Zara

24 she/her/hers “To the stars who listen—and the dreams that are answered.”

[lykingart]

Imagine, growing up Nyx thought his mom’s name was ‘Feyre Darling’ because that’s what his dad calls her

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[ruinedchildhood]

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[umehaji]

— 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞;

☾ Pairing: Todoroki Natsuo x f!reader

☾ Warnings: 18+ only, minors dni, sex work

☾ Word Count: 1.8k

☾ A/N: listen he is so fine i am salivating get u a man who can be respectful aND disrespectful am i right

"Natsuo." When the door swings open, his name falls from your lips, sweet and deliberate, your voice softer than usual.

He blinks, clearly startled, lashes fluttering in confusion before his eyes begin their inevitable sweep of you. You can practically feel the weight of his eyes tracing every inch of you, stopping, lingering at the parts you’ve intentionally bared. When his gaze finally returns to meet yours, the tips of his ears are flushed a gentle pink.

You compose yourself quite quickly, but you would be a liar if you said he wasn't one of the most attractive men you’ve ever laid eyes on. A shock of white hair, sharp jawline, broad shoulders that you’re just dying to get your hands on.

“Yeah.” His voice falters, just barely, carrying an uncertainty, as though he’s not sure what to make of you standing there.

Your smile sharpens. Without hesitation, you step closer, placing your palm firmly on his chest and give a gentle push, nudging him backward into the room.

“What, uh—”

“They’ve got you working too hard again, haven’t they?” Your voice cuts him off, a mix of concern and playful reproach. Without waiting for a reply, you step into his space, your advances unwavering. The backs of his knees hit the edge of the bed and he sits down heavily, his expression still caught somewhere between confusion and disbelief. The dim glow of city lights filters through the large windows, casting a soft hue across his handsome features, the skyline shimmering like a sea of stars below. The room is stunning, but you hardly notice it, completely absorbed by the man before you.

You straddle him effortlessly, heat blooming between your legs when you feel the backs of your thighs meet his firmly muscled legs. Leaning in, your lips brush the curve of his neck, nipping lightly as they trail upward toward his ear. Your fingers deftly undo the buttons of his dress shirt, watching it fall open, exposing warm, toned skin that has your mouth going a bit dry.

Natsuo stiffens beneath you, his breath hitching when you catch his earlobe between your teeth. “I… uh- wait-" His hands hover awkwardly at your hips, unsure whether to push you away or pull you closer.

“You haven't called, you haven't texted,” you pout, dragging your fingers under his shirt, tracing the contours of his well-defined abdomen. Grinding your hips down subtly, you're pleased to feel the hard length of him twitch against your inner thigh. Fuck, he's big. You mouth at his neck again, your voice taking on a whine. “Need you, Natsu.”

The man beneath you doesn’t seem to be breathing.

“You seem so tense..." With practiced ease, your fingers work the clasp of his belt, undoing it and slipping it out of the loops of his slacks. "I can help with that."

"Uh-"

"Missed you so much..." You reach in to grasp him—so he's a briefs type of guy—finding the weight of his cock heavy in your hand. “Missed having this inside me.”

“H-holy shit.”

“Haven’t you missed me?” You lean back in his lap, baring the soft curves of your tits toward him. “Don’t you want to fuck me?”

“Of course I- no wait,” Natsuo grits out and stills you with great effort, leaning as far away from you as possible despite you still being in his lap. “I think there’s been a mistake.”

Your brows furrow in confusion, and you slow your movements, his repeated hesitation finally enough to give you pause. "I'm sorry?"

"Don't get me wrong," Natsuo coughs, eyes averted respectfully, "you're a very attractive woman- I just...who are you?"

“Excuse me?"

He rubs the back of neck. "I'm...have we met? I think I would have remembered someone...someone like you."

Your voice goes flat. “You didn’t request this.”

"Request? No, I...I'm sorry, I have no idea what...did the...hotel send you?"

“I don't think a hotel of this caliber would contract an escort service, sir." Or maybe they would. You're not all that familiar with what kinds of seedy things go on behind the closed doors of ultra-exclusive establishments like this one. You’re certain they’ve got more than their fair share of peculiar demands from distinguished clientele. One such VIP right in front of you now. Everyone's heard of the Todoroki family, the powerhouse behind Endeavor Corp.

"Oh god, please don't call me that- wait, escort?" Natsuo stares at you. You don't miss the fact that he's still hard, the thick length of him pressed against your soft mound. You can feel the heat of him through the thin layers of fabric that separate you, and for a fleeting moment, you briefly mourn the fact that it's not looking likely that this is going to go any farther.

"So you didn’t ask for 'The Girlfriend Experience,' nor did you spend an entire essay detailing how you wanted to fuck tonight."

"The what? No!" Natsuo balks. "Are you sure you got the right-"

Your brow arches when Natsuo falls silent. His face goes carefully blank, and before you can fully register it, a wave of anger sweeps across his features, transforming his expression into something fierce and unrecognizable.

He flings out a hand to snatch his phone up from the nightstand, startling you, though his other arm wraps around your waist tightly so you don't fall off. Heat spreads across your cheeks as the sudden proximity leaves you both pressed close, your chest flush against his.

“Touya,” barks the man beneath you when the other line picks up, “you little shit. Is this your doing?”

You hear a tinny cackle ring out. “She’s hot, right?”

Natsuo doesn’t look amused. "You fucking-"

“Listen, like I said, it's high time you got laiddd, you stuck-up tightwad. Plus, Mom's been going on and on about finding a nice girl for you to settle down with- I'm just being a dutiful son." The other man sounds immensely pleased with himself.

"And you thought this was the answer?"

"You'll have to let me know how it is. I've never used this particular service before- paid a pretty penny with your card though."

"You what?"

"You didn't answer me though," the other man sounds eager, "is she hotter in person? The photos online almost had me nutting on the spot and she’s one of the pricier ones, so I'm guessing she's good."

You’re not sure whether to be flattered or insulted. Natsuo gives you a glance, a silent apology in his eyes.

The tinny voice keeps going. "I'm taking that pause as a yes, just so you know."

You sigh, finally extricating yourself from Natsuo's grip. You swear his arm falls away from your waist almost reluctantly. His eyes track your movements, flickering down to the flash of your lacy panties as you shift, settling yourself against the plush pillows. You catch the way his throat tightens, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallows hard. Propping yourself up on the soft pillows, you make yourself comfortable on the luxurious king-sized bed. The sheets are silky to the touch, made of fabric likely worth more than you could possibly hope to make in a day.

Your eyes drift back to Natsuo, now on his feet, pacing restlessly as he argues with the person on the other end of the line. You catch snippets—you're so fucking dead...no I'm not going to send pictures, what the fuck...stop being so disrespectful...if Dad ever hears about this—but you can't bring yourself to care. You cross your ankles and clasp your fingers together, staring up at the ceiling and wondering just what went wrong that this is your life now- being used as a pawn in a brothers’ feud.

"I'm sorry about this."

You snap out of your daze, realizing that Natsuo must have finally hung up. He approaches you carefully, snagging his suit jacket from the desk chair to drape it over your legs. It takes you by surprise. He sits down on the edge of the bed, propping his elbows on his knees, "My brother...he- he means well, he just has a weird way of...he's just kinda fucked up. I don't have any other explanation."

A small smile tugs at your lips, amusement flickering in your eyes. There’s something endearing…almost cute about this Todoroki, the way he stumbles over his words. It’s in stark contrast to the poised, polished figures you’ve glimpsed on television before.

"Can I...do anything for you? Get you something to drink?" Natsuo runs a nervous hand through his hair. "I can...I can pay you for your trouble. I'm not sure how much..."

“There's no need. Your brother, well...I guess you actually...already paid for the whole night.” You tilt your head, watching Natsuo, who seems torn between meeting your gaze and looking away, his eyes darting to you every now and then. There’s a flicker in them, a hint of hunger, and you can’t help but wonder. You wonder if beneath his layers of restraint, there’s something darker, something more desperate. There's a coiled tension in his shoulders, and you wonder what it would be like...how he acts when he lets go.

"Can I do anything for you?"

“What do you…”

You shift his jacket off your legs, spreading them and slipping a hand down and under the waistband of your skirt. One of your bare feet nudges his thigh. He doesn't move away.

“I mean, Natsuo,” you let out a sensuous gasp as you press one then two fingers into you, back arching at the sensation, "you may not have requested the experience, but you do look like you could use it.”

Natsuo’s lips part at the sight of your knuckles moving under the thin scrap of fabric, fingers sinking in and out of your dripping cunt.

“So if you’re interested…you can still have it…me. However you want.” It's not entirely true—there are guidelines for the package his brother arranged—but you figure you can make an exception, however selfish it is.

Natsuo stands abruptly and you freeze, wondering for a moment if you've pushed things too far. But then he’s shrugging off his shirt, dropping one knee on the mattress, and grabbing your ankle, pulling you down the bed. A surprised laugh escapes you, though it wavers when he crawls toward you, his body hovering over yours, thick arms trapping you between them.

He reaches down, pulling your hand away from your thighs so he can stare at the glistening sheen of your juices on your index and middle fingers. And then he closes his lips around them and your brain short-circuits.

"The whole night, you said?" Natsuo swipes his tongue across your fingers. There's a heat in his eyes that sends shivers up your spine. "My brother said you were expensive."

You stare at the way his tongue moves around your fingers and breathe out, "I am. Very."

"Then I better make sure he isn't wasting my money, right?"

[dynameow]

LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON ✶ FT. TODOROKI NATSUO

꒰ synopsis ꒱ ✶ natsuo watches you day by day, month by month, carrying that fragile baby in your belly, realizing he will never escape the fact that he is his father's son

── ✶ WORD COUNT. 7.6k words ; are we even shocked lol

── ✶ BEFORE YOU READ. female reader ; established relationship + marriage ; pregnant reader + unplanned pregnancies ; natsuo is a sweet husband ; mentions of enji's canon behavior which includes domestic violence and child abuse + neglect ; small argument + making up ; natsuo is a nervous wreck about being a father ; i promise even though it has heavy parts, it does have a happy ending ; masterlist.

꒰ commentary ꒱ ✶ girl idk how to write natsuo and its 2026 so idek if anyone still reads natsuo fanfic but here

Natsuo is twenty-three when you break the news of your pregnancy.

Dinner is good—it always is. You cook his favorite and serve him at the table carefully. He’s long given up on insisting you don’t have to do that for him.

(I’ve got it, he’s tried to argue before. You don’t have to serve me. Seriously.

You have no reason to serve him—Natsuo is a person, a grown one at that, just the same as you. You have no reason to put yourself beneath him, no reason to treat him like there is some invisible line between the two of you that puts him above. You’re his partner—his equal. 

Just let me do it, Natsu, you’ve always argued back, smiling like it’s the simplest thing in the world. There’s nothing wrong with taking care of each other.

It takes time, but Natsuo reluctantly lets you take care of him the way you want to. Lets himself learn that it’s okay if you love him and put him above yourself as long as he does it, too. That as long as he doesn’t demand it from you, doesn’t mistake your kind-hearted doting for weakness, then he’s not becoming the kind of man he spent his whole life despising.)

