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I don’t know how we’re supposed to fix ourselves I don’t know how we’re supposed to get better I don’t know how we’re going to change the way we operate

I’ve been groomed my entire life my whole life I’ve been so isolated, I can’t do anything myself I can’t do it I just can’t I can’t change

I can’t do this anymore I am a product of my environment I am a product of what they’ve instilled into me into my brain

Yhey broke me so bad I just can’t do it I don’t care what happens to me

if people start hating me if people stop lovingme I just can’t do it I’m terrified

I don’t wanttg people to think bad things about me I know everyone talks about me I know they do everyone always has something to say about me always always always always Icant have friends because I can’t I can’t have anjybofy because they’ll all talk about me I’ve seen it all of it

I know and it hurtsv so bad I don’t want to be like this I don’t want to be what they made me I don’t want it but I can’t do anuyhing

The cage door is open and I can’t bring myself to get out I’m so tired I don’t want to fight anymore

I can’t do anything right

I just want to die

they came for us last night

I haven’t stopped bleeding since

I need to be close to my partners without the hands of a man shoving us together into the concrete

I don’t know if we’re ever going to be able to trust anyone ever again

I love the water

I keep eloping lalalakagdg

Online interaction is becoming impossible for me to maintain I can’t do it why can’t I remember anything

Back to back migraines, forgetting if I’ve spoken to people, forgetting if I’ve had conversations or not

Head hurts forget forget forget

Nothing but headaches and migraines

My head is splitting open

Everything around me is making me feel ljke a horrible person again and that everything anyone has ever said about me was right

The day people actually start treating alters like they’re people and not like they’re the body is the day I will die happy

Newwwssz fucking flash I am not your friend I’m

So tired of people acting like they know me at all.

Highschool, Friends of Friends, in the ward

You met a fabricated version of me better yet a whole different person I have no ideah when you all collectively decided I am the only person in your life you can tell things too be cause I AM NOT

YOU ARE SELFISH

I don’t even remember what I’ve done toda6.

Tired o f people thinkinh they’re the only fuckungh people glung through shit you expect ME to??! do ALLLTHIS ?? while iv been drugged on something for a WEEK youpeoll don’t care ABIUT ME AT ALL YOU DONT CARE YOU DONT CARE I HATE YOU PEOPLE I HATE YOU I hate the way you trea t me like im jus t an OBJECT MEANT TO HELP HELP HELP THATS ALL I DO YOU KNOW THATS ALL IVE BEEN DOUNG MY WHOLE FUCKINGLIFE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS LEAVE ME OUT OF UOIR LIF E LEAVE ME OUT OF IT IF ALLYOURE GOING TO USE ME FOR IS THIS

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