The last 200

"but I mean I really love you, forever"

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Just flashing back to one of the many memories I have with this girl. She's my peace and my best friend. She's mine and I'm so happy that she is.

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Bradford, TX.

A little jealous of Cade because he’s probably sitting in his Eno, looking at somethin like the gif below. Ya know what they say, you can take the boy from the country, but you can’t take the country out of the boy;) (…did I say that right?) Last time I was out at his grandparents, I had the best time & their land out there is so pretty. I remember being able to tell how stress free cade seemed while out workin with his dad & grandpa. Happy to know he’s feelin that way right now.

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For sure one of the more flattering photos I’ve ever seen of myself & Cade…LOL - Reminiscing on the week of spring break where we hung out every day:):(. This weekend goober is spending the weekend out in Bradford TX with his grandparents:) (I bet cade read that in the stupid country voice I always speak in when talking about his hometown/family haha) - These next 3 weeks are going to be a little annoying for us. He’s gone this weekend, and next weekend for a basketball tournament, and the next weekend for a fine arts thing with school...So in other words, time to hangout is very limited:(. I’m gonna miss him lots!!

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There are sometimes when I'm lucky enough to capture the little acts of kindness Cade does on film. I know it doesn't look or maybe even seem like a big deal, but it's the way he doesn't think twice about what he's doing/about to do. He's not worried about getting weird looks, and he for sure doesn't do it for praise - it's just so natural to him to be this charitable, even if it's to only one person in the tiniest way. One of my first and favorite memories of this, happened before we started dating while we were on a date. (So prior to June 3rd 2015) We were having a picnic at the park and had just finished our meal. There was a homeless man not far from us, who was walking in our general direction. We began to pack up the left over 7 PB&J Uncrustables, and as soon as Cade saw the homeless man he took all the sandwiches and ran over to him; asking if he'd like to have these sandwiches because we weren't going to eat them. The man was so happy and it's stuck in my mind forever. I love you C. Thank you for being such a good example for me.

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This is my girlfriend. She is in love with sharks. Never before have I met someone that can watch a great white and think it's cute. 😂😂 The crazy thing is, she is so darn cute when she talks about it she makes it seem cute to me too lol. Whenever she talks about something she loves, I look at the smile on her face and I can't help but feel just as excited about it. She draws me in with that wonderful smile and keeps me hooked with the way she talks so enthusiastically. I love seeing her talk about what she is passionate about, and I hope one day she can turn one of the things she is passionate about into her career.

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Ew why am I even dating him?!? I mean, look at all that dandruff...lol gotcha!;) it's just snow. (Just to be clear he has no dandruff) Since we got back from spring break life has been busy and crazy. So I guess that means it's been normal...lol - I know this is going to sound silly, but do you ever look at either something or someone and feel like everything slows down? You feel more relaxed and at peace with how things are right then and there? Those were my emotions when I first saw this photo. It makes me smile so hard. I always feel more happy and relaxed whenever I know Cade is happy and relaxed - which I know he was in this photo, which is why I love looking at it:). Thanks for being my escape CR.

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I haven't posted anything in a while, but I just wanted to get back on here and say my girl means so much to me. So much.

3/17/17-3/21/17

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TODAY MY SWEET BABY GOT HIS WISDOM TEETH OUT AND LOOK HOW SWEET😭☺❤. Even when he's unable to speak, (about something that makes sense lol) or open his eyes, he still makes me smile. Cade Ryan did some pretty silly stuff this morning, but I think my favorite things were his attempts to kiss and love on me hehe - he wanted to be so snuggley and lovey today!:)

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First day home and...

Having withdrawals. I really did not like waking up this morning and not seeing Cade immediately. I really did not like waking up hungry because my sweet nana isn't around to make her yummy breakfasts. I also really didn't like getting to spend the entire day without Cade - I miss the spontaneous/whatever we were in the mood for days. All in all this spring break was perfect. I loved getting to spend time with my two favorite people.

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Time to head home. This is how we feel. But I get a day with this beautiful girl 1 ft away from me so I'm just fine with that 😋💗

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Aaaaand day 3 LOL - Cade is the biggest goofball there ever was…a cute, loving, good dancin, goofball:) hehe (sorry for all the loveyness). Today Cade and I went back to Oxford to buy some last minute things & then headed out to a place called Sardis lake. It’s not much, but we had a pretty view of the dam, got all cozy in the car and watched a movie while eating some puffy Cheetos. That evening I took the nug up to Memphis for the first time and we explored the hugeee Bass Pro Shops. And we ended the night eating at the famous Rendezvous BBQ. - By far one of the best days we’ve had in a long time.

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hehe day twoooo!! Today I took Cade to Oxford, MS for the first time & I think he really enjoyed it:). It's the cutest little college town with lots to eat and see. We ate at this superrr yummyyy pizza place, walked and shopped for a little while, and then headed back home to go fishing!..."fishing"...more like waiting hehe - pictured is the only lil guy we caught LOL. I had such a nice day with my sweetheart. It was so relaxing and calming to be on our own time, doing what we wanted, and talking all the while:).

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First day in Mississippi couldn’t be better. Ole Miss baseball and this dime make for one hell of a good time 😉😋

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Saturday schedule: 5:00 AM: went to sleep 8:00 AM: woke up 10:45: left FTW for MS (stopped at McDonalds for lunch sometime in here) 2:45: this photo was taken (stopped for gas like 2, maybe 3 times sometime in here) 7:45 PM: arrived at Nana's house. All the time(s) not mentioned: spent talking, laughing, snacking, talking some more, kissing, napping...ya know, all the good stuff in life:). Today was awesome. I loved every second of it. This weeks going to be awesome. I know it.

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Before I head off to Mississippi with this lovely girl, there was something I wanted to do. She has told me for a year that she wanted to go to the Texas Tulip Farm, and we made that happen today. However, I had a hidden agenda. I also thought it would be a perfect place to ask the prettiest girl in the world to prom, and I was right. She said yes, gave me a kiss, and we were all smiles the rest of the night. I love this beautiful girl that I’ve been blessed with, and it’s even more of a blessing to be loved back just as much.

💗💗💗

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Thursday's sook.

You’re not gonna believe what I did today…I pulled an all-dayer, it was pretty rough. I would say what “cade and I did today” but I’m sure he slept though just about all of his classes. Lol - I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS NEXT WEEK W/ CC!!!

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Today has been the Mondayest Wednesday ever. I’m going to get to spend almost everyday with Cade over spring break and I can’t wait!! It’ll be such great quality time with my stinker:). Which is “almost, sorta, kinda, close to, just about, nearly” what we dream about all the timeee!!! (TMINUS: 4 DAYS)