There is a bag by your seat—he’s been eyeing it since he sat down for dinner. You serve yourself your own bowl slowly, like you’re working yourself up to be brave about something he can’t quite decipher yet. One small inhale, and the bowl is set down. One shaky exhale, and then it happens. It happens with a quick, shuddered breath before you give him a wobbly smile and pull something out of that bag.

A bib, he realizes—you pull it out and set down a small, tiny bib on the chair beside you and murmur, “Next year, we’ll probably need a bigger table. We barely make do with just the two of us on this tiny one, don’t you think?”

He blinks. Once, then twice, and then one more time. He eyes the bib, then your trembling fingers as they fiddle with each other while you stare at him, and he blinks. He blinks, and he blinks again and again, and there’s a small, familiar stinging in the back of his eyes as he just keeps blinking.

He’s blinking back tears—he doesn’t even realize it at first. And then, you’re wiping tears from his cheeks before he can even realize that, too.

“We…?” he asks, voice thin, words suddenly impossible to form. “We…?”

“Yeah,” you nod, laughing a watery laugh as he stares at you dumbly. “I found out this week.”

He looks back at the bib. His mouth opens, then it closes. His hand comes up to cover it, like he’s trying to physically hold in whatever is rising in his chest.

“We’re gonna need a bigger table?” he asks quietly when he finally finds the willpower to form words. (We’re having a baby? is what he means.)

You laugh through your tears, nodding again. “Yeah, we are.” (We’re having a baby, you confirm.)

You’re pregnant. You’re having a baby. And it’s his baby. It’s unexpected, and he’s never planned for this, and…and he’s scared—he’s not sure if he’s old enough, or mature enough, or experienced enough to raise a child. He’s not sure if his schedule can make more time with the limited hours in a day he already has, and all the other things he needs to do, and heaven forbid he ever give his child an ounce less of the attention they deserve, and…and he’s having a baby.

With you.

You’ll be a mother of a child that has parts of you and parts of him, and they’ll be precious and small, and they’ll be his. He’s happy. He can’t imagine not being happy, and yet, somewhere beneath the joy, there’s a quiet and ugly fear that curls in his chest. A fear so instinctive he hates himself for thinking it now, of all times. A fear so instinctive, he thinks he may have been born with it—may have been doomed with it the second he was born into the household that he was.

What if he turns into his father?

Now is not the time to be afraid. Not when you’re looking at him so overflowing with joy, so delighted and hopeful and…and yet, it’s there. Fear has always been there. Fear has always made him wonder if he’s tugged you into his world of pain and misery and some inescapable cycle of doom. But then he looks at you—he looks at the tiny bib sitting beside your plate, and all he can think is that he wants this. He wants this with you, and he wants to do it right. 

He stands so suddenly it should give him whiplash, and you jump a little when he materializes at your side before you can blink. He pulls you into a long, wet kiss—it’s the only thing he can do. He doesn’t have the right words to say, so he settles for skipping them altogether. He kisses you hard and deep, and it’s nothing but sheer adrenaline and willpower that keeps him from collapsing as he continues to kiss you. You kiss him back, of course, giggling as he chokes on a small sob.

His hand lands on your waist and stays there for a second before he hesitates, looking at you like he needs permission. When you take his wrist and guide his hand to your stomach, his face crumples.

“You’re serious?” he asks, and it comes out almost like a breathless laugh.

You nod, smiling widely despite the way your lips shake. “I’m serious.”

He laughs for real this time, pressing his forehead to yours. He keeps his hand there, over your stomach, like he already has something to protect, even if he can’t see it. Even if there’s not really anything there just yet. Because Natsuo is going to be a father—a father to a child who is yours and his. And he is going to be a father who does it right. 

“You crybaby,” you sniffle.

“Yeah,” he snorts, pinching your nose lightly, “I’m the crybaby, huh?”

Natsuo is twenty-three, and he is going to be a father.

————— TWO MONTHS.

You want to have a baby shower.

It’ll be small, you promise him—just some friends, your parents, and…and Natsuo’s family too, you add hopefully.

Natsuo knows Fuyumi would be hurt if he didn’t invite her. He knows Shoto would make time for something like this, too, even as number two on the hero charts. He can’t imagine leaving his mother out, either, but that almost certainly means his old man will hear the news.

He hasn’t spoken to Enji in years. Hasn’t seen him, either. He doesn’t intend to change that any time soon—or ever, for that matter. His father won’t be invited, and he knows no one will give him a hard time over that, but he still can’t help the bitterness that rises at the thought of it all. The way, even now—even after years of cutting him off—Enji still finds ways to exist in every important moment of Natsuo’s life simply by being impossible to erase.

But Natsuo intends to give you your baby shower. It’s the least you deserve, after all.

He gave you no wedding ceremony. Just a day in court where the two of you signed papers and made everything legal, and then a dinner at a restaurant he had to save up for weeks to afford. And you were happy, of course. So happy just to be his officially on the documents, so excited to share a meal with him for the first time as husband and wife. So content with everything he could give you, as long as he was okay.

You shouldn’t have been content with just that, he thinks sometimes.

You should have wanted a wedding. A guest list. A beautiful dress and flowers and a cake. A day where everything was about you, where your family cried happy tears, took too many photos, and told you how beautiful you looked.

But Natsuo couldn’t afford that then. And he’s not sure that even if he could now, he would ever want one. Because by the time he can afford a wedding, it would only make him miserable to have one. To stand there and watch your side of the room be filled with normalcy—with parents who love each other, and relatives who laugh too loudly, and old family friends with fond stories of little you. And then, when he looks at his side, he’ll watch it carry all the ruin he has spent the last few years trying to outrun.

No matter how much you love him, how much you accept him, there is nothing normal about Natsuo’s family. Your parents would see it. Your friends would too. They would see the man you married as the son of a hero who was a fraud. As the brother of a man who killed thousands and nearly tore a nation apart. It wouldn’t matter that Natsuo wants nothing to do with any of it. It wouldn’t matter that he spent his whole life trying to separate himself from it all. The name Todoroki would still follow him. His blood would still tie him to everything he hates.

A wedding ceremony would only force him to stand in front of everyone and confront everything he is not and everything he can never be for you. So he chose not to have one at all, and you accepted that without hesitation because it was what he wanted.

You’ve always accepted his petty, ridiculous needs. You settled for a single day in court and a meal he barely afforded as your wedding, and somehow you smiled through all of it like you had been given something precious. You’ve always done what he’s wanted, and if you want a baby shower, then he is going to give you a good one.

Fuck Enji if he hears about it and knows he’s having a baby. Enji will have nothing to do with this baby if Natsuo has a say in it, and he does, so—

“Natsuo,” you huff, poking his bicep.

He startles out of his thoughts. “Huh?”

“You need to wash your hair,” you frown, eyeing the bleach that’s been sitting on his scalp. “You’re going to fry your hair off. The alarm went off.”

“Oh, right,” he shakes his head and turns off the phone blaring in the distance, walking to the bathroom sink and turning the faucet on.

Natsuo remembers the first time he dyed his hair—he must have been twelve. Big brother Touya’s birthday had just passed, and he missed his older brother more than ever. The red streaks in his hair were getting harder and harder to look at—they reminded him of his father, who may as well have killed his brother. Who let Touya die, and just continued as if nothing had changed. Who just kept training and training his golden child until the boy would fall over in tears and throw up. His father, whose red hair and flames haunted him, whose face, out of all of his siblings, Natsuo resembled the most.

He realized for the first time, then, that he hated him. Hated his father’s red hair and his long nose and his wide frame. Hated how everyone told Natsuo that he was taking after his father more and more as the days passed—how he was big for his age just like Enji was, and he might have his mother’s eye color, but those eyes were undeniably Enji’s.

He hated every second of being Enji’s son, and he hated everything that reminded him of that sickening fact. So he bought the hair dye—Enji never cared to look at what his money was spent on, anyway. He dyed his hair—Enji never paid attention to what Natsuo did, and if he had, he clearly never cared to say anything. He made sure another red strand was never seen again—Enji never existed on his scalp if he believed it hard enough. 

And if he believed even harder, maybe Enji never existed at all.

“You ever think about whose hair our baby will get?” you ask, setting yourself to sit on the bathroom counter beside him as he rinses the bleach out of his hair. Your legs swing, and he eyes the mismatched socks on your feet for a moment and smiles.

“Yours, I hope,” he mumbles, grabbing a towel to dry off the dripping wet strands before inspecting the mirror. White, silvery locks, just like his mother. Enji never existed. At least, not in this way.

“Yeah, but I like yours,” you murmur. “You’ll never have to worry about looking too old—your hair won’t ever change.”

He snorts, giving you an amused look. “You want our baby to have my hair so it never grays?”

“I want our baby to have the best of our combined features,” you beam. “This would be a fabulous feature to have.”

He thinks about the possibility of a child with his hair. Maybe your eyes. And then it hits him—those stupid red strands might sit on his precious baby’s head, proof that Enji existed after all. He feels bile rise at the thought. Could he hate his baby’s hair? The same hair he’s hated on himself? He doesn’t think so; he doesn’t think he could hate anything about his child.

And that makes him more nauseous. Would he learn to love something that proves of his father’s existence? Proof of his father tainting his baby and their innocence and—

“Natsu,” you hum, pulling him out of his thoughts again. You tug him to stand between your legs, still seated on the bathroom counter. He complies, hands resting on your thighs as he gives them a little squeeze. “It doesn’t matter what the baby has—but I hope they have some of you.”

He smiles. He forgets Enji ever existed. You are all that exists to him now.

“Yeah, yeah,” he chuckles, leaning down and kissing your jaw. “You’re a big old sap.”

“That’s so not true—”

“And it’s cute.”

“You think so?” You wriggle your brows. “Am I the cutest in the world?”

“In the universe,” he laughs, nodding in confirmation. “Our baby is gonna be one hell of a looker if they take after you.”

“Oh, stop,” you swat his chest playfully.

He laughs again—and all that exists is you.

————— FIVE MONTHS.

Your little apartment is quiet for the most part when it’s night—of course, the heater knocks every so often through the walls, and there’s the distant hum of traffic below, but it’s peaceful white noise, and it has all but lulled you to sleep as your breathing slows beside him.

Natsuo is not going to fall asleep anytime soon tonight.

He lies on his back staring at the ceiling, one hand tucked beneath his head while the other rests over you, palm spread atop your stomach. It’s become a habit lately. He doesn’t even think about it anymore, just reaches for you in the dark until his hand finds the once-smaller curve that has begun to show more and more.

His son is there. His son. He’s found out you’re having a boy—his first child is going to be a boy, just like his father’s was.

The thought of having a child still scares him enough that it constricts his chest so tightly, he thinks there’s no more room left for his lungs. It’s not because he doesn’t want this child. God, he already loves that baby more than anything he’s ever known. But wanting a child and being responsible for one are two very different things, and Natsuo has spent months realizing how little he knows about what fathers are supposed to be like. The cruelty of bringing a life into this world and not being what it needs from him is a cruelty he has always promised he’d be above.

