disgusting freak

He/him transman, selfship blog, I'm normal

[maddeningsixkness]

intro post !! ＼(^-^)／

Hi, I'm a self ship/yandere blog, I've been suffering with obsessive and compulsive tendencies for a while and thought maybe making a blog to talk about it might help, but we'll see ( ﾟーﾟ)

Im 16 so I'm a minor. ‼️‼️‼️‼️

I selfship with Dante Sparda from DMC (nonsharing) I'm aware he's older than me but I'm not gonna wait 2 years to selfship with a fictional character

I'm aware pedophilia is wrong, and I do not condone it, this is just my silly little selfship blog. If there's something wrong with this, please tell me politely and not with a kill yourself

Im a transguy who's super into art and I'm getting into computers! Currently working on a cyber deck with friends and might post about it on here

I also write fanfiction so.. yeah!!

Some other series/games i like are dead space, mgs, yakuza, no more heroes, resident evil, silent hill, fallout, ff7 fans are weird so I don't wanna admit to being into it but I am, tekken, guilty gear, umvc3, ff13, saya no uta and loads more I forget

Series/games i plan on getting into are ff8, kingdom hearts, chrono cross, you me and her and a few other I don't remember off the top of my head

Um tldr: am boy who vents about obsessing over people and fictional characters (^-^) also I love asks!! Send them in if you have any please

[maddeningsixkness]

I hate when my f/os being romantically interested in someone is intregal to their story

[maddeningsixkness]

so turns out im getting NEITHWR OF THOSE ITEMS BECAHSE ID HAVE TO PAY 80 DOLLARS ON EACH ITEM TO GET THEM THROUGH CUSTOMS 😭😭

Im really sad rn I emailed the plushy place hoping its already been shipped but I doubt it

[maddeningsixkness]

I bought both of these i cant wait for them to get here yay

[maddeningsixkness]

I have found an artist! Thank you everyone who reached out to me I appreciate it so much!

[maddeningsixkness]

Hes so cute guys not evil at all

[maddeningsixkness]

Olite canon guys this really happened

Here is the template I useddd

[sunderlandsbrat-deactivated2026]

imagine your f/o always warms up your side of the bed before you get in. doesn’t say anything about it—just quietly tucks the blankets around you like you're something fragile.

[magical-regical]

When you feel like shit at work so you give the f/o plushie hanging on your bag a quick nuzzle and suddenly you feel whatever debuff was inflicted on you by the universe leave your body.

[mrs-goemio]

Imagine your f/o showing up like a total badass and drop kicking your depression in the face, then scooping you up in their arms like, “You’re safe now, my love.” And just like that, the clouds part, the sun shines, and you’re smiling again as they hold you close and promise to never let the evil stinky depression win.

[maddeningsixkness]

Some stupid kids at the mall were making fun of me and now I feel stupid they said they thoufh I was pretty so I said thank you and then they started laughing at me I wanna cry I feel so dumb

[rubmybellayyyyy]

Rubbing your nose against f/o's nose.. Rub rub rub rub rub rub rub rub rub

[place-for-dreams]

mm.....your f/os helping you sleep by humming your favorite song and stroking your hair gently.... theyll continue to do it until you manage to fall asleep, willing to lose sleep if it means that you get the rest and recharge you deserve...

[sunderlandsbrat-deactivated2026]

🔦 imagine you and your f/o searching an abandoned building together with just one flashlight as part of a silly date idea. you're wrapped so tight around their arm and you're both jumping at every sound.

[akechis-special-case]

Imagine having a crumb or some sauce or a flower petal or anything else on one of your cheeks (or anywhere on your face if you prefer). Now imagine your F/O wiping it off with one of their fingers while looking at you softly, maybe even with a smile. Perhaps they even comment on how clumsy you are.

Proship / Comship / Darkship do not interact please!

[something-shipping]

Okay but imagine your f/o before you get together. imagine them daydreaming about the person they wanna end up dating, their ideal type. Imagine them literally describing you as their 100, complete type. Imagine them talking to their friends and as they go around and describe what the perfect partner would look like, and it comes to your f/o and they excitedly ramble about their dream partner, going from head to toe and saying all of your features.

Imagine that first time they lay eyes on you, how their heart might jump out of their chest seeing the most attractive person hey’ve ever seen. Imagine them in a little excited panic, amazed that someone like you exists and that you’re right in front of them. Imagine them thinking of an excuse to talk to you, how their mind might race trying to come up with something good, they cannot afford to blow their shot with you

[rubmybellayyyyy]

Scratching f/o's back