chiabean

19 a person who thinks all the time

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found my uni's some of it's faculties' tumblr blogs that have just been sitting, collecting dust since 2018 😢😢 im crine why is it so hippie and stereotypically tumblr

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is doing a class + lecture of 30 people okay or will my social anxiety explode

like will i want to end my life or will it be okay (i usually have lectures of 500+) - i hate doing niche courses at uni

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kind of don’t like my friends again. this time it’s a me problem - ofc i can’t forget abt how they talked abt me behind my back but i tried to just forget and move on. but i hate how they r so jolly on the gc. it’s so mean and rude like i don’t like when they r communicative and talkative and happy and then ignore me when i type something. idk i don’t want to not be friends with them but they’re one of the prime reasons i feel shit and insecure all the time. making friends in uni is like even harder like they’re not the kinda ppl i’m gonna be friends with for a lifetime

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went to brandy againnnn todayuhhh i’ve been every single week that’s like 4 times 😒😒 i’m buying straight bull shit too like i don’t think i can even sell this on depop if i pass the 2 weeks

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in uni and i think i’m gonna throw up

please send help i feel my stomach rising

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i’m so fucking irritated at everything going on with mlp g6. i genuinely don’t want to be rude but the voice actors are not it - they don’t sound like the og va but that’s fine whatever but they released a song from it and it’s like deadass sounds like autotune, every va sounds like pinkie pie like i’m irritated asf. i don’t like the art style at all i know it’s a kids show but even kids prefer g4 to anything else. i hope this isn’t just a gimmick to sell different style of the mane 6 toys cus that’s basically what hasbro was doing with mlp. we want the g4 art style, we want the og va (keep in mind that’s only 4 people not including spike!) but also the gen after the mane 6 like oh my goodness i’m pissed off im not even a fucking brony and i’m pissed off stop releasing genuine slop this is not the work of my glorious queen lauren faust

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sooooo likee i went to the mall today in my little red jumpsuit and saw my future husband

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big day for angels and strokers

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dine n dash my ass julian u living legend

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Im so mad

some friends truly do not give a flying fuck about you when you get depressed. truly. they take your on an off behaviours, your lack of communication with them and your general sadness and go hmmm what shall we do... *thinking* this girl is a bitch

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what do you do when your friend doesn't like you because your sad

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big day for angels and strokers

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my least favourite videos are middle aged americans who live stable happy lives take gummies to do the most random shit like i don’t care and im fucking irritated

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all i know is how it makes me feel

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im going the fuck back to therapy. psychiatry waiting list is 12 years and im just gonna abuse the shit out of uni free healthcare

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is there something wrong with me. why am i so hard to make friends with. why won’t i be friends with people and why do i dread human interaction

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hey soooo friendship isn’t actually fucking magic?? umm so when were u guys planning to tell me this aha!?