He turns his head and looks at you. Your face is half-buried in the pillow, just barely awake as sleep starts to pull you under. You’re warm against his side, one leg thrown over his, one arm sprawled across his chest. You trust him so completely that it hurts. It hurts to think that who he is might one day be the very thing that betrays that trust. That sooner or later, he’ll find out he cannot outrun the kinds of curses that cling to people like his family.

He brings his hand to hold yours, thumb brushing back and forth over your knuckles. You hum at the gesture, eyes still shut. Before he can overthink things, or before the shame can rise and talk him out of saying anything, he hears himself speak to you in the dark.

“I don’t want him to have my last name.”

You stir immediately, rousing from your half-sleep state. “Hm?” You lift your head a little, blinking at him blearily.

Natsuo swallows. It suddenly feels stupid. You’re tired—pregnant, and exhausted, and it’s probably too late at night for a conversation like this. Too vulnerable a discussion to have at this hour. But he’s already said it, and you love him too much to let him sit with it for a whole night and leave him to wallow in his thoughts.

“The baby,” he says quietly. “I don’t want him to have my name.”

You’re silent for a moment, trying to understand where this is coming from. Then, softly:

“You’re saying…you want him to have my last name?”

He nods, swallowing thickly.

“Are you sure?” you press.

That question nearly makes him laugh—of course, that’s what you’d ask. Not why? Not what brought this on? Not what will people think? He smiles, ever so slightly, at how easily you deal with him and his nonsense, and he looks back at the ceiling.

“Yeah,” he breathes as his throat tightens. “I think I want that.”

“He’s your son, Natsu,” you murmur. It’s your name, too, is what you mean. As if he could ever be anything more than that disgusting name. 

“I keep thinking about school,” he says quietly. “People heard that name and had this idea of who I was before they knew me. And my teachers acted weird, and the parents of other kids stared too long when they picked them up. It just sucked—and then they’d ask about him. What it’s like to be Endeavor’s kid. How cool it must be. Fucking pissed me off.”

You stay quiet. He grits his jaw.

“I hated it. It’s like no matter where I went, he was there first. Even when he wasn’t around. And then, even when I stopped talking to him, everyone still knew who the hell I was because of that name, and now it’s not even always a good thing to people. Not with everything that’s happened. I can’t let our kid deal with that same thing.”

Natsuo has always hated being Endeavor’s son—he doesn’t quite remember when it started. Maybe when he was a kid, maybe when he realized his father was only a father by title and nothing more.

Natsuo is five. He’s at his friend Haruto’s birthday party, and it’s the first birthday party he’s ever been invited to. His mother kneels by the front door before she leaves, straightening the little collar of his shirt, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

Be on your best behavior, Natsu.

He grins so wide his face hurts. I’m always good, Mommy.

Her face softens. Of course you are. You’re my good boy, Natsu.

Then she’s gone, and Haruto grabs his wrist and drags him inside before he can even wave goodbye.

The house is much smaller than his, but…it’s somehow nicer. He likes it better here already. Of course, there’s no big brother Touya or Mommy or Fuyumi here, but still, he likes this house better. There’s laughter everywhere. The walls are filled with pictures of Haruto and his little sister. There are drawings hung on the fridge, and this house is nice and happy, and he quickly knows that he likes it better than his own house.

Natsuo doesn’t know what to do with that.

He stands in the doorway of the living room, clutching the gift his mother picked out, when Haruto’s father appears. Haruto’s father is tall. Not as tall as Natsuo’s father, but tall enough that Natsuo has to tilt his head back to look at him.

The man smiles at Natsuo, and then it grows even wider as his eyes land on Haruto.

“There you are!” he laughs, scooping Haruto up under the arms when the boy runs at him. “Birthday boys are supposed to help me carry the drinks, remember?”

Haruto squeals when he’s lifted. Kicks his legs. Laughs louder when his father blows a raspberry into his cheek. And something in Natsuo stills—he stares, good and hard and long. He tries to remember the last time his father kissed his cheek or lifted him like that. Isn’t that mommy’s job? Isn’t that what Haruto’s mother is supposed to do? Aren’t mothers supposed to be the ones who offer things like this? That’s what Natsuo has always believed for his five years of life.

Natsuo is five, and his father has never picked him up just because he wanted to. His father has never smiled like that just by seeing him. His father has never looked at him as if seeing him walk through the door made the whole room brighter.

Is there something wrong with his father? Is Haruto an extra good boy in a way that Natsuo isn’t? Is—

“Natsu?” Your hand cups his cheek, and the bedroom you both share materializes back all at once. The dark. The soft hum of the heater. The blanket tangled around his legs. Your face inches from his, brows drawn with concern. His breathing is shallow. He didn’t even notice it changing. Your thumb strokes over the tense line of his jaw. “You blanked out on me.”

—and Natsuo blinks hard before he realizes.

Natsuo is twenty-three, not five.

His father has not been in his life for four years. He has a wife now. A baby on the way. A home of his own that, despite being small, is warm and cozy and nice. And still, all it takes is one thought, and he is five years old all over again, standing in Haruto’s living room that is somehow nicer than his, and realizing that other boys his age are loved differently by their fathers than he is.

He swallows, throat painfully dry. And because the memory has left him feeling more restless than he wants to admit, he turns his face into your palm and closes his eyes. You shift closer, your hand moving to his cheek, thumb brushing over his cheekbone delicately.

“Sorry,” he mumbles. “What were we saying?”

“You want our baby to have my name,” you say carefully.

“Well,” his voice comes out rough, “the name could be ours. You know?”

Your brow furrows. He turns to look at you again, and there’s something vulnerable in his expression that he knows makes your chest ache. Natsuo is always causing so much trouble for you. So much burden to carry and deal with, even though he’s tried cutting it all off. He doesn’t know why he can’t just carry the weight by himself and stop crushing you under it.

“Our name?” you ask, confused.

“I want to take your name too.”

He’s been thinking about it for a long time now. He never let you take on his last name and marry into the Todoroki family. He would never insult you like that. Never force the curse that seems to cling to that name onto your shoulders when you lived such a harmless, peaceful existence before he came along and selfishly took that all away. He couldn’t add more hardship to the peace he has already destroyed.

You’re so very quiet for a moment, he thinks you might have just finally hit your limit. Might have just finally decided that you are over this bullshit that he keeps bringing onto you and all the ridiculous heaviness he seems to always drag along into everything. For a second, he looks ashamed of having said it—he almost expects you to laugh or tell him he’s being dramatic. That of all his unreasonable, broken little requests that you quietly agree to because you love him too much to say no, this one is just too absurd to entertain.

Instead, you just smile.

“If you want, yeah,” you hum. “I’ve always wanted us to have the same last name. If this is what you want to do, I’m happy.”

“I know it’s stupid,” he says quickly, but you cut him off.

“It’s not stupid,” you frown. “I think you should do what you want, Natsu. If it makes you feel good, then it’s not stupid.”

He exhales shakily. “You think so?”

You smile at him, sleepy and warm and impossibly kind. So patient and adoring, he wonders how love like this could exist for someone who came from no love at all.

“Yeah,” you yawn, curling into his chest. He wraps his arms around you instinctively, the weight of you against him familiar and safe. You’re safe, and it’s because of him. That’s good. “Plus, if you have my name, I can say I’m like the man of the house, or something, huh?”

He laughs, chest lighter than air. “Yeah,” he chuckles, kissing your head. “I suppose you could.”

————— EIGHT MONTHS.

You and Natsuo argue tonight. It’s his fault, of course—and now he’s faced with the reality that he cannot even be a husband to a pregnant woman, and yet, he dares to imagine himself as a father to a child. Dares to imagine himself guiding a little human and instilling lessons, and principles, and discipline to raise a functioning member of society.

How ridiculous of him to believe he could do something like that. How ridiculous when he snapped at you over something so stupid. You’re pregnant—pregnant with his child, carrying his baby, suffering all of the things you endure just to bring his son into this world, and you ask for cake from the convenience store a few blocks away. Sure, it’s almost midnight, and it’s raining a little, but you deserve your fucking cake.

But Natsuo can hardly be a husband, let alone a soon-to-be father, so he snaps at your request.

He’s tired from a long day at work, and he’s stressed from trying to apply to a position with a higher salary now that he’s a bit more experienced, and it’s raining and cold, and it’s winter—despite having a quirk of literal ice, Natsuo’s body feels more like it’s suited for heat. Imagine that. Yet another curse he’s been inflicted by his bastard of a father.

So he snaps.

It’s almost midnight. Can it not wait until tomorrow?

It comes out louder than he intended, sharper, and the second the words leave his mouth, his stomach twists. Because Natsuo is not kind. Not like Fuyumi or Shoto or his mother, who endure and endure and endure despite being thrown to the ground and then some. He is not kind, nor is he patient, and he has the temper of his father. So he says words with the same cadence as the man who raised him on harsh yells and snarled words that he’d cower behind his sister and listen to. He yells because it is only inevitable that Natsuo cannot be a husband, let alone a father.

He can’t believe he spoke to you that way. He knows it was only a matter of time. He would never speak to you that way. It’s only in his nature to do so. He can’t fathom hurting you like this. He is only the byproduct of his upbringing, and the truth is that he is the son of a violent, abrasive man.

Natsuo remembers being little and understanding, before he could barely even form words, that the whole house bent around his father’s mood. If Enji was angry, everyone knew. His poor mother and the way she couldn’t decide whether to sit quietly and take it, if only to avoid the repercussions, or to say something for once and end his father’s boiling hatred and rage. He remembers his father’s towering figure and that terrible, booming vibration of his voice on the walls. Not even Fuyumi’s hands over his ears were enough to keep the sound from invading his eardrums.

He wonders if you felt that same vibration through your body today, when his voice bounced off the walls and came straight at you. He wonders if you saw that same hatred that exists within him, as if it were just another limb. He wonders if you see him for all he truly is—all he was ever raised on, and eventually, inevitably, undeniably meant to be.

Natsuo stands abruptly, too hot in his own skin, and storms off before you can say anything. Before the man he is doomed to be takes surface, and he hurts you the way he is cursed to hurt the people around him.

The bathroom feels small. It’s suffocating. It’s what he deserves.

He grips the sink and stares at himself in the mirror, breathing hard. He hates that he can see it—the way he has his father’s blood pumping through his veins and the way his father is half of who he is. Hates that no matter how old he gets, his face still betrays him in the worst moments and reminds him where he comes from. No matter what, his father is still there, waiting beneath his skin, so cruelly and sinisterly patient enough to come out just when Natsuo is weak and on his knees and ready to crumble.

His hands shake against the sink.

You’re pregnant. Pregnant with his baby, and he got angry over some fucking cake. Some cake that would take him all of twenty minutes to drive down and get. He could have thrown a hoodie over his head, could have endured that fractional moment of walking in the rain from his car to the store’s entrance. He could have gotten you your cake and taken care of you because you are carrying his child, and because he loves you for it. Not because he expects you to just silently do it as if it were your duty.

But Enji is his father, and Natsuo is Enji’s son. They are angry, livid men—they hold onto their grudges and stubbornly keep them in their pockets, clutching them in their fists wherever they go. Their hatred never goes away.

