Lynds Mika

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here’s the first song i wrote for my new EP. it couldn’t be more important to me

Find me at 3 am. Find me upping 10 mg. Still won’t be pretty if you think that I am, but I’ve applied all that I can. 20 milligrams, well I can’t do it without you. Hold you in my hands, before I swallow you. Find me back in my bed. Find me avoiding my friends. Still won’t be happy if I say that I am. Prescribe, then try again.  I’ve got nothing when I’m awake, I’ve got nothing when you’re asleep.  20 milligrams, well I can’t do it without you. Hold you in my hands, before I swallow you. 20 milligrams, well I’m calling your bluff. I’ve got you every day, but I’m still not enough.

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here’s the second song from my new EP- the subject matter is heavy but it means a lot to me 

He will smile and say hello. It’s all the same act and you know. This has happened all too much. Did he look you in the eyes? Bet he did when you were intimate. No, I change my mind. He doesn’t look, he has no time. And I would cut off his hand before he touched you again. Been through hell under your clothes- pretending you like it, but you really don’t. Never felt safe or satisfied, required to smile just to walk by. Did they look you in the eyes? Bet they did when you were intimate. No, I change my mind. They don’t look, they have no time. They don’t care about your eyes. They don’t care about your mind. They don’t care, they have no time. They don’t look, they have no time

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you can stream my new EP on youtube and bandcamp!! 

You said you’d be there forever and then I wrote you a letter. I swallowed my bread, my stomach felt better. Scribbled in all black, black ink and a blade. I cut through paper, through skin, every page. I tried to inflict your pain. You force-fed me mine. I never got used to it, like your hand in mine. Handled me neatly while I held on and lied. You handed me the sharp end, I cried and I cried. Didn’t want me to make it, take it straight to the grave. Couldn’t swallow anymore, I’d rather be late. I tried to inflict your pain. You force-fed me mine.

“Taking me back to a place I never wanted to see again- this pain has left me breathless. I don’t see you in the same light I used to, but you’re still there. Haunting my every fucking move, breathing on my neck. Telling me I’m not worth anyone’s time, like my life isn’t worth a goddamn thing.”

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i just released a new ep and i hope you all love it! you can download the whole thing for free! 

I’ve tried. All my life, I’ve tried. I’ve lied to look good in your eyes. You can talk over me, tell me just leave. You can raise your voice if you need some relief. I know that I’m fucked up, can’t swallow my breath. I know you hate who I’ve become, so did all my friends. Now I feel nothing, like my heart is detached. Like my brain is a cemetery, bringing it all back. I guess that I’m grown up, I swallowed my pills. I’m trying not to throw up, and I’m not skipping meals. Assignments and progress, I’ve placed all my focus. Even when robotic, I did it so you’d notice. Now I feel nothing, like my heart is detached. Now I have no one, like I didn’t know that. Now I hear memories and my mind goes black. Like my brain is a cemetery, bringing it all back. Bringing it all back

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Dating Someone With Borderline Personality Disorder 

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here’s me finally introducing myself to my youtube channel after 3 years of singing on it!!! 

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Be Still- The Fray (cover) ft. my cute girlfriend

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For what we’ve done my love, I’m sorry.

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For what we’ve done my love, I’m sorry.

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Dive into me.

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I absolutely love you. I listen to you all the time. I cry to you and I laugh with you. My heart is always here for you 💕

This just FILLED me with so much happiness ahh I love you! Thank you <3 

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All my problems- it’s so stupid. They’re not even problems.

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You're amazing. I listen to your stuff constantly. I even just texted my girlfriend telling her I'm obsessed and she needs to listen to you right now. I have no doubt you'll make it big. Thank you for sharing your art with us.

You’re fucking adorable, that makes me so happy. Thank YOU- from the bottom of my heart. <3 

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Trust me when I say I’ve tried to make do, but I thought you all afternoon.

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“ALLEVIATION” ~ 8/19. <3 

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We can start again, you know it’s for the best.

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We’re all just the same, what a shame.