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Full Moon in Cancer

Date: December 22nd, 2018

Rulers: Moon, Water, Cardinal

Affects: emotional spells, fatigue, vulnerability, sudden need to be more protective and defensive, over eating, mood swings, past memories surfacing, fertility, heightened imagination, stomach sensitivities, nostalgia, increased need for comfort and security, estranged family, exes, and friends surfacing, water related issues (leaks, floods, etc), emotional dreams, drowsiness, increased empathy and compassion, passive aggression

What It’s Good For: home-related matters, planting / gardening, cleaning your home and space, spending time with family and children, learning new recipes, replacing old photos and sentimental items with new ones, passing down family heirlooms, cooking, baking, spending time alone, clearing out bad habits, expressing how you feel to others, face issues that affect your sense of security, learning ways in which you can protect yourself, your emotions, and your family from negative forces, reflecting on how you handle your feelings

Crystals: moonstone, selenite, clear quartz, rose quartz, rhodochrosite, opal, chalcedony, larimar

Herbs: chamomile, aloe, lavender, rosemary, sage, parsley

Incense / Oils: lavender, clary sage, chamomile, jasmine

Colors: light blue, white, silver, iridescent white

destroymylife

sunrec

“You may have noticed that the books you really love are bound together by a secret thread. You know very well what is the common quality that makes you love them, though you cannot put it into words: but most of your friends do not see it at all, and often wonder why, liking this, you should also like that. Again, you have stood before some landscape, which seems to embody what you have been looking for all your life; and then turned to the friend at your side who appears to be seeing what you saw - but at the first words a gulf yawns between you, and you realise that this landscape means something totally different to him, that he is pursuing an alien vision and cares nothing for the ineffable suggestion by which you are transported. Even in your hobbies, has there not always been some secret attraction which the others are curiously ignorant of - something, not to be identified with, but always on the verge of breaking through, the smell of cut wood in the workshop or the clapclap of water against the boat’s side? Are not all lifelong friendships born at the moment when at last you meet another human being who has some inkling (but faint and uncertain even in the best) of that something which you were born desiring, and which, beneath the flux of other desires and in all the momentary silences between the louder passions, night and day, year by year, from childhood to old age, you are looking for, watching for, listening for? You have never had it. All the things that have ever deeply possessed your soul have been but hints of it - tantalising glimpses, promises never quite fulfilled, echoes that died away just as they caught your ear. But if it should really become manifest - if there ever came an echo that did not die away but swelled into the sound itself you would know it. Beyond all possibility of doubt you would say “Here at last is the thing I was made for.” We cannot tell each other about it. It is the secret signature of each soul, the incommunicable and unappeasable want, the thing we desired before we met our wives or made our friends or chose our work, and which we shall still desire on our deathbeds, when the mind no longer knows wife or friend or work. While we are, this is. If we lose this, we lose all.”

— C.S. Lewis, The Problem of Pain

toastgull

Reblog and you’re guaranteed to be successful at whatever you do next!

syntacked

sneebum

Should’ve known you was trouble from the first kiss

had your eyes wide open

why were they open?

Me: *makes a small irrelevant mistake*

My Brain, banging pots and pans together: YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUC

Me: *makes huge mistake that will directly affect my future horribly*

My Brain, lounging on a lawn chair with shades on: ....acknowledged