The door opens with a low creak. Natsuo stiffens as soon as it does, and when he turns, you’re already standing there in the doorway, dressed in one of his old shirts for bed. Your face is softer now. The hurt has faded into concern.

You are always so concerned for him—always shoving down your needs to do what he needs instead. You are so much like his mother, it makes him nauseous. Makes him taste the acrid burn of bile on his tongue. You are so much like his mother, and he is so much like his father, and this is who he was always inevitably meant to be—his father’s son, who will hurt another man’s precious daughter like it is nothing. Like she is nothing.

You frown as you look at him. “Natsu, baby,” you say quietly, reaching to touch him.

He flinches, and your hand pauses in the air. He looks away immediately, ashamed. “I’m sorry about earlier.”

“I know, I know you are, so please—”

“I…I don’t know why I got so…” His voice catches. “Why was I so angry?”

You step inside, gently draping yourself against his back, cheek resting on his shoulder. “You had a long day, okay? It happens—all couples have their moments.”

“But no one gets that mad over cake, do they? You can’t sit there and tell me there’s not something seriously wrong for me to get all—”

“Natsu, come on—you’re being hard on yourself. I’m sorry too. It’s the middle of winter, and it’s cold and rainy outside. I shouldn’t have brought it up that late—”

His head snaps up. “Don’t apologize. Don’t do that. Don’t ever say sorry to me, ever.”

“Hey,” you smile gently, poking his cheek. “I know you think I’m perfect—and you should, of course. But even I make mistakes. Just the kind of mistakes that perfect people like me make.”

He loves you so much. Only you could cheer him up so easily, and he fucking loves you. So painfully bad. He loves you and loves you and loves you, and he doesn’t quite know what he’s doing, but he’ll figure it out because he wants to love you. Wants to be capable of love. Wants to have a household where laughter bounces off the walls and not cold, harsh yelling.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers. “I’ll go get you your cake right now—”

“I would really like it if we went to bed,” you kiss his cheek. “Will you come to bed with me?”

His eyes are wet now, tears gathering despite how hard he’s trying to hold them back. “We should talk about this.”

“We just did,” you point out gently. “But if you have more to say, then I’ll listen, baby. So—”

“I’m just like him,” he blurts abruptly.

You look at him with disbelief instantly. Before he can even comprehend it, you put both hands on his face and pull him toward you.

“Natsu,” you say, firm and strict. “You were grumpy, and you snapped at me over some cake. That hurt my feelings, yeah—that was mean of you, and I’m just a girl. Don’t do that again. But I’ve snapped at you way worse for far less, okay? Mistakes happen, baby, so don’t do this to yourself.”

He tries not to do this. But he does. Every time, he does this again and again and again. And you deal with him. Deal with his baggage and his odd requests and his emotional breakdowns and the ridiculous little ways his mind spirals over nothing. It’s nothing—he should have apologized and bought you your cake. He should have fixed it and promised to be better. He should have been a good husband and not left it all up to you to come and mend and piece together.

Because it never really changes, does it? It never goes away.

Natsuo has tried—he’s tried to make it all go away. For his mother, his older sister, and his little brother. For you. For himself, even. For the sake of being happy, so he can enjoy his life, and maybe, if he does, it’ll make things easier for the people around him that he loves. He’s tried to make it go away despite all the fucked up shit he carries around with him—or maybe drags along, if anything, since it clings to him no matter how hard he works to rip it off. He’s tried to make it go away for so long, so many days and weeks and years, and it never fucking leaves him. Not really. It clings to him like a second skin, a skin that resembles his father far too closely.

He sees his old bastard of a father everywhere he sees himself. Hates his own reflection for it. Hates looking into mirrors, and back at pictures, and realizing he has the same jaw, the same nose, and that same look in Enji’s eyes when he’s deep in thought. That same awful, curled snarl they both wear when they’re angry.

Natsuo hates being angry.

He hates how easy it is for him to be angered, and how long he can hold onto it once it’s there. He hates that out of all his siblings, he is the only one who has his father’s rage. He is nothing like his loving, beautiful older sister, who gives and gives and hopes it will somehow undo the damage. He is nothing like his kind, growing little brother, who chooses every day to be better than the cards they have been dealt. They are both so much like his mother—so clearly her children in the way they share her resilience, in that quiet willingness to forgive no matter what they endure that Natsuo has never understood.

Because he is his father’s son. He always has been, no matter what he does to change it or tear it away from himself. He’s five, he’s twelve, he’s twenty-three. And Natsuo is his father’s son. He’ll die as his father’s son the same way he was born.

It never really changes. It never goes away.

But you are there—you are always there. You are the one thing that he has that hasn’t been tainted by his father or the shame that clings to his family. You are the one thing that he has that his father has not yet taken from him. That he has not fucked up by being his father’s son.

And you are wiping his tears as you cradle his face, as you kiss his forehead and his nose and his wobbly lips, as you whisper, it’s okay, Natsu. It’s okay—you aren’t like him at all.

“M’sorry,” he croaks. “I…I’m sorry I ruin everything and c-can’t be what you need a-and—”

“You’re exactly what I need,” you tell him as you shake your head, smiling and grabbing his hand.

It’s so much like his father’s. They have the same wide hands with the same long, bony fingers and the same square nail beds. It scares him so much. Scares him that his hands are capable of doing the same things as his father’s, and that your face is capable of looking as broken as his mother’s.

“I’m not,” he shakes his head. “I’m…I can’t do this. I’ll fuck it up—”

“You won’t, Natsu,” you say, still smiling. Like he is worth smiling for. “You’re good. Okay? You’re gentle and sweet, and you make sacrifices. You pay attention, and you do things without asking, and you listen. You give, and you hardly know how to take. You’re everything I’ve always wanted, and you’ve always been what I’ve needed. You’re the best thing I’ve ever had. I wouldn’t do this with anyone else.”

He’s crying.

He cries for himself and for who he always has to be for the rest of his life. He cries for who he could have been if it weren’t for the unfair cards life dealt him.

He should be calling his father. He should be asking him what it takes to be a man for his family. How to care for his pregnant wife and their growing baby. How to be a doting father to an infant, and what to do if they won’t stop crying. How to be patient with a toddler and survive the bratty, terrible twos. How to be kind to a young child and teach them right from wrong with compassion. How to be fair with a teenager and how to weather their rebellious, stubborn years. How to watch them become an adult and learn how to let go when they don’t need him anymore. How to do it all right, so his child—his baby—grows up to be his pride and joy.

But he can’t.

He’s never had those things, and he doesn’t know how to do them either. And he can’t call and ask because the person who was supposed to teach him chose instead to beat his mother, may as well have killed his brother, tore away his sister’s joy, and ingrained nothing but isolation into the only brother he has left.

So he cries. And you wipe his tears, because you are the one good thing he has, and the only thing in his life that hasn’t been touched by Enji and burned bitter.

“I don’t know how to do this,” he admits, sniffling as he buries his head into your neck. “I’m barely figuring out how to do things with you.”

“You’re doing things perfectly with me,” you rub his back slowly. “I love you.”

“I love you, too,” he sniffles. “I don’t want to lose you.”

“You won’t.”

“I don’t want to hurt you and ruin our family.”

“You’d never.”

“I don’t want to make our son scared.”

“I think he’ll feel quite safe around you.”

“I don’t want to be bad,” he finally admits, voice cracking.

And you are the one good thing he’s ever had. The one good thing that keeps him together and quells his anger and teaches him to be something else outside of being his father’s son. You are the one thing that makes him good at being something else, and he is reminded when you whisper, “You’re never bad, Natsu. You’re only ever good to me.”

“I’m scared,” he says, looking at you desperately. “I don’t know how to be a father, and I’m scared. I don’t want to be selfish and…and not even realize it, or be an asshole and get angry all the time and ruin everything, and—”

“It’s okay,” you cut in gently, cradling his face before he can spiral any further. “I’m scared too.” Natsuo’s breath catches. You brush your thumb beneath his eye, wiping away the wetness there before it can fall. “I don’t know how to be a mother either. I’ve never done this before. But I didn’t know how to be a girlfriend either, remember? Or a wife. I figured those out.”

A small, shaky laugh escapes him. “You were always a good girlfriend. Maybe too good—you shouldn’t have dealt with all the things you did.”

You roll your eyes fondly. “I was young and immature sometimes—you just love me too much to say it out loud. Good thing, too. I’d send you to the couch.”

“I have no doubts,” he laughs, wet and soft.

“But I’m here because I had you, and I’ll be okay when the baby is here because I’ll still have you. And you’ll be okay because you’ll have me. We’ll have each other, and then we’ll have our son too. We’ll figure it out as we go.”

He stares at you, eyes red, breathing uneven. He can’t say anything—can’t bring himself to admit that he’s afraid he’ll never figure it out. But you’re confident in him—so scared, yet so confident, he wonders if he’d be doubting you if he doubted your conviction.

“We’ll be good parents,” you say, so easily, like it’s a fact and not a hope. “Probably embarrassing ones. I think I’ll be a little more strict than you.” 

That earns the tiniest huff of air from him, a ghost of a smile. You smile at that. 

“And you’ll be the one sneaking him snacks when I say no. You’ll pretend you’re not, but you’re terrible at lying, so he’ll absolutely know which parent to ask when he wants something.”

His mouth twitches wider despite himself. You lean your forehead against his, returning his smile. And he loves you so much, so, so much, he can hardly believe love like this could exist for someone who came from no love at all.

“You’ll probably let him stay up too late if he says he’s not tired. You’ll teach him how to break my rules without me noticing, and then I’ll catch you both in the act. And you’ll be the one in more trouble because you’re the adult, and you should know better than to break my rules.”

It’s so easy to envision it when you put it like that. So simple to picture this future of yours that you believe is possible with him. So painfully ordinary. So mundane. So normal and like everyone else. It’s everything he’s always wanted—a normal fucking family. Just a life. A small, regular one that he shares with the people in his house. A house that they make into a home. A home that he has always wanted and never believed he’d get to have.

His hand slides down protectively over your stomach. “Yeah, but I’m gonna mess up.”

“Of course you will, silly,” you whisper. “I will too. But we’re the adults, so we’ll apologize to set a good example, and stuff. Nothing worse than someone who never apologizes—we can’t let our son grow up to be one of those men.”

He laughs, tears spilling over before he can stop them. “Yeah, I guess we can’t,” he mumbles.

“I don’t let my husband be one of those men,” you hum, kissing his nose, “so no way I’d let my son be, either.”

He presses his forehead to yours as he closes his eyes. “Yeah, you do keep your husband on a tight leash, don’t you?” he murmurs.

Natsuo is twenty-three. He’s a husband—in fact, he’s your husband, and he’s done it right so far. You have loved him for years and years, and you’ve stayed happy all this time. It’s been because of him. He has kept you happy as his wife.

“What can I say?” you grin. “I’m the man of the house.”

His chest feels lighter as he pulls you into the deepest kiss he might have ever pulled you into.

