if I’m ever bought a toaster,
made of bricks around it.
But we won’t have a “home”,
no, we’ll build a “safe house.”
So if my lover ever tries to hide from the world,
I’ll always be there waiting with apple pie.
And we’ll play games in the backyard – forever –
that way he has to count to infinity
before he goes out looking for trouble.
This place will remind us that life changes,
It will try to lead you a million different ways at once
and every one might be the wrong path.
But finding yourself on the wrong side of the tracks
what’s waiting on the other side.
We get lost, and sometimes
the words or a compass can’t quite be read.
If he finds himself reading a map
of Jabberwocky upside-down
or caught between a Bandersnatch
and a hard place, I’ll stand at his side
to remind him that everything will be ok
if we stop to take a look in the mirror.
But, too, that a mirror will never be big enough
to fit all the demons in a horror story.
And I’ll tell him, “our vanity above the bathroom sink
simply missed out on becoming a telescope.
So, don’t stare too hard or look too far.”
I’ll tell him, “don’t forget I only have two hands,
two arms, but my hugs have four walls,
and you are the one with the spare key.”
And remember how you came here.
When we almost drowned looking for the fountain of youth,
we caught a glimpse of a fallen tower in Atlantis
that pointed to the skyline
over easy street and limbo.
Just at the end of the lane sat a poorhouse
in our hometown that had burned to the ground
But each time a phoenix was born,
and you followed them and their fireworks,
every last one leaving you
just as black and covered in soot.
Until we followed the same one,
soaring on a second wind,
that became the weather vane
atop our inflammable house.