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☾ ⋆ ˚｡⋆ RUBIK [twenty-three ; she/they]

➹ writing blog: @1004kr

# blog for moots to follow, where i post and reblog about personal interests separated from my writing. do not follow if you’re not a moot please!

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me have dream about eddie redmayne

me happy

#that man is so fine #uggghhhh

sometimes when i’m really anxious i just have to sit back and go “man… maybe it’s time i rewatch lord of the rings”

#gondor calls for aid #and rohan shall answer #<< the code i made with my friend when i’m anxious LMAO #but it’s true

mizuki looks so good here omg

#WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME #THE YAOSOBI COLLAB IS ELITE

guys i have a date on friday KFJFDHJDD IM SCARED ITS MY FIRST DATE EVER

#SEND HELP #WHAT DO I DO #AAAAAA #IVE NEVER MADE IT THIS FAR BEFORE

i’ve seen so many men on these dating apps say “i want a girl that’s crazy 🤪” and it’s like brother you’re not prepared for my brand of crazy (the medicated kind)

#they want the aesthetic crazy #like the ‘omg i can’t believe i drank 3 beers’ kinda crazy #i promise you brother you do not want my ocd #i don’t even want my ocd #thank you and goodnight

sorry yall i just gotta get this off my chest

fuck ERP is so hard.

#ITS SO HARD #it’s legit one of the most difficult things i have ever done #but i want to get better #i want to get better so bad #for my friends and family #and for myself #so i gotta keep trying and keep going

me when i realize i am 100% self sabotaging when it comes to wanting to date 🧍‍♂️

#I WANT A BF SO BAD #and this guy that came up on my app is really hot #and he seems really cool!#but i’m afraid of swiping right cuz i’m actually terrible with conversation KNFJDJD #so i’m like ‘nah it wouldn’t work’ and then i swipe left #IVE DONE THIS WITH TWO OTHER GUYS #AND I REGRETTED IT #i haven’t swiped yet but like i’m contemplating so hard KFBDJDJD

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the desire to download a dating app vs the fear of meeting new people

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we’re back here

update: i swiped left on like 4 guys i shouldn’t have 😭 TWO VERY HOT, TWO PRETTY CUTE, THREE WITH SIMILAR INTERESTS AND I HAVE REGRETS

#like two of those guys i was like #i cannot believe someone this pretty is in my area #now did the app tell me i missed a potential match when i swiped left on them? no #but it’s the thought that counts

yall my self ship with vash is HOLY SELF INDULGENT (the whole point of a self ship but like this one cuts deep)

#fork found in kitchen #🧍‍♂️#‘a self ship is self indulgent??’ personally never would’ve guessed rubik #ANYWAY #we’re both just hot messes #but that’s what makes it so special

guys i need more vash fics KRHFJF PLEASE IM BEGGING

#IM IN SUCH A VASH HYPERFIXATION #I NEED MY FIX 😭

bro my college isn’t offering a novel writing course for the fall semester and i might cry

#I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO TAKE IT #and now they don’t have it #i accidentally signed up for short fiction writing last semester #and i think i’m gonna have to take short fiction writing II instead now #sighhhh

okay yall now i’m rewatching 7ds and uhhh i know it’s been 6 years but tell me why i don’t remember any of this shit-

#ALSO #who was gonna tell me they have a spin off for the next gen #AND MY MAN GILTHUNDER GOT MARRIED #i’m also not a big fan of his new look :’)#me finding out about boruto all over again </3

you guys ever get a familiar feeling from childhood and then realize “oh my god i always had anxiety”

#it was exactly this feeling #anxiety is anxiety despite the context of what we’re anxious over #plus the nostalgic scent of nail polish #and bam i’m back in my childhood room #crazy how that works

also yall i’m finally getting caught up on trigun stargaze and thought surely i wouldn’t be crushing on vash this time around as well and welp i was very wrong

#he’s still fine asf #long hair and short hair #he and wolfwood both

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on another note, gvf is releasing a new song next friday :D

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REPORTING BACK YALL ITS A BANGER

#THEY DID IT AGAIN #LOVE THOSE BOYS #HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR FS

on another note, gvf is releasing a new song next friday :D

#it sounds so good so far #THEYRE FINALLY BACKKKK #sorry depressed anxious rubik is gone #won’t happen again #🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

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