))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

((❤))

[sayhellotodeceit]

((That is not an answer darling))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

((I know))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I

[sayhellotodeceit]

Did you know that Patton is dead?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

what happened?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Mun how could you break them up????????

((I have plans my dear))

[sayhellotodeceit]

((Wait what kind of plans? I’m scared))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

((❤))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

You made the right choice. Deceit is just in denial and can't see a right choice from a wrong one. - M

That’s not my problem anymore

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Mun how could you break them up????????

((I have plans my dear))

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

There burning there bed because of you. I don’t know what you did to them but it’s not great

I ended things…

[kyronthegreat]

Not you’re smartest move.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

not my dumbest either

[kyronthegreat]

You two were like the dream couple. You made love look easy. And worth it. And you threw that away.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Are you lecturing me about the very relationship you tried to destroy multiple times?

[kyronthegreat]

You destroyed it this time

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

yeah for the better

[kyronthegreat]

No it wasn’t. You’re only telling yourself that

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

I’m not lying at all, I made peace with my decision 

[kyronthegreat]

Well then you are a bitch

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

just now noticing?

[kyronthegreat]

Let me get this straight. You left Declyn so you wouldn’t hurt them anymore but you knew you would end up hurting them anyway?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

Either way they were getting hurt, I figured this way they can get over it with time me being a bitch has nothing to do with this situation

[sayhellotodeceit]

I wasn’t hurt. I was worried. But I knew you would come back. Safe. And when you did I would have been waiting. But you ripped that away and left behind a lot of sadness.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

It wasn’t healthy Declyn

[sayhellotodeceit]

Okay. I can’t talk to you anymore. Because you are speaking bullshit.

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

That’s your choice

[sayhellotodeceit]

Well I don’t get many of those when it comes to you now do i?

[lusting-for-romance-and-death]

choose to not let this consume you, or choose to let it, choose to ignore what you do have, or don’t, you always have choices Dec, but so do I