active oct 2021

she/her || 18 || not pro ana Sw: 125 Cw: 127 Gw: 100 || 5’8

[lxvethehate]

Not pro ana♡

Message to be friends☆

I’m just a train wreck

(following back everyone who follows me)

( ^ω^ )

[lxvethehate]

TO NEW ANA PEOPLE:

PLEase PLS PLS DONT start purging!!! PLEase

i’ve been doing it for a while but recently did it a lot more frequently and my body is now paying the price

i started having heart palpitations, every time i burp (which is more often now) i throw up in my mouth, i have acid reflux and heart burn on the DAILY and i never had it before purging, and my stomach is a mess all the time.

it’s NOT worth it at all! they are healthier and easier ways to get rid of the calories that won’t completely screw you over in the not so long run.

so if you’ve never purged or have only done it a few times i beg you not to continue or start. it’s horrible. and if you are stuck in the loop of purging please try to find a way out, it’s not worth it and your body will thank you for stopping. please stop before you ruin your body past a point of return.

[lxvethehate]

Body checking

It looks fine from the front but disgusting from the side smhhhh

[lxvethehate]

i miss being at my lowest weight

everyone was so nice to me cuz they knew i was sick

people were also scared of me because i was dangerously thin

i was told daily that i would need to be intubated if i didn’t gain weight

the funny thing is i was recovering during that point so i hated being that thin

ironic.

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i know it’s getting bad again when i start re watching supersize vs superskinny

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[skinny--bones]

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drinking green tea to help get a flat stomach by halloween or american thanksgiving at latest

[lxvethehate]

oh no it’s thanksgiving which means i’m def gonna gain lots of weight

fuck me

i ate so much yesterday too at my bfs and now this and tmr i have another thanksgiving dinner fmllll

[desultory-suggestions]

not 👏 all 👏  people 👏 with 👏 eating 👏 disorders 👏 are 👏 underweight 👏

[depression-and-literature-deact]

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

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i just binged, purged and then exercised to the point that my heart is beating out of my chest and it’s still not enough

fml

[lxvethehate]

i need a workout buddy

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just binged and purged

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i want to be a coke abuser again just to lose all the weight i had lost while on it

[lxvethehate]

I disguise and I will lie

And I will take my precious time

As the days melt away

As I stand in line, and I die as I wait as I wait on my crime

And I'll try to delay what you make of my life

But I don't want your way, I want mine

I'm dying and I'm trying

But believe me, I'm fine, but I'm lying

I'm so very far from fine