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riv. retired selfshipper ; mid20s ; any prns ; depresso ab going back to school and (poorly) mentally preparing

no reblogging from this blog + no tagging pls!

im keeping this blog small pls don’t follow unless i follow you first

i discourse post a lot as usual pls know it’s never about anyone here. also please don’t send my posts around :,)

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I logged onto here for the briefest second to grab some bullet points I wrote in drafts and so while I’m here I just wanted to say:

Leaving tumblr will make you black out, write 17k words in less than 24 hours, officially write your first proper multi chapter series ever that is now your longest project to date, and even make you write a blow job scene. Yah. That’s how you KNOW you’re down bad for pixels when you willingly write a blow job.

ANYWAY I LOVE U AND GOODBYE but I’m never coming back here 💀

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anyway!! life updates before i dip:

i have a move in date for my new student apartment!! fun stuff

family vacation is coming up!!! yipee <3

my bf and i have decided that once our one year anniversary passes i will introduce him to my family and after they bring up the inevitable marriage discussion and stuff and blah blah if all goes well then we can maybe move in together!!

my bf is adopting a hairless cat :/ so i will have to stepmommy that freak lol

in a few years i will be dr. riv the pharmacist 🥹 please hold my hand i am scared ueueue

with that!! i have decided that fr this time i must let go of selfship drama and this and that - if you happen to read a future fic or two from dynameow be sure to leave me your thoughts!! i will read all the tags hehe. and i love you guys!!!!

riv out ok byeeeee

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damn .

This is my pfp vs tien’s on genshin 🥹 oh how I miss her she would have loved to see our favorite Sumeru creatures together in this new quest

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My dad called and asked if I wanted burgers 😼 he’s like ok I’m bringing burgers come over in 30

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I text my best friend “SOS” and she immediately appears in the chat whenever I have something important to talk about and that’s my favorite thing about her

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Just saw this lady comment under a tiktok that this guy she knew had a punishment as a child that when he misbehaved he’d have to write out pages of a dictionary or thesaurus by hand and that he ended up having a fantastic vocabulary and I decided that one day if I have kids this will be my method of punishment too

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Doubling down and sending me more hate after I have screenshots of it being you is certainly . A choice .

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I do like hosting gatherings at my apartment but nobody fucking leaves when I want them to leave so that’s my problem

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I may just need to watch devil may cry for him bc this is crazy

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One more ironic thing is that one of these individuals who harassed me has asked me on more than one occasion if it was okay with me if they posted about a certain character/selfship or if I found issue with that and I always felt it was so weird like why would you ask me for permission and why do you even think I would take issue with that as if I don’t have multiple friends who are doubles. And now I’m just realizing that it was them projecting onto me all this time and making me out to be the issue bc they actually had issues with me lol

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Honestly if there’s a block blast fandom or community I think that’s where I’d like to be. Block blast enthusiasts wouldn’t do all this to me

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I feel like I see a lot of Dante propaganda for that Netflix devil may cry series but no one (from my LIMITED exposure to this series) talks about Vergil and that’s who I’m interested in if anything

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I luv my readers ❤️

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And one last thing about this before I finally let it drop: I would actually put these individuals fully on blast if I could. I have hard-screenshotted evidence of it being them—not just sending me hate, but also harassing me through multiple different methods outside of asks (methods I’m keeping private, but just know they were quite mean). Honestly, I would also wager that I’m not the only person they did this to. And even if I was, I still think they’re being disingenuous about their characters with many people on here who consider them friends.

While I don’t think tumblr is ever that serious, I do think there is a degree of safety people are entitled to on here when they spend hours of their day here to escape their irl obligations and simply have fun. That’s literally why we’re all here—to just have fun.

So yeah, I would 1000% share who is sending nasty, vile hate asks for months on end to me, and maybe even to others. But the only thing that stops me is that the individual who took time out of their day to come tell me about this is someone I’m not even mutuals with, who just happened to hear about it. And they were very, very pleading with me not to reveal the evidence they supplied because it would trace back to them. I feel it’s important that I protect their identity and involvement in this, and that I keep this place safe for them as well, since they clearly took it upon themselves to help me keep it safe for myself, even though we didn’t even know each other.

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Literally how long carina and I were on call to figure out this shit about my anon hater together 💀

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To say that I “talk mean” and you’re actively sending me NASTY hate asks that same exact day on anon lmaooooo fuck off u are a joke