Have you ever had a thought where you find yourself completely engulfed by it
Causing you to lose focus with almost everything
The things you love to do suddenly feels burdensome
You’re going through each day with the purpose of trying to survive
Each night you sit in the corner of your room thinking if things will go back to the way it was
Tears start falling without you even realizing it
You don’t know what you’re feeling
It’s lonely and it feels empty
You have the most important people around you
Yet you can’t help but feel a certain way
The aching pain in your chest is far more greater than their care and love for you
No matter how much they show sincerity towards you, it doesn’t seem to fill the emptiness you feel
You don’t know why there’s a sudden shift in your mind
Why you think that way
Maybe one day you’ll know
Maybe one day everything is gonna get better
Maybe you’ll stop hiding yourself in your room while crying to yourself every night
Maybe… I hope so…
- Lian
a flower vid I took 🖤