Natsuo is twenty-three. He is his father’s son, but he is also his son’s father. He’s going to do it right, and you’re going to watch him be all the things he’s promised you he’ll be.

tbh my niche is fluffy and cheesy feel-good romance i dont rly write heavier topics so this is honestly not very good but once an idea possesses me i have no choice. the fic writes me i do not write the fic ueueueue

[titsay]

[thisiscareless]

they fade to nothing when i look at him.

adult zuko x reader nsfw | smut | minors dni.

summary: in which adult zuko worships his overwhelmed wife on the fire nation throne because words alone aren’t enough.

content: fire lord adult!zuko x fire lady reader, explicit sexual content [throne room spice!], praise, comfort.

note: it’s just a little something but i hope you like it, not proofread tho we die like men.

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The throne room of the Fire Nation palace glowed beneath the amber blaze of ornate fire sconces, their flames licking along the walls and casting restless shadows across polished obsidian. At the center of the vast chamber, elevated atop a dais of black marble veined in gold, stood the Fire Lord’s throne: a magnificent seat of dark wood and burnished metal, its back carved with the eternal flame symbol of the royal crest.

And upon it sat Zuko.

He looked every inch the Fire Lord now. Crimson-and-gold robes draped over broad shoulders, his dark hair pulled back in the traditional topknot, the scarred side of his face turned partially toward the chamberlain who stood at the foot of the dais, reviewing a scroll of council agenda items. Two attendants waited near the side doors, ready to announce arriving nobles. Royal Guards stood motionless at the entrance, spears gleaming beneath the flames.

But Zuko’s attention had drifted long before the chamberlain finished speaking.

The moment you stepped through the doors, his golden eyes lifted to you.

He noticed everything immediately: the rigid set of your shoulders, the exhaustion hidden beneath careful poise, the way your fingers twisted together as though holding yourself upright through sheer force. You were beautiful, devastatingly so, wrapped in ceremonial silks embroidered with molten gold flames, but there was strain beneath the elegance. A quiet ache you tried too hard to conceal.

And he hated seeing it.

The weight of the palace pressed against you from every direction. Endless petitions. Trade negotiations. Noble families whispering behind painted fans. Every corridor felt lined with judgment. Too young. Too soft. Too harsh. Too loud. Too quiet. Too ordinary. Too unworthy to stand beside the Fire Lord.

"Apologies," you said, voice quieter than intended. “I didn’t realize you were preparing for council. I’ll come back later.”

You turned to leave, your hand already on the door handle.

"Everyone out."

His voice cracked through the chamber like flame striking oil.

The chamberlain blinked. "My Lord, the council preparations—"

"Can wait." Zuko's golden eyes swept over the room. "Attendants, guards, do take a break. All of you. I have an urgent matter to discuss with the Fire Lady. Privately."

No one dared argue. The attendants scattered immediately, guards bowing before retreating through the towering doors. The chamberlain hesitated only a heartbeat longer before lowering his head and following after them. Heavy doors shut with a resonant thud, sealing the throne room in silence save for the soft roar of firelight.

"What's wrong?" he asked, his voice soft, searching your face with those intense eyes that had seen too much war and too much loss, yet still looked at you with nothing but tenderness.

You tried to hold it in. You really did. But the words came tumbling out as you began to pace the throne room floor, your hands gesturing helplessly.

"The noble families are circulating rumors that I'm not fit to sit on the throne because I wasn't born into this life. They say I don't deserve this. That I'm just a decorative piece on your arm. That my efforts on the trade agreements are pointless because I'm not a warrior, not a firebender, not enough."

You climbed the steps toward him, frustration sharpening your movements.

"Today the governor of Yu Dao implied the orphanage reforms are a vanity project. Said you would’ve never wasted time on something so frivolous" Your voice cracked. "I'm trying so hard. I've memorized every protocol. I've studied the histories until my eyes ache. I greet every petitioner with respect. But it's never enough. They don't see me. They see some—some outsider who doesn't belong."

Zuko watched you for a long moment before holding out a hand.

"Sit with me," he murmured, and he patted his lap. "Come here."

You glanced toward the closed doors. “Zuko—”

"I don't care about the council," he said simply. "I care about you. Sit."

Slowly, you crossed the final steps and settled onto his lap sideways, silk cascading over his thighs and spilling down the throne like liquid flame. The moment you touched him, his arms wrapped around your waist instinctively, pulling you flush against the solid heat of his chest.

The familiar scent of sandalwood and smoke enveloped you. He pressed his lips to your temple.

"Now listen to me," he said, his voice low and fierce, his forehead nearly touching yours. "You are not an outsider. You are my wife. You are the Fire Lady. And you are doing more for this nation than half the men who criticize you."

A kiss pressed against your cheek. Then another near the corner of your mouth.

"You care about people they’ve spent years ignoring. Those children in the orphanages know your name. The people in the lower districts wait for your visits because you actually listen to them.” His lips drifted lower, grazing the curve of your jaw. “You walked into a fractured kingdom and started stitching it back together with your bare hands. With me.”

Your breath caught softly when his mouth brushed the sensitive skin beneath your ear.

“I see every sleepless night,” he whispered. “Every sacrifice. Every burden you carry when you think no one notices.”

His fingers curled beneath your chin, guiding your gaze back to his.

“You are brilliant,” he said, voice low and rough. “You are brave. And Spirits help anyone who tries convincing you otherwise.”

You felt the tears prick at your eyes, but you held them back. You turned your head to look at him, and he captured your lips in a kiss that was slow and deep and full of everything he couldn't put into words. His hand slid into your hair, careful not to disturb the intricate pins as his lips parted yours deeper. Warmth bloomed through your chest immediately, dissolving tension beneath the relentless tenderness of his touch.

You melted against him with a shaky sigh.

The kiss deepened.

His tongue swept against yours languidly, savoring every soft sound you made while his hands roamed your waist possessively. Heat curled low in your stomach, replacing frustration with something dizzying and molten. Your hands finding his shoulders, your fingers curling into the fabric of his robes.

He broke the kiss only to trail his lips along your jaw, down your neck, laying soft, reverent kisses along the line of your throat. His hands moved, unbinding the sash at your waist, loosening the intricate folds of your ceremonial robe. The fabric fell away, baring your shoulders, your breasts. The cool air kissed your skin, but his warmth instantly replaced it as he pulled you flush against his bare chest. He had kicked off his outer robe somewhere in the process, and now your back pressed against the firm muscle of his torso, the heat of his skin seeping into yours.

"I want to remind you how powerful you are," he whispered, his lips trailing down the curve of your neck. "How beautiful. How utterly irreplaceable."

His right hand cupped your breast, thumb circling your nipple with a practiced gentleness that made you gasp. At the same time, his left hand slid down your stomach, past your navel, between your thighs finding you wet and ready, and he let out a soft, appreciative hum against your ear.

"Perfect. You're perfect. Every inch of you. Every curve. Every thought in that brilliant mind."

His fingers found your clit through the thin fabric of your inner robe. You arched against him, your head falling back against his shoulder, and he caught your mouth in another kiss as his fingers moved in torturously slow circles, each movement drawing a shudder from your lips. He knew your body as intimately as he knew the pull of fire beneath his skin.

His other hand kept rolling and teasing your nipple, alternating between soft strokes and firmer squeezes. When you began to move against his fingers, he chuckled low in his throat.

“That’s it,” he praised softly. “Let me take care of you.”

His middle finger slid inside you, then a second, curling upward to stroke that perfect spot. You cried out, your hands gripping his thighs for purchase. He pumped slowly, deeply, his thumb still working your clit. Your head fell back against his shoulder immediately, breath breaking into soft moans as he worked you open.

His mouth never stopped moving against your skin.

Kisses along your throat. Your jaw. The sensitive place beneath your ear that always made you tremble.

"You feel that?" he whispered. "That's yours. Every bit of pleasure you feel is yours. You earned it. You deserve it. You are enough, you always have been, and if anyone says otherwise, they answer to me."

His thumb circled your clit relentlessly while his fingers thrust deeper, slower, dragging broken sounds from your throat with every movement. You clutched at his robes helplessly, grounding yourself against the overwhelming heat unraveling through your body.

The pressure built, warm and urgent, coiling low in your belly. You ground down onto his fingers, whimpering, and he matched your rhythm, speeding up just slightly. He felt the way you tightened around him, the way your breath caught, and how your body surrendered to his touch.

"You're doing so well..."

"I'm close," you gasped, your inner walls clenching around his fingers.

“I know," he breathed. "Let go for me. I've got you."

And you did, your climax crashed over you in waves, your body shuddering against his, a choked moan escaping your lips as he worked you through it, his fingers slowing. Zuko held you firmly through it, murmuring praise like a litany against your mouth while your thighs trembled around his hand.

“So beautiful,” he breathed. “That’s my girl…”

When you came back to yourself, you were breathing hard, your body limp against his, and he held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.

You barely had time to recover before you felt the hard outline of him pressing insistently against your lower back. You shifted, grinding against him, and heard his sharp intake of breath.

"Someone's eager," you murmured.

"You make me that way." He kissed your shoulder.

With surprising ease, he lifted you from his lap and rose from the throne. Your legs wobbled beneath you while he shrugged free of the remaining layers of his robes, exposing the toned planes of his chest and stomach beneath the light.

Scars marked his skin here and there. Proof of battles survived. Lightning endured. Beautiful in ways words could never fully capture.

He guided you gently back onto the throne itself.

The sight alone nearly stole the breath from his lungs.

Silk pooled around your thighs, hair slightly disheveled, lips swollen from his kisses while you sat upon the Fire Nation throne looking utterly ruined beneath his gaze.

Zuko dropped to his knees before you without hesitation.

“This throne belongs to you too,” he murmured, spreading your thighs carefully apart. “Allow me to show just how much you do.”

His tongue swept through your folds slowly, savoring you with an audible groan that sent heat spiraling straight through your body. He kissed and licked you with infuriating devotion, alternating broad strokes with flicks of his tongue against your clit until your fingers dug desperately into the throne’s armrests.

“Spirits,” he muttered against you. “You taste incredible.”

The vibration of his voice made your thighs shake.

He devoured you like a starving man, entirely unrestrained now. His fingers slid inside you again while his mouth worked your clit mercilessly, dragging you higher faster than before.

“Zuko—”

You tangled a hand in his hair instinctively, earning a deep sound from him that went straight through your core. His grip tightened on your thighs immediately, holding you open while he buried himself deeper between them.

“That’s it,” he growled softly. “Use my mouth. I want to feel you.”

The second orgasm built frighteningly fast.

Your body was already sensitive, trembling from the first release, making every stroke of his tongue almost unbearable in the best possible way.

“I can’t—”

“Yes, you can.”

His golden eyes lifted to yours briefly, darkened completely with desire.

“Come for me again.”

The command shattered whatever restraint remained.

Pleasure ripped through you violently, your cry echoing against the towering walls while your body convulsed beneath his mouth. Zuko drank in every tremor greedily, refusing to stop until your legs nearly gave out entirely.

Only then did he pull back.

When you finally turned, your legs shaky, you saw him still seated, his face glistening, his erection straining visibly against his trousers. He looked utterly, sinfully satisfied.

And Spirits, he looked devastating.

For several long moments, the throne room dissolved into silence broken only by the crackling braziers and your ragged breathing.

