Your Average Guy

Joshua Mark Phillips - 22 - Casually struggling my way through life

[igu-art-blog]

Stay strong.

[somaticallyincorrect]

Counterparts - Stillborn

[stcktoyourgunsx]

Counterparts // Slave

photo credit

[with-regret]

Withdrawal | Counterparts

(My edit)

[with-regret]

Counterparts | ‘Compass’ and 'Solace’

(My edit)

[brendan-murphy-deactivated20211]

I hope my loved ones never learn that I am only here because I couldn’t bare to leave them with the burden that would be the guilt of knowing that they couldn’t save me. Just know that every breath is torture… but I do it all for you.

[prettyxlow]

I wish I could stop existing in a way that didn’t leave anyone hurting.

[brendan-murphy-deactivated20211]

I hope I still remind you of the all the simple things that life has to offer because I still trace your name in the fur of every animal I hold and in the the last few drips of coffee that stain my fingertips and tablecloth where we used to sit and laugh and I remember it like I remember puking in your shower trying to not wake you up because the alcohol had turned my stomach black a metaphor for the emptiness that I feel now and will feel forever or until we meet again…

thank you and goodnight.

[wearepvris]

take in your chemicals (that make me cling to you).

[seabelle]

You do not need pasta.

Me laying in bed talking to myself at 1:30 in the morning  (via seabelle)

[brendan-murphy-deactivated20211]

What are your top 5 favorite tumblr accounts?

Man I don’t even follow 5 people it’s like a Simpsons blog and then a couple random people I think look nice

[comedycentral]

Feelings can be complicated.

[lyricsandnotes]

I used to vent to tumblr, like it was my diary, a public diary. The problem with things being public is that people can see it, and then it becomes a problem. I can't vent to this platform any more, it was like I was yelling into the void, there are so many words and things in this site that my insignificance meant nothing, yet in the back of my mind I thought, someone must have read it, and it would all be off my chest. I used to write songs, several a week, express myself musically, but that passion has faded slightly and I lack the focus to do that these days. I work a lot now, I focus on that, sometimes it's the only thing I look forward too. I don't know why I posted this, maybe to help me understand what I want in like, or to justify my feelings at 2:55am, but it's just a mess of a post, because I'm a mess of a person, suppose I'll do what I always do and just wing it.

[thegraveyardhag]

I think a lot about killing myself - not like a point on a map, but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that has never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave.

neil hilborn, “the future” (via thegraveyardhag)

[relentlessnews]

New Cover: Shreddy Krueger- “This Could Be Anywhere In The World.” Originally by: Alexisonfire.

[brendan-murphy-deactivated20211]

I miss you and the tiny continent you’re contained in. You’re not broken… but if you were, I wouldn’t try to fix you. I have no business in your bed… but will you hate me if I kiss you?

[brendan-murphy-deactivated20211]

I miss feeling something. Miss feeling you.

[sopunkitpopped-deactivated20170]

Architects - Naysayer