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nobody ask me what day or year it is i do NOT know

#help girl i cant grasp time passage girl help girl im missing time and getting lost girl girl help #this is not a joke or an exaggeration either #i think the only thing that can fix this is medication and intensive therapy #.txt

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im bitter im very very bitter but j think today i will allow myself feel like this instead of pretending i dont. we can stop repressing everything for a bit. as a treat.

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and im still thinking of the fact that lizzie only ever offers to do anything on days ive TOLD her i always work late and how it happened AGAIN today and as much as i love her i just am so frustrated and tired of it all

#why cant things go back years in the past when i was someone worth jt

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The scene in the Magnus archives that I think shows how human Jon is compared to Elias would have to be when he burns Gerry’s page. It clearly hurts him to burn it, it hurts him to destroy all this knowledge, the same way Martin burning the statement hurt Elias. The difference between the two is that Elias hurts others to stop his own pain, Jon hurt himself to stop Gerry’s pain.

#OUAHHHHGHHHHHHG #*minecraft poisoned noises* OUGH OUGH OUGH OUGH #tma.exe

im bitter im very very bitter but j think today i will allow myself feel like this instead of pretending i dont. we can stop repressing everything for a bit. as a treat.

#neg post im sorry i only come back to scream into the tumblr void #im just. so. bitter #alone and pathetic #and i spent the whole drive home chanting not to kill myself bexause i didnt want to go home and continue bejng alone like i am every other #miserable day of the year but especially today.#but alas #i wish people would actually want to do things with ME. instead of it constantly being the other way around and then either getting #cancelled on or forgotten about or just flat out denied #i try not to let myself think about this stuff because it really really hurts and makes me feel very negative things but #todays my birthday and its ALWAYS a bad day and its been especially horrible this year so im allowing myself this one little thing

persona discourse is so braincell killing with the amount of faux know-it-all, bigoted dudebros that litter every corner of that fandom. these dipshits really have no brains rattling in those heads of theirs

#arguing with said dudebro on twitter took 10 years off my life #but was also very amusing theyre so fucking pathetic keke