When he finally rose, his hand cupped your cheek with impossible gentleness, thumb brushing away the tear you hadn’t realized escaped.

He tilted your chin upward and brushed one final kiss against your lips- soft this time, almost boyish despite the crown resting atop his head.

“You are one of the best women this palace has ever seen,” he murmured.

The sincerity in his voice nearly undid you more than his touch ever could.

A watery laugh escaped you. “You’re biased.”

“Absolutely.” The corner of his mouth lifted. “But I’m also right.”

He bent down and kissed you again, deep and lingering, stealing the air from your lungs.

“What about you?” you murmured against his mouth, glancing downward meaningfully.

“It’s not necessary.” He rested his forehead briefly against yours. “Watching you fall apart for me is more satisfying than anything else.”

When you reached for your discarded robes, he caught your wrist gently.

“Take your time,” he said, quickly kissing the back of your hand. “I’ll delay the council.”

He crossed the throne room barefoot, gathering the remaining pieces of his clothing before stopping near the massive doors. He glanced back one final time.

His gaze swept slowly over you sprawled across the throne.

A dangerous smirk curved his mouth.

“I think the throne suits you, you look magnificent on it.”

And then he was gone, the doors closing behind him, leaving you alone in the throne room with the echo of his words, and the unshakable certainty that you belonged exactly where you were.

𐙚₊˚⊹♡ ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

note: i had a bunch of ideas written and in mind, and mixed them on this so i hope it makes sense. aaaand I’m thinking of a part 2 following Zuko’s turn on the throne…

Part 2.

[kawaichihiro]

[titsay]

hap-pea together

[tiredmamaissy]

As Promised

Fire Lord Zuko x Pregnant!Reader

Content warning: mdni!, suggestive themes, full term pregnancy, back labor, amniotic fluid, contractions, childbirth (explicitly described-waterbirth), precipitous birth, zuko catches the baby

a.n: A Mother’s Day special. Hi guys Atla has temporarily revived me, how have you guys been? Lol, I’ve been working on this for a while and I was nervous to post it honestly. The ending is a tad rushed I was legit fatigued at that point. Anywho…

Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms out there 💖 w.c: 5k

— —

He’s been more clingy now that you could have the baby any day now. He doesn’t want to leave your side, and that means if he has to go somewhere, you have to go too. 

You stir in your seat for the fourth time, trying to get into a more comfortable position. Your belly is heavy and low since the baby dropped. So now your positions are limited—it’s either the left side, or the right side. 

Zuko glances over his shoulder at you, for the tenth time, physically bothered and uptight by the fact that you’re not comfortable. He wants nothing to do with the throne he currently sits on. You give him a tired, reassuring smile and shift your hips a little. Zuko sighs quietly, nostrils flaring as he looks directly into the Chamberlain's eyes. 

“Chamberlain.” Zuko interrupts the older man, a displeased look on his face. “Do you have anything urgent to address?” 

“Oh—well, no, Fire Lord Zuko.” He bows quickly.

“Dismissed.” Zuko affirms, being the first to stand and leave. 

He comes straight to you, helping you up out of your own overly padded ‘throne’, one hand under your elbow and the other on your hip. 

“Up we go.” Zuko waits for you to find your balance, supporting you, his hand shifting from your hip to your belly. “He’s low.” 

“How do you know he’s low? What if she’s low?” You reply, out of breath, feeling the pressure bud between your legs the longer you stand. You were hoping you wouldn’t have to waddle out of here in front of so many people. Zuko smiles, but it fades when he sees your face sour with discomfort. 

“Where does it hurt?” He asks, guiding you out of the throne room. “Take your time.” 

“My back.” You wince. Actually, your entire body aches. But you do your best not to show it. 

“A warm bath, shall we?” Zuko suggests and you nod. 

He mutters something like, ‘careful’, as he shifts and supports you down the stairs and into your living quarters. 

“The avatar arrives in less than an hour.” Zuko regretfully informs you as he draws you a full bath. “We have a meeting.” 

“Zuko…” You moan and lower yourself at a painfully slow rate onto the wooden chair in the bath room. You exhale slowly through pursed lips, a hand cradling underneath your bump. “I…I don’t think—I’m sorry, I can’t.” 

Zuko abandons the filling tub and comes over to help slip your robe off you, a remorseful expression tightening his face. The moment your belly is exposed, his hands find it, caressing and feeling, his lips pressing into the crown of your head. He pulls back and lowers himself level to you, gently hooking his arms under yours. 

“I know.” He mutters in a defeated way. He’s painfully aware that it’s unreasonable to expect you to accompany him everywhere he goes. Not when you’re so close to having the baby. “Come. It’s ready, darling.” 

Zuko carefully tugs you up and you allow his strength to do all the work. You follow his movement, throwing your leg over the tub to get inside. He quickly turns off the pipe. The water is so warm and you can’t help the noise that bubbles up your throat when he lowers the rest of your body in. Immediately all that weight, the pressure, the aches, they’re all relieved from the water. 

“Yeah? It’s that good?” Zuko chuckles softly, his eyes flicking down to your swollen breasts floating at the water's surface. 

His jaw clenches and his eyes trail further down. Just underneath them lays your belly, as big and as round as ever. He's done this to you. Zuko feels pride bloom in his chest. If you’d allow it, he’d keep you pregnant and full with his heir each year that passes. 

Perhaps he will. 

“A little hotter, please.” You growl the last word, spreading your legs wide enough for the pressure to release from your pelvis. Oh, that position does something to Zuko. His cheeks tinge pink and he has a hard time looking away as you spread. 

“Mhh—” He clears his throat and sits up straight, tugging his sleeves up his forearms. His hands dip into the bath, swirling in circular motions as the water heats up around you. You moan a sigh of relief. “It’s not good for you to have it any hotter than this, love.” 

“It’s good. This is good.” You whisper as you lean back, resting your head against the pillow on the side of the basin. Your protruding belly button breaks the water's surface, along with your dark, puckered nipples. 

Baths are becoming more frequent. They’re the only thing, aside from Zuko’s hands themselves, that are able to relieve some of these aches and pains. 

Zuko reaches for the cloth and begins at your shoulders, wiping you down with the warm water. He wipes the back of your neck, dipping the cloth back into the water when it’s gotten too cold. 

“Think he’s coming soon, Zuko.” You mumble mindlessly, focus on that little bit of pressure that never fades. The kind that makes you want to settle into a squat and stay there.  

“Yeah? He is?” Zuko responds with a similar tone, but then his expression shifts to something less calm. His eyes check you over, narrowing as they graze over your belly that hangs heavily between your legs. “Darling,” His tone hardens, “…how soon?”

“Don’t know.” You mutter, eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of him dragging the cloth across your chest. “Feels like—her—head is right there.”

Zuko’s jaw tightens. How can he leave you now that you’ve said that? 

“I’ll reschedule the meeting.” 

“No, no.” It takes too much energy to say that, but you think he’s just being silly at this point. “It’s the avatar, Zuko.” 

Zuko only laughs. The times that Aang has requested his presence or ‘help’ just for it to be a side quest or some air temple adventure—this is likely no different. 

“He’ll survive without me.” Zuko says, shifting behind you now, dragging the cloth down your arms. He feels the water, and reheats it slightly, keeping it at the temperature you like best. 

“Go, Zu. I’m going to be fine. I’ll probably be back in here when you’re finished.” 

“And who will help you with that?” Zuko asks in all seriousness, as if attendees didn’t garnish this palace like jewels on a crown. 

“Anyone.” You mumble, getting comfortable enough to doze off now. 

“I don’t want just ‘anyone’ to undress you and put you in this bath, darling.” Zuko speaks under his breath, his tone sharp and controlled. His voice lowers to a hushed whisper, and his soft lips press into the shell of your ear. “That sight…is only for me to see.” 

Your body breaks out into a shiver. You didn’t consider it like that. 

“Yes, Fire Lord Zuko.” You smile dopily, letting your eyes close all the way. “I expect you will be delivering the baby then.” 

There’s a pause, and silence. Zuko tenses behind you, the cloth stopping just on the back of your elbow. Then he answers sternly. “If I must, yes.” 

You keep your eyes closed, but give him a smile anyways. “Understood, Fire Lord.” 

“You make it sound like a joke.” He exhales harshly, dipping the cloth underwater now, wiping it gently between your breasts. “It isn’t.” 

“Mm—I know, but you act as if I’ll vanish if you leave me for an hour.” You say with as little effort you can, you’re tired. 

You feel his warm hands make their way over your tight nipples, and you moan softly. 

“And if you do?” Zuko asks through a clenched jaw. 

“You won’t lose me in an hour, Zuko.” You try to force as much finality into your voice, but your exhaustion settles deep in your bones. If you have to come out of this bath now, you’ll surely burst into tears. 

“Logically…but—” Zuko doesn’t finish his sentence. His hand drags further down, and your belly hardens against the cloth. He looks up at you expectantly, just to witness your face tighten with discomfort. “You’re in pain all the time now.” 

“It comes,” Your voice strains, and you breathe slowly through your mouth, feeling your body finally relax. “And goes.” 

“That doesn’t make me any less…any less—”

“Any less, what?” You peek at him, and see his expression bounce between restraint and panic. 

“Any less worried.” Zuko says, irritated with his own  inability to find the words to explain his feelings. “It kills me…that I cannot make this better.”

“My Zuko…” You begin, turning your head to look at him properly. He looks tense. Like he has the world and more resting on top of him. “I don’t need you to make it better, I just need you here.”

“I am here.” He says. But being here didn’t feel like enough. 

“Exactly.” You let your eyes slip shut, and as the word hangs in the air, he moves down to your thighs with the cloth. “Go meet with the avatar, Zuko.”

“I don’t want to leave you.” 

“And I don’t want to leave this bath.” 

Zuko almost chuckles, though it sounds more like a scoff.  He wrings out the cloth and hangs it on the edge of the basin. “I will go to the meeting.”

“Mm.” You hum lightly, already half drifting off somewhere else.

“But I’ll be back immediately after.” He states earnestly, his mouth partially open like he’s not quite finished talking. “And if anything changes…anything, y/n. Send for me.” 

“I’m in a bath, Zuko.” Your lips curl in your last attempt to reassure him. 

“I don’t care.” He insists, showing you exactly how serious he is. 

“Right. I will summon the Fire Lord from his meeting with the Avatar if my water gets too cold.” Now your smile is beaming, and you peek up at him again. 

He is, too, smiling softly, that sweet smile. “Good. And don’t stay here too long. Actually, it’s better if I stay until you're ready—”

“No, go. I can get out of the bath on my own, Zu. Okay?” 

Zuko leans in and presses his forehead against your temple. After a few long moments, he reluctantly pulls away. “Okay. I’ll be right back.”

Eventually, Zuko leaves after returning many times. Each time he’d get a little farther, he’d turn back. Say his goodbyes again, give you another kiss on the head. Rub your belly and tell his unborn wa that he’ll be back soon. 

By the time he walked through the doors of the throne room, Aang and Katara were already seated and waiting for his arrival. As Zuko walks in, all of the attendees and servants stand and bow. He walks past them, shoulders square and head straight, ready to end the meeting before it even starts. As Zuko approaches the long, narrow table, Aang rises to his feet and turns to Katara. Zuko immediately recognizes the movement, the way he hunches forward to provide his body as leverage, the positioning of his arms—the patience. 

So when he sees Katara clutching onto Aang for support with one hand, and the other under the swell of her stomach, Zuko intervenes. 

“Avatar Aang.” Zuko greets his long-time friend with a firm squeeze of his shoulder. 

“Fire Lord Zuko.” Aang addresses him properly as he helps Katara out of her seat. “Please, sit.” Zuko insists, resting his hand on Aang’s wrist to stop him. Katara sits back down with a warm smile, her small bump nestled high under her ribcage. Zuko notes that she doesn’t seem any further than six months. 

“Katara. You look well.” Zuko says respectfully. Has that much time really passed since he last saw them? 

Katara smiles, but the exhaustion is evident in the slight discoloration under her eyes. “Thank you, Zuko.” 

“Zuko.” Aang’s tone turns grave, and Zuko picks up on it right away. This isn’t going to be one of his fun adventures or side quests, he can sense that much in the pit of his already uneasy stomach. 

Zuko finally takes his seat, his eyes glancing over Katara’s bump, and then to the doors before landing back on Aang. He’s distracted. And it’s clear as day. 

“This must be very important for the both of you to make the journey here. Please, let’s begin.” 

But before the first document is presented, Zuko is already elsewhere mentally. His mind runs on you, how you’re probably—finally—struggling to step out of that bath on your own.

What if you slip? 

Or how you’re probably clutching your back as you shuffle into bed with your hair wet. 

What if you get sick? 

All of his intrusive thoughts drive him further away from where he is. It’s Aang’s voice, which seems to fade in and out as he outlines each concern, that forces Zuko out of his thoughts. 

Hours pass like days, and Zuko is more tormented than ever. Every point piles on top of him, like one boulder after the next—the weight of the world weighing heavier on his shoulders. 

And the cherry on top is you. 

—

You’re still in the bath, but the water's gone cold. And despite your promise, you refuse to call the Fire Lord to come reheat it. You know this meeting is of great importance, and your duty as Fire Lady in this moment is to ensure it goes uninterrupted. 

But you didn’t expect it to last for hours.

Another wave of fire floods your lower back and you grit your teeth and breathe through it. Your fingers clutch onto the edge of the tub as your knees settle into the floor of the basin. The pressure worsens each time your back flares up. 

The pains huddle closer together, less space and breaks between them. You get to the point where you start rocking side to side, contorting your body as best you can into whatever position that provides a bit of relief. 

But relief never comes. 

You glance over at the window—the sun is setting and the sky is a beautiful blood orange. Interrupting a diplomatic meeting to complain about back pain won’t be your proudest moment. But now that you’re trying to get out of the tub and can’t, it’s something you’re going to have to do. 

Because this might not be just back pain. 

“Guard!” You whimper out, voice shaky but strong. Metal footsteps hastily clink towards you and stop just outside of the door. 

“Fire Lady—”

“Get my husband! Oh—get Zuko, now!” 

“Yes, Fire Lady.”

—

Aang finally introduces the final point—the resistance of some of the fire nation colonies, and how that’s been a significant threat lately to the balance of things. Zuko just nods and glances over at the door once again. 

“…if we don’t approach this correctly, it could turn into a war that neither of us want…you do understand that?” Aang follows Zuko’s gaze to the door, “Zuko?” 

“Yes. I understand and I agree. We will need to approach it strategically.” Zuko begins, growing more tense as that feeling inside him starts ringing like a siren. “I apologize. My mind is in two places at once, today.” 

“If I have to be honest, Zuko. You look like you want to bolt out of your chair.” Katara jests carefully. 

Zuko looks away from the door, right at Aang and Katara. He didn’t think it was that obvious. He never wanted to come off as uninterested. He swallows quickly, huffing a sigh. 

“My wife is due any day.” Zuko admits, fixing his slightly curved posture. “She was very…uncomfortable when I left her.” 

Katara’s expression softens, and Aang goes rigid. 

“We understand.” Katara says as she looks over at Aang. 

Suddenly, the doors burst open, and a young, breathless attendee stumbles in and onto the carpeted floor. He scrambles to his feet and bows as low as he can. 

“Fire Lord Zuko, I—I apologize.” The attendee heaves in a grating breath, and Zuko’s body primes to act, to do, to run. “Th-the Fire Lady—,” He gasps loudly and Zuko immediately stands, his chair screeching behind him, his hands gripping the corners of the table. 

“Speak!” Zuko commands.

“The Fire Lady requests your presence at once!” 

Zuko is already moving around the table, his voice thick with worry, “What happened?” 

“The Fire Lady said only to fetch you, Lord Zuko.” 

“My apologies.” Zuko huffs as he hastily passes Aang and Katara. 

“Go. We’ll stay here.” Aang projects his voice. Katara’s hand instinctively hovers over her spirit water pouch, like she wants to follow and help. 

— —

When Zuko bursts through the door to your living quarters he doesn’t see you in the bed with damp hair like he imagined. His heart slams into his ribcage, and he immediately rushes into the bath room. 

There he finds you perched on the edge of the tub, curved back heaving from heavy, uneven breaths, belly hanging tight underneath. It looks bad, worse than usual, actually. Your face is hidden in your crossed arms, and your hips wade side to side half submerged in the water. 

Zuko shouts your name, closing the distance between you in a few strides, adrenaline high. You raise your head from your arms, revealing a face screwed with pain, and Zuko sinks to a crouch in front of you. His fingers comb away your sweaty hair from your face. 

“You’re back in the bath, my love.” Zuko says it like a question as his eyes search yours, slightly confused and mostly concerned. His hand leaves your face, shaking slightly as it dips into the water. His pupils blow when the horrifying realization hits him the second the water registers as cold—

“This is the same bath I left you in.” Zuko’s voice shakes with restraint. 

He quickly strips himself of his robes and enters the tub behind you, water sloshing out the sides and onto the floor. Anger bubbles inside him, anger directed towards himself. 

“You’ve been in here for hours.” He growls. 

“Zuko…” You sob weakly as heat floods your pelvis in the most excruciating way, and the pressure makes your legs spread further.

“Okay, breathe. Breathe.” Zuko coos as he heats the water with his body as fast as he can without hurting you. “Talk to me darling, is it your back?” 

You nod your head desperately, and a deep, lengthy groan erupts from your throat. The sound of it makes Zuko grit his teeth. His hands move quickly to your back, pressing firmly against it, his thumbs massaging deep into the tissue. 

“You should have sent for me sooner.” He grinds out a tight jaw, careful and deliberate with his every movement. “How long has it been like this?” 

You shake your head, unable to speak during. Zuko waits patiently, massaging your back as he continues to heat the water. His eyes scan you like he’s trying to figure out what is about to happen next. These didn’t seem like the usual back pains you’ve been getting lately.   

“F-Few hours…haah, my back—oh, there’s pressure,” you cry softly the second it’s over, and Zuko embraces you from behind, pulling you gently into his chest. You allow your head to fall back onto his shoulder as you reestablish your breath. “I—I can’t get out…” 

The thought of you here, trapped and cold, makes his stomach twist. His hands instinctively slide over your belly, yearning to connect, fingers pressing softly as he checks the position of the baby. Much lower. 

“I’m here. Does the pain come and go?” 

Your eyes slam shut, and your breath catches in your throat. The pain is back, and the pressure is at an all time high. You begin groaning again, even louder this time. Zuko supports you in the water, his body hot against your back. But not even that helps you. Zuko’s fingers splay across your stomach as it pulls closer to you—tightening up. 

“Oh.” Zuko breathes, looking down into the warped water to see your stomach seized in a way he’s never seen before. “These are contractions.” 

And it hasn’t been long between this one and the last one.

How close are you exactly? 

“Wha—aah!” You’re cut off by the pressure morphing into something else entirely. You grab his forearm, using everything in you to hoist yourself up. “Zuko…I need the toilet!”

Zuko’s heart leaps into his throat and he tries to swallow it down. He’s only able to say your name before he finds himself holding you up, bringing you both to a standing position. 

Once the cold air hits your thighs, gravity comes into play and the pain concentrates in your pelvis now. The tightening crests, leaving you shaking as you slump back into Zuko entirely. 

“I’ve got you.” He says through a ragged breath, securing you properly in his hold. “Breathe darling, I have you.” 

Your body jolts against him and there’s a popping sensation inside your pelvis. Once cold thighs flood with warmth, and then there’s the distinct sound of water hitting water. Zuko looks down in awe, and so do you. 

“My water…My water broke.” You whisper shakily, that feeling intensifying by the second. 

“Yes.” Zuko breathes hard, his hand quickly slipping between your thighs. The world stops spinning when his fingertips catch something soft, yet firm. Instinct drives his hand, tugging your leg to the side as he maneuvers and looks, really looks. And what he sees makes his eyes bulge, confirming what he thought he felt.

A tuft of dark hair, just barely emerging. 

“Y/n. Thats—” He whispers breathlessly, staring wonderstruck, “That’s our baby, darling.” 

“Ohh—Zuko! Zuko! It hurts!” A scream erupts from you, and you give in to this feeling of push. 

Zuko acts quickly, lowering you back into the bath. You find yourself settling into a deep squat. Meanwhile, Zuko doesn’t have time to think, to call for the palace physician or even Katara—he only has time to act. He kneels behind you, hands instinctively moving into position between your legs. 

With a growl, your body bears down and you topple forward, gripping on to the edge of the basin. Zuko steadies you with one hand, keeping the other ready under the water. He watches as your body shakes and strains with effort, your finger tips white around the basin. 

“That’s it.” His voice is rough but raw with emotion, his baby’s head emerging a little further. Zuko feels as you stretch, his mouth agape at the sheer power you’re exhibiting. “Our baby’s coming, y/n. You’re so strong.” 

The contraction fades, leaving you utterly wrecked and your breath hitching repeatedly. Mere seconds pass before the next wave crashes over you, sucking you back into the blinding pain.

“I can’t do this.” You barely whimper before your body pushes again. You make a noise you didn’t know you were capable of making, something primal and sacred. 

“But you are.” Zuko murmurs, overcome with emotion. He feels the baby’s head transcend further, and your thighs begin to shake tremendously. “Darling, you’re doing it.” 

“It burns!” You yelp, trying to shift away from the blossoming fire. 

“I…I know.” Zuko grimaces, his instinct screaming protect. But this isn’t something he can protect you from. “Pant for me, baby. Small pushes.” 

You shake your head as you pant loudly and quickly, tears streaming down your red cheeks. 

“That’s good, I feel them.” Zuko’s voice cracks, eyes swelling. “They’re coming.”

With a guttural grunt you feel a sudden release, and Zuko gasps loudly behind you. “The head…the head is out, y/n.” 

Shock sputters from you in short gasps, and you reach into the water to feel the baby’s head. It’s the softest thing you’ve ever felt in your entire life— soft fuzzy hair, stuck to their skull. You burst into tears, snotty, sobbing sounds ripping from your chest. 

Zuko leans in to sprinkle haphazard kisses on your temple and cheek, and then he quickly settles back and readjusts how he supports the baby’s head. 

“One more push, darling. Please.” Zuko pants, and immediately you’re shaking your head. You want this baby out more than anything, but the thought of continuing is absolutely terrifying. 

It’s too much. 

“It’s almost over. And then we’ll have our baby, okay? Breathe.” Zuko quickly and carefully slides his finger around the baby’s neck, automatically checking for the cord. Relief flashes across his face when he finds nothing there—everything is going the way it should.

A low groan rumbles from you, and Zuko is already bracing himself, readying himself to catch. His stomach lurches when your groan ramps up to a bloodcurdling scream, and your body curves from strain. 

“That’s…that’s perfect…” Zuko mutters when he feels the head turn and drop further into his hands, and he begins guiding the shoulders free. “Push, push.” Zuko encourages you, and you do, helpless against the force of it.  

You push with everything you have left. 

In the next second, you feel a rush that's impossible to comprehend and the baby slips right into Zuko’s hands. You gasp hard for air and your body trembles violently from depletion. 

“Oh.” Zuko sucks in a broken, sharp breath, mesmerized by how tiny and delicate they feel in his hands. 

Zuko moves fast, purely off instinct, one hand firmly supporting and guiding the baby forward, through your shaking thighs, bringing them up against your chest. His other arm curls tightly around your middle, carefully pulling your exhausted body back against him before you can slump too far forward.

“Oh, Zuko.” The words break apart when you look down to see your baby’s scrunched, slightly blue face. Still. Not breathing. Horror blooms inside you and you panic. “Zuko?…Zuko!” 

“I know, come on.” Zuko whispers roughly, his hand rubbing the baby’s back vigorously. “Let us hear you, come on.” 

After a second that feels like an eternity, a wail pierces the air. Tiny, but strong. So strong. And loud. 

You sob as your body sags in relief and exhaustion, and Zuko lets out a breathy laugh before his own tears burst free like a dam. 

The baby slowly flushes to a healthy pink, and their bottom lip trembles. Zuko continues to rub her back, soaking in each moment like a sponge. And that’s when he notices.  

“There it is. She’s okay. She’s perfect. Strong like her mother.” Zuko huffs, turning his attention down at you against his chest. 

“She?” You barely whisper, smiling weakly. “She’s okay. She’s okay.” Each word comes out a little softer, a little more slurred. 

He analyzes every line in your expression, every bead of sweat budding from your forehead. You look exhausted. You had just given everything to bring his child into the world, and it was his honor to witness it. 

“You just…you did it, y/n.” Zuko watches as your eyes unfocus, and his chest tightens. “Hey. Stay with me.” 

Zuko’s distant voice echoes in your head, and you concentrate to look at him. The pain is constant, an aching throb that stings hotter than venom. 

“Tired…hurts.” You manage to mutter, glancing down at your baby squirming on your chest. 

“I know, baby.” Zuko whispers, desperately comforting himself with the reminder that the best healer in the water tribe is sitting in his palace now. “You’re okay—Guard!” Zuko shouts the last word, looking over at the door of the bath room. 

Hurried footsteps approach and stop just outside of the door. “Fire lord Zuko.” 

“Get the physician! Bring Katara!” Zuko gives the order and returns his attention to you. 

“At once, Fire Lord.” 

Zuko sees your eyes flutter, and jostles you to keep you awake. “Stay awake, darling.”  

You move against his chest, heavy eyes flicking down at the baby cooing against your chest. “Zuko. You…did it. Like you said.” 

Relief pulses through Zuko when it registers, you’re speaking of what he said earlier. That he’d deliver the baby if he needed to. He smiles down at you, adjusting the hold he has around his entire world. “Yes, my Fire Lady. As promised.”

A slow tightening breaks your concentration, and you find yourself seizing up against him. A soft groan rumbles from you, and your eyes squeeze shut. 

A contraction?

“What is it?” Zuko asks, panicked. 

“The afterbirth.”

Katara appears breathless in the doorway, one hand braced against the frame and the other resting beneath the swell of her stomach. Aang lingers quietly behind her, relief relaxing his face.

“You’re okay, you did so well,” Katara reassures gently, already moving closer. Her eyes flick briefly to the baby and soften. “She’s beautiful. Just a little more, okay? Then you’re all done.”

The physician follows quickly behind, bowing once before moving to assist. Everything overlaps into one big blur around you.

Katara’s calm voice. Zuko’s hand never leaving you. The tiny warmth of your daughter, squirming against your chest. The physician’s quiet reassurance that she is healthy—her congratulations. But everything feels distant.

Distant but safe.

You focus on Zuko’s touch, and the babe that he’s now fully supporting against your bare chest as your arms fall limp either side of you.

“It was a good thing you were here,” Aang says quietly from the doorway.

Zuko barely hears him, because his attention never leaves you. Nor the tiny babygirl tucked safely against you.

“Yes,” Zuko says softly, brushing sweaty strands from your forehead.

“I’m always here.”

—

[singse]

18+ | zuko x f!reader

summary: a debrief in the middle of an intimate time.

"—and they've requested an audience with you, my lord," zuko's royal assistant states from outside his study doors. "i did inform them that you are busy until month's end a meeting will take time to schedule. how would you like to move ahead, my lord?"

zuko doesn't respond immediately, his thoughts scrambled and impossible to decipher. he could blame it on the pile of work he's been going through, unending but highly necessary. it wouldn't be the first time his brain has been thwarted by too many documents that require his attention.

but that isn't the case today, paperwork isn't the one bringing him to his knees and decimating his higher functions.

it's you.

you who's gorgeously splayed out on his desk, writhing in pleasure as he sinks into your pulsing heat. soft and sweet and pilant for him, nearly at your wits end as he's played you so diligently for the past half an hour. you're drenched around him, spilt open on his thick girth and every tilt of his hips has your cunt singing the filthiest melody, loud and shameless for anyone to hear.

zuko doesn't know how he's lasted this long, his cock held tight by your clenching walls, driving him towards a bright and violent end. he swallows heavily, breathes out steam and tries to compose himself to answer.

"tell them that i'll meet with them on the second week of next month," he manages to say, voice faintly shaking. "i'll go into the logistics later, i just need to sort out some other matters first." his heated hands tighten on your hips, pulling you down further onto his length and he watches hungrily as you arch into it with a silent cry. "what else do you need to tell me?"

his assistant continues but zuko isn't listening, far too focused on your teary eyes and dishevelled appearance. your robes are askew, the hem around your waist and open at your chest, peaked nipples awaiting for the return of his greedy mouth. you're every bit of the wet dreams he's had of you since he could remember, all of those years of pining and yearning turning into something unshakingly real and tangible.

the lustful haze in your eyes clears a little, replaced with concern when you notice him just staring at you. reaching out a hand, your fingers gently caress his scar and the tenderness nearly breaks him.

"zuko, are you okay?" you ask softly, low enough so the assistant know you're here. "is everything—?" he doesn't let you finish, already leaning down to capture your open mouth in a searing kiss. you squeak into it before melting fully, wrapping your arms around his neck and delving your hands into his thick locks.

i'm so in love with you, he thinks like a crazed man as he pounds into you with enough strength to shake the desk. he fucks you until you're sobbing against his mouth, nails digging into the back of his neck in an attempt to hold on. one of his hands slip between your slick-wet thighs, fiery hot to rub mean circles over your swollen clit and he hisses when your cunt clamps down meanly on his cock.

"i'm, i'm gonna—" you whine helplessly, trembling violently as you begin to curl around him. "oh, oh, zu—!"

he kisses you silent, his vision blurring around bright stars as he paints you white and fills you full. you shake beneath him, chest rising into his with your arching back. he feels wetness against his pubic bone, eyes nearly rolling back when he hears it splatter on the wooden floors.

spirits.

there's a moment of silence; it's only your combined breathing that can be heard in this space. the air is too warm, zuko feels like he may burn out of his skin and he knows he should move away to not hurt you with the heat.

but you're clinging to him, holding him there in a weak hold that zuko can't dream of breaking. so he relaxes into you, kisses your pretty face and the smile that he brings to your lips.

he smiles too.

then this moment shatters into a million pieces when his assistant coughs, embarrassed, and says meekly:

"i'll come back later."

[niidsch]

Pokémon Black & White ◇ 2011

[bootyscalling]

Good Tea - TLoA Zuko x Fem!Reader

"Fire Lord Zuko, you must be mistaken," his chamberlain laughs nervously. "You can't honestly be considering marrying a commoner?"

"I'm not considering it, Chamberlain," Zuko tells him, looking over the scrolls laid out on his desk. "She's already said yes." 

"She works at a tea shop, Fire Lord Zuko," the chamberlain repeats himself. 

"She owns the tea shop, Chamberlain, and I don't see any problem with that."

"There are several-"

"My uncle owned a tea shop, at one point of his life. And he found great pride in it," Zuko announces, placing his work down. "It was his dream."

Hi chamberlain bows his head, keeping his eyes down and wisely choosing to stay silent. 

"Is there anything else to add, Chamberlain?"

"No, Fire Lord Zuko."

"Then see yourself out."

On his way out, you step through the door. From the look on the chamberlain's face, you can instantly tell you've made another mistake. 

"It would be wise to knock before entering a room," the chamberlain tells you. 

"Chamberlain," Zuko calls sternly from his seat. 

The man rigidly bows to you with a sneer. "Princess." Then, he leaves you alone with Zuko. 

The Fire Lord is in his evening robe, sitting on the floor behind a flat wooden surface that held a heavy stack of scolls.

"Are you busy?" You ask timidly, taking a few steps into the workspace. 

"I'm just reading recent reports," Zuko tells you, holding a hand out for you to come closer. "The price of rice has gone up."

"How fascinating," you answer dryly, lowering to ground beside him and curling into his side. "Are you going to keep reading for awhile?"

"I'm almost done," Zuko murmurs, pressing his lips to the top of your head as his eyes skim over the parchment. "Why don't you head to bed without me?" 

You shrug, fidgeting with your fingers in your lap. "It's a little weird, honestly." 

That makes Zuko turn his body to look at you. He takes your hand and brings your knuckles to his lips. 

"What do you mean it's weird? What's wrong?"

Smiling tiredly, you carress the scarred half of his face. 

"The room is larger than any room I've ever been in, and the bed can fit five grown adults," you tell him like it's obvious. "It feels empty lying there by myself. Can I stay here until you're done?"

"Of co-"

Before Zuko can finish his sentence, you're lying on your side, crawling halfway into his lap until your arms are wrapped around his waist. 

"What are you doing, my love?" He chuckles, gently patting your head. 

"Getting comfortable while I wait. Just carry me out when you're done."

Although you look uncomfortable, you doze in and out of drowsiness as the fire around you crackles and the parchment shifts. Zuko decides to cut his reading short when he feels your breathing even out against his legs. 

He carefully takes you in his arms, feeling elated when you relax against his chest and your head leans into the curve of his neck. 

A few servants catch the Fire Lord carrying the tea shop owner to his room that same evening, and by the next morning, a rumor has already spread throughout the palace. 

The Fire Lord is marrying the tea